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Its year 2011

2011-08-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

It's been eons since i posted a blog entry, but based on the circumstances. I have decided to resurrect it.. Its been a long time, and i finally managed to let go of u completely Yiting, i'm sure we can be friends from now on :) I'm happy for u and kenneth, hope u both and doing well and may grow in years to come..

Well letting you go, i also opened up my heart to u Shu may, i'll nvr forget that 22nd dec 2010 last year at kool pub when i first layed eyes on you.. It was just, i wished i could freeze the moment there and then. U took my breathe away, everything abt u, u just had that poise and just made everything else ard u dull. I was just overwhelmed by u that night. That i couldn't help myself engaging time and again with u and having a conversation. That night while trying to sleep u were just at the back of my head and i couldn't help myself from thinking abt u. I had to be sure about how i felt about u, that's why probably i looked kinda desperate in asking audre to arrange an outing asap, i was just waiting and waiting for that day to come, our 2nd outing was a movie, and from then on i knew i had a crush on you. The signs were all there i couldn't help it, i couldn't look eye to eye with u and talk to u, cause i'll just be damn paiseh, and ur presence made me, not myself ? I'm just dumbfounded ard u. Silly me but ya, thats a fact, i go for feelings and not anything else. After the second outing i actually tried finding u on face book, so much for me commenting on others who any how add girls and talked to them, and i messaged u straight away that night.

I was using a stupid crappy Sony Ericsson hp, and was just waiting for u to reply, i was just damn happy when u did and we started communicating on face book, every time u replied a gush of happiness just overwhelmed and i was constantly logging in to face book to check whether u replied. I know i kinda failed, cause i asked ur number on face book.. i just wanted to know u better, i wanted to just see u, and be ard u..

after which our cliques interlinked and we became closer, i began to like u more and more, knowing u better each day, we hanged out, like all the wierd wierd stuff i like to eat u also like :D

I really didn't know what went wrong, i thought it started out well, or maybe i was just thinking too much, or prolly i came on to strong, i just subconsciously did things for u, like the valentines day cookies, which took me a whole day to bake, i wanted to it to be special. I wanted u to remember it, i wanted to be special to u someday :) I wanted to protect u, be there for u, and standby u if needed to, like when we hit the clubs and ur other guy friends were they intoxicated and they were kinda touchy and stuff, i know i didn't have any right or any say, but i couldn't watch u being uncomfortable in anyway. And i intervened and had the intention only to protect u, nothing else in mind, and i would be willing to throw or eat a punch if it was for ur well being. I couldn't help but insisting on sending u back that night u puked, by then i was alrdy sure and u just meant alot to me, I was afraid, afraid of losing you to someone else. after sending fel back and u vomitted, i know u were trying to stay awake just in case i fell asleep, and holding the plastic bag up and trying to prevent it from spilling, i'm not a touchy guy by nature, but something just made me hold ur hands. U fell asleep smiling soon after peacefully while i held ur hands.

Driving 1 hand without power steering and a manual car intoxicated, is no joke. but i don't mind doing it endless times, just to be that hand for u to hold on too, when u need comfort or when u are sad and afraid. I woke u up while holding ur hands, the fact that u can't remember it the next morning is just... i dono wad to say.. sigh.. the BKK trip was totally a mistake to begin with i don't even wanna talk it..

That faithful night that u shattered, i felt so hopeless and helpless, i wanted so much to see u, i wanted to be there for you, so much even if to be the one that pick up all ur soiled tissue paper, i'll do it. I wished i could be the one wiping ur tears with a tissue paper or a punching bag for u to vent ur frustrations, i really wanted to hug u and comfort u.

It was so agonizing that emotions just overwhelmed me, and i couldn't hold back the tears for the night, Audre and Amy were just angels, they were there to comfort and just talk to me to get my mind away, but i couldn't.. so i just drank endlessly until it numbed the pain...

Shu may, i really hope you'll get over him someday soon, it hurts to see u like this. But i'm just bottling up everything. Cause of the friendship, and i'm trying my best not to do anything for you, when i'm about too. I'm trying my best too, i know it's awkward, but spare a thought for my feelings as a guy too, taking photos with everyone even Damien, except me ? Isn't that a bit too harsh ? U alrdy hurt that much that night, are u gonna deepen the wound further ? It's painful, pls be nice, or i'll just walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-09-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

HEY peeps I'm 21 already HOHOHO!!! HAHAHA!!! finally!!! WOOT!!! 24 hours later will be Michelle's turn to be 21 :) Going to her party later YEAH YEAH!!! Birthday mood !!!

Last tuesday had nights off, and guess wad i did ?? (DOTA??) no not this time, met up wit ngiamese!! She's studying in NUS la, so near my camp, met up for dinner and catching up, haven seen her in quite a while, picked her up frm BBDC than went to jurong point had delifrance for dinner, both of us felt kinda cheated cause there was billy bombers on the 3rd floor ha! walked around jurong point and updated each other abt our lives here and there :P she hasn't change one bit, ok maybe much slimmer now not that she was actually fat and as innocent as ever. lol. Well she's been the one there for me whenever i was down in the past few years talked to me and ya was my ear, she's my longest ever friend ok since like kindergarden. AScension!! way back.. old sch haha.. Guess i don't need her ear this year round i hope :p should be hanging out wit her more often cause old friends are still the best!!! haha!! Tks Michelle 4 always being there!!! Photo's will be updated soon of her birthday party and my brithday party cherios!

christina= qunyu

2008-09-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, been a while since i blogged, well passed out of BSLC already in 1 piece surprisingly haha, didn't make the mark to go OCS, but into PTI!!! reference row ready! class ready! class move out!! Training's been alright i guess, 6 weeks into the course already. 7 more weeks to go HUHA! POW juz got commissioned, so grand la the commissioning, y PTI don't have ah lol. Anyway, been training hard definately and putting my best effort into this course, not chao genging in any way. Looking forward to CPFT clearing it in 1 shoot.. CPFT = swim 200m long 4 rifle, FBO run 1.5km clear SOC than 3.5km!!! It's tough but i know i can make it cause i know i can!

Been a series of up's and down's this past 2 weeks, had a arguement with someone, only to know that everything she did cause she pity me and don't wan me to be sad, well thanks for the thought. I realli dono wad got into me, to be there when she had a 1001 things to complain abt her bf, advicing her as a neutral party after breaking up wit her bf she cried and i was there listening, brought her out, accompanied her, brought her to places she didn't ever go b4, went out for movies after talking to her mum, wee hours in the morning, woke her up when i knew she wouldn't wake up and was there under her block cause i knew she'll be late for violin classes at times on saturday's haven slept the night b4.. Most of all, ran a mile to get gastric pills juz for her when she had gastric, after advicing her to grab a bite. I realli realli feel so stupid and disappointed. The sacrifices i made, the things i did, i don't ask for anything in return seriously. I don't need ur pityness or whatsoever. I was nvr alone, i got my bro's with me anytime, juz that maybe it was juz to used to having u around me that i felt wierd not having u ard. I took a day at a time and it's been a week. I'm 21 already. Sorry for all the harsh words i said and promising u nvr to make u cry. Didn't mean it the way u looked at it but i juz can't be bothered explaining to u already.

Glad u found someone else new, cause maybe ur juz tired and had enough of this used rag towel over here, that after finding someone new u juz can't wait to dump the old one away. Well i feel so used and worn that i'm tired of all this already. GLHF wit him than. Till death do us part if u ever read this, we should have stayed disliking each other, cause i'm juz to helpful that i helped myself to fall in love wit u...

at her place

2008-07-31T04:13:00.000-07:00

sup peeps, juz plucked out my wisdom tooth... Hurts like a sial!! Got 2 days MC, half my tooth was decayed due to it being too deep than unable to brush so oh well.. took it out cause half of it broke off haha! I got an injection, than in less than a min it was plucked out!! like ta da! out.. i was stunned.. painless.. than after the thingy wore off PAIN! i have been bleeding since like 11:30am i feel like my mouth having menses la!! Anyway i'm out, took e effort went to a pink rose and surprised her, cause today thursday ma than came to her place, sadly she wasn't even surprised or happy or anything like tat.. damn saded la.. effort like went down the drain. Don't talk at the $$ cause it's juz small.. The future's so dim, for both of us, hope it'll light up sooner or later.. hope the things i do and the sacrifices i make will somehow touch her heart some how or rather or maybe does the probem lie with me after all this years ? 21 in 2 mths, hope i can spend it with her together wit her and be wit her :) that'll be the best present i can ever have in yrs! I feel like downgrading after BSLC, lets see how..

christina

2008-07-27T03:26:00.001-07:00

5 weeks into sispes left 3 more weeks to POP lol! hopefully can cross over to OCS!! which is so near yet so far siaz... Zzz.. life's been a full of up's and dwn's this while army realli takes alot of things away frm u and time!! arghx.. so much things to do yet so little time..

Has been quite awhile since i had this same strong burning feeling for someone. Too god or someone of a higher power ? U have been treating me well, i'm financially stable, i have a car, i have almost wad i wanted that money can buy, but deep down inside, i realli want a special someone to share all this with, it's so vake, if i had a chance i'll trade all this juz to lead a normal life and have someone by my side. it's realli been long weeks to months to years. Am i not caring enough ? Am i not giving my fullest or the best that i can give to her ? Why does it always end up another guy getting into the fucking picture! The best part is he's a friend! Why does it always end up this way and nvr a fairy tale story or have a happy ending ?

Pls look after her frm above and take care of her, not to be hurt, take away her pain and her worries and problems, guide her and make her strong. Cause i realli realli juz love her too much that i can't do much for her but to look frm afar as a friend. Hope fate will do us part and things will change for the better..

Chris u realli mean alot to me but i juz want u to be happy.

Army life

2008-07-13T14:27:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps guess this blog had been kinda neglected, juz to update u guys, i'm in army now, juz poped! and currently in command sch SISPEC = suffer in silence plus extra confinement :) haha. so ya keep in touch guys

Nights Out Rounding

2008-02-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps guess who's back, 1 of my longest ever known bro AZFAR!!! haha the first bro i kinda shed tears for :p while sending him off months ago to study, better study hard bro! At least this one last time :) He came back on the 5th of feb than went for some local delight at simpang bedok, prata and murtabak yum yum! After which we went to expo for some rounding session :) met up with walton and the rest, my VITEC is not working properly damn down la ha! chinese new year is here yeah yeah say hello to mahjong banluck and others poker maybe ??? Gotta train hard lose weight drive faster and win someone... haiz my lining is all wrong man.. downz.. more practice :) ok going for mahjong now tata!!!

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!! to everyone!!!

NS!

2008-02-01T09:59:00.000-08:00

Been super long since i last blogged if there's anyone still reading this than thanks! Finally Graduated from TP yeah! looking back it's been an enjoyable 3.5yrs! the friends the camps and the demo's haha.. Will miss those days!

It's a brand new year and brand new start. 2007 will be a year most remembered deep in my heart, the year that many things happened to me big drastic things that changed my life totally inside out from, relationships, i finally learnt to let go of u qunyu, realli let go, it still hurts but i see no point in holding on.. maybe it'll juz work out in the next lifetime or another :) I realli did love u alot, realli alot and i'll still be doing it till the very end to the extent of fighting for u but i'm 21 now time to look things at the bigger picture i guess :)

Career wise i chanced upon some oppotunities that have brought me out of this poverty cycle, into the business world. Maintaining and earning a 5 fig income for 8 mths running MEGA KILL!! realli brings me to yet another level into totally a different world. A different status a different me :)

I passed my bike license as well 2B finally la! but kinda useless, got myself a car instead, Honda Civic SIR! Fast NA non turbo car hehe! was kinda my sec 2 dream but i got it b4 21 so i reached my goal! TIONGZ car ok haha! Been going rounding and playing around in it for a while :) Hopefully if all things go well 350Z by the end of the year!

I got my mont blanc carbon fibre pen, belt, cufflings and wallet! lack the watch though! the watch's 4k! soon i hope hehe.

NS's coming soon currently march 13 it'll be change to april 13 cause i passed my napfa. full marks gold!!! heh surprisingly still can run haha.

2007 is realli a wonderful year, everything is so smooth sailing juz lacking the girl of my dreams hope she'll show up one day soon hopefully under braddell view condo :) love ya babe!

Mount Kinabalu

2007-06-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, haven blogged in a while been busy and stuff, doing contructive stuff that is not like some ppl tagging my tag board every now and than. Ha! Juz came back from Sabah again! Yeah i climbed mount kinabalu twice and reached the peak twice using the masilau route == the tougher route heh! The scenery the nature, damn it's good to be away frm the city life 4 awhile, went hiking as well hunting for waterfalls, in a lich infested canopy forest. Small holes all over my legs man. sand flies bites too ouch!? not forgetting the aching legs and back lol. Overall fun trip White water rafting too! Photos up soon yeah!

School's Starting!

2007-05-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah! i'm here to blog again ha! School's started again, last semester already woo hoo! Kinda regret not studying abit harder and maybe i would have graduated already by now lol. Life been very much the same juz tat my time table for the first time has onli 23 hours a week ha. It's usually 30-35hrs long days for engine students! With my last FOW & FOC over i'm realli gonna miss being a GL, those nostalgic moments all ah!!! This time round they made a special video for the graduanteess. Damn swt can! Yes i did cry haha! The remainding bro's are going in 1 by 1 leaving me left for NS. Sheesh, i'll be the last to shout ORD! it's a vicious cycle i guess. Winko's gonna ORD in like 2 weeks ? Damn...

Saint James is like a totally cool place, it's frickin big and 4 dance floors, i'll give it a upz than MOS. The Genre and crowd there is also good so are the drinks, kao kao wan not any how cham wan. Btw it's 23 for guys and 18 for gals so pls do check ur age before trying to hit e spot. 4 dance floors, Broiller Room, Power House, Power Station and Lastly Dragonfly! Been to all 4 Dragonfly for uncles and aunties, and the rest for everyone ha! cause dragonfly plays canto lol. $20, 2 house pour drinks ya so enjoy!

Pls enjoy the new song Cry On My Shoulder, well it made me cry so oh well juz enjoy it :p

Single Life :)

2007-01-24T17:16:00.000-08:00

YOYO, wats up, ppl in the house today, SIP is gonna end real soon, the final sprint, the last sem nxt sem, gotta grad real soon. Come to think of it, SIP is not so bad after all, especially wit this few dedicated grp members of mine, Delwin & Elgene, we played dota until there's no tomorrow, slacked until we got into some trouble haha! Learned to bond wit them real well as well as become more than juz normal friends :) Though we are all kinda playfull and stuff guess wat, we are the only ones this semester that made it for e Engineering Project Show this semester, in engineering school this is a prestiges event. We totally completed our project in like such a short period of time can, thanks to my team :p haha, now we can slack all the way as well as do some touching up, and our report writing :) Carrying on wit my motor bike license now also finally. Went for medical check up and i got PES A after declaring my asthma history and my 2 arm fractures... Zzz... hope i can make it to RSAF and not be posted out to some commando camp or guards camp... Life's been realli great without the thought of her in my life :) Guess i moved on, aniwae career first, do ur best and god will do e rest :) Chanced upon another someone wit e same birthday as me haha and she's 2 years exchactly 2 years younger than me. Maybe something will happen haha depends lol. The Open House performance totally went well better than expected due to the wet weather but seriously i kinda lost touch wit it already haha balls not so big. Many Thanks to Gerald, Charissa and family, for supporting me this 3 years :) i gladly hope u'll take over this cca in TP dude :)

i wan to ride my MOTORBIKE!

2006-11-26T10:07:00.000-08:00

Oh i kinda regretted not choinging my 2B license now, arghz... I'm so gonna work hard for it next month.. I cannot dig, i love the speed, i love the wind, i love the sound... prac 5 6 7 8 too go sia.. choing onli!!!

I learnt something, nvr to interfere or comment on other ppl's relationship, it will juz get u into unneccessary trouble and the friendship to turn sour... Girls are the root to all evil...

SORRY POW for choinging ur bike :p

SIP!

2006-11-19T10:07:00.000-08:00

Well, School's finally started, having my SIP now... It's totally boring la can... Practically playing games e whole day fm dota to cs to crazy taxi... Gotta so get somemore computer games and install on my com. Well, saw e biketrial grp the other day, now everyone is riding a scrambler. Ray had a car accident, crashed his volvo, ouch expensive $22,000 fly away... Shufflin frm sch too town and back for quite a while now... I need my own transportation zzz... Went for e road show today, lambo's, ferrari's, MAZDArati's, lotuses, alfa romeo's, asthon martin's u name it all there, practically alot of continental cars. NO Evo's and Sil's... So sad my favorati ha! Was on e bus 15 the other day, 1 of e first to board it, lucky enough to get a seat was tired so sat down close my eyes, opened my eye's and saw this girl carrying 2 big boxes dono wats inside, but it seemed heavy for her, cause she was struggling to carry it, wanted to give up my seat to her buden there was this big size lady juz beside me, after she alighted, tapped her shoulder and she turned around and i told her to have e seat as she shaked a head, i was listening to my mp3 and i stood up and moved further to e back. Nxt morning went took 15 again to go sch, met her on e bus again but she was wit a friend that i knew, boarded e bus and achknowledged too my friend wit a wave and she and my friend waved back, i was like eh... ok hi... Now's the best part, that night at abt 8pm i took e mrt towards town, i sat in a section where there was no one else, than i saw this girl walking in OMFG, it's her again. Lazy to engage in a conversation i apparantly was lost in Zzz... land. Hope she didn't notice me cause i wasn't bothering abt her... Or else i'll be discriminated as Dao lol... Well she isn't ugly or anything she's quite pretty actually frm TP engine sch too seen her around b4, but it's juz a moral thingy to give up ur seat to someone who needs it more than u do and i'm a guy so ya and i didn't even see her face before hand so well... Tomorrow 9am start sch... Zzz gonna crash for now till my nxt blog haha!

Well it's certainly time to let go once and for all, i'm not over ya at all yet but i juz have too... If fate decline's we'll meet again but for now goodbye...
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SIP here i come

2006-10-16T11:18:00.000-07:00

Wow haven blogged for quite a while lets say 2-3 months ? Results are out, sorri to let those ppl that wan me out of school down... So sorry to let u down again oh well...
holidays are abt to end and well, this holiday has been well packed with alot of activites lol. Clubbing like every other day, boozing till wee hours of e morning, rounding, DOTAing too... Well i still suck at dota very much haha.. This has yet been another turning point in my life and i love the change, at least i'm doing something abt my future and not slacking around wondering around doing nothing spending money and my life away... Has since got addicted into something new as well, something called reading lol.. read alot of books recently, "think and go rich" "rich dad poor dad" lastly a book which i find very meaningful abt life especially for those who have fallen hard and feel like ending theirs life's and stuff.. "Dare To Fail" It's superbly a book for those who feel their lifes are a living hell... Haven realli been spending time wit e bro's realli.. I'm not lying.. I kinda feel awkward too.. Bro's lets catch up more ya k ? i'll try my best to meet up wit u guys more ya :) More planing and stuff on e biketrial side... Don't need those jellyfishes around, i found the sharks already yeah! Thats all abt now...

Something Meaningful which i learnt :)

"We shouldn't judge a man who tried to pursue his dreams and failed, but we should instead judge those who fail to try pursuing their dreams"

MIA

2006-08-23T11:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Haven blogged for quite a while, haven even been online at night lately, several stuff juz passed this coming weeks and month.

-World Biketrial Championships
( Went well in singapore for the first time though there were alot of cork ups )
( Thought i could have fun joining it but i didn't )
( Charissa got 4th this round and she beat YUNA! )
( I can't ride for nuts now )

-Kinda got back into touch with the Biketrial Grp
( Suddenly everyone has their own VIOS lol! )

-Seen Gerald and Charissa doing well
( Gerald Slimmer and Charissa taller )
( Gerald thinking more matured and sensible but shouldn't keep looking forward to NS which is abit wrong! )

-Haven seen the bros in quite a while
( Caleb Got his Own Motor Bike and his first Accident in a week )
( i'm busy while our timings don't quite match )
( I learnt Money and Friendship don't Mix )
( The amount of $ in ur pocket today juz show wat ur in this society,even ur friends look at that )

-Exams Next Week HOHO!!!
(ORD OH!!!)

-I love my FAMILY the most!!
( Been through thick and thin with them )
( They definately nvr look dwn on me b4 but always ever supporting )

-I Detest Mr Kek for 1 Reason
(He merely looked dwn on me like some others ard me!)
(The day will come 1 day!)

A problem i think i suffer frm

2006-08-07T13:02:00.000-07:00

After reading this article i think i'm seriously suffering frm it...

A University of Southern California study has found the firstproof of structural brain abnormalities in people who habitually lie,cheat and manipulate others.

While previous research has shownthat there is heightened activity in the prefrontal cortex the areaof the brain that enables most people to feel remorse or learn moralbehavior when normal people lie, this is the first study to provideevidence of structural differences in that area among pathologicalliars.
The research led by Yaling Yang and Adrian Raine, bothof the USC College of Letters, Arts and Sciences is published in theOctober issue of the British Journal of Psychiatry.
The subjectswere taken from a sample of 108 volunteers pulled from Los Angeles'temporary employment pool. A series of psychological tests andinterviews placed 12 in the category of people who had a history ofrepeated lying (11 men, one woman); 16 who exhibited signs ofantisocial personality disorder but not pathological lying (15 men, onewoman); and 21 who were normal controls (15 men, six women).
"Welooked for things like inconsistencies in their stories aboutoccupation, education, crimes and family background," said Raine, apsychology professor at USC and co-author of the study.
"Pathologicalliars can't always tell truth from falsehood and contradict themselvesin an interview. They are manipulative and they admit they prey onpeople. They are very brazen in terms of their manner, but very coolwhen talking about this."
Aside from having histories of conningothers or using aliases, the habitual liars also admitted tomalingering, or telling falsehoods to obtain sickness benefits, Rainesaid.
After they were categorized, the researchers used MagneticResonance Imaging to explore structural brain differences between thegroups. The liars had significantly more "white matter" and slightlyless "gray matter" than those they were measured against, Raine said.
Specifically,liars had a 25.7 percent increase in prefrontal white matter comparedto the antisocial controls and a 22 percent increase compared to thenormal controls. Liars had a 14.2 percent decrease in prefrontal graymatter compared to normal controls.
More white matter thewiring in the brain may provide liars with the tools necessary tomaster the complex art of deceit, Raine said.
"Lying takes a lot of effort," he said.
"It'salmost mind reading. You have to be able to understand the mindset ofthe other person. You also have to suppress your emotions or regulatethem because you don't want to appear nervous. There's quite a lot todo there. You've got to suppress the truth.
"Our argument is thatthe more networking there is in the prefrontal cortex, the more theperson has an upper hand in lying. Their verbal skills are higher.They've almost got a natural advantage."
But in normal people,it's the gray matter or the brain cells connected by the white matter that helps keep the impulse to lie in check.
Pathological liarshave a surplus of white matter, the study found, and a deficit of graymatter. That means they have more tools to lie coupled with fewer moralrestraints than normal people, Raine said.
"They've got theequipment to lie, and they don't have the disinhibition that the restof us have in telling the big whoppers," he said.
"When peoplemake moral decisions, they are relying on the prefrontal cortex. Whenpeople ask normal people to make moral decisions, we see activation inthe front of the brain," he explained. "If these liars have a 14percent reduction in gray matter, that means that they are less likelyto care about moral issues or are less likely to be able to processmoral issues. Having more gray matter would keep a check on theseactivities."
The researchers stopped short of asserting that these structural differences account for all lying.
"This is one of the components," Raine said.
"The findings need to be replicated and extended to other parts of the brain. What are the other neurobiological processes?
"Wehaven't had studies like this. It's exciting to us because it's abeginning study, but we need a lot more to flesh out this discovery."
Yang,the study's lead author, said the findings eventually could be used inmaking clinical diagnoses and may have applications in the criminaljustice system and the business world.
"If [the findings] can bereplicated and extended, they may have long-term implications in anumber of areas," said Yang, a doctoral student in the USC departmentof psychology's brain and cognitive science program.
"Forexample, in the legal system they could potentially be used to helppolice work out which suspects are lying. In terms of clinicalpractice, they could help clinicians diagnose who is malingering making up disability for financial gain. "And also in business, theycould assist in pre-employment screening, working out which individualsmay not be suitable for hiring.
"But, right now, I have to emphasize that there are no direct practical applications," she said.
Intheir journal article, the authors mention that separate studies ofautistic children who typically have trouble lying have showed theconverse pattern of gray matter/white matter ratios.
"The factsthat autistic children have difficulty lying and also show reducedprefrontal white matter constitutes the opposite but complementarypattern of the results compared to adults with increased prefrontalwhite matter who find it easy to lie," the researchers wrote.
"Althoughautism is a complex condition and cannot be taken as a model for lying,these results ... converge with current findings on adult liars insuggesting that the prefrontal cortex is centrally involved in thecapacity to lie."
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The other researchers were SusanBihrle and Lori LaCasse, also of the USC College's psychologydepartment, Patrick Colletti of the Keck School of Medicine of USC'sdepartment of radiology and Todd Lencz of Hillside Hospital'sdepartment of research.

the fast and the furious

2006-07-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

Spent my Friday night at Estee clubbing, boozing trying to get those 2 birthday boys drunk, first time in my life i see a Martel Cannon being opened, fucking big balls... cost price = $888, who opened it, non other than my boss Mr Alan haha, drank quite abit frm it also haha cool yo... lets entertain the anonymous ppl here abit ya, Me the Tua Pao Will 1 day Open a Big cannon also ok ? I sure will invite u guys wan lol.. After that Karaoke... Than headed home, pack bag choing go scout HQ with Xing Yao, kns reach there on time and Mr Azhari still as home... kns than he nvr give clear instruction than we miss e bus.. end up taking cab there, X balls $20, it's near sungei gedong armour camp. Went there to help out as a leader for e national venture camp, the so called cream of the crop were there, there were 2 girls who outbeat the guys in their school, way to go girl power, respect... This was the onli batch of ventures that are like super serious la, sit up straight nvr doze off semangat to the maximum... Chee Heng was there, promoted to Area distric commisioner liao lei... I juz recently got promoted to AVSL ( Assitant Venture Scout Leader) Due to that i haven realli changed my uniform and some of the boys thought i was 1 of them and kinda challenged me when i was giving them a briefing... Chee Heng stepped in and told them off and told them to respect their newly appointed AVSL, i was like eh ? AVSL so fierce mehz ? Frankly speaking i tep out.. Huge responsibility eh, i got sea qualifications and as a sea venture leader i got alot of shit to do arghz!!! Tep... Nvm got Xing Yao also hahah share the burden lol... Zzzz i need to slp chaoz....

Class 3 license

2006-07-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

Finally after all this months i finally got my class 3 license last wed 12th july, 12 pts heh, for the first time i was driving like 30km on the road la. I got penalised for being to slow and moving too slowly. Nvm it's all over and i spent like less than 1K on my license frm CDC Ubi, registration, 10 Pracs, 2 revision, TP TEST! TADA! License...

The day i passed i kept my promise that when i pass i would send that person back, looks like i kept up to it, but the feeling juz sucks, cause it's still a lorry... Even if it's a car i still wouldn't like e feeling cause... It's not mine, i don't own it or have any share of it, unlike pow, peck and alex they bought their own vehicles and are maintaining their own vehicles... Till than, i shall juz make do with my dad's lorry, it's got it's good points too though, can go out in a bigger grp, runs on cheap diesel and has no power steering, the gear box and clutch also cannot make it haha.. cornering is ok but on the straights...........

Guess wat, i pass already hor dono y got this grp ppl so called hate me, detest me cause they juz don't like the way i do stuff, suddenly all start jioing me go out lei y ah ? Cause simple i have use to them already, got vehicle can give them a lift, u guys can jolly well FUCK OFF!!! Tell me wat got gathering at seletar ask me come, if there was a gathering there i would be notified earlier than on the night itself right ? Secondly if i was so called really invited y would everyone be there already than call me to come down ? Sorry la use ur farking cow sense can.... Bluff ppl also use more logic, ask the ppl to call me also ask correct person la... lamers... Don't waste my damn time... i'll rather spend my time working and earning money than waste my life away staying out late slacking, racing with a car thats not even mine or ur's but our parents to begin with... I'll rather say i choose to leave the grp... ya..

OK, been driving for the past week almost everyday, supper and stuff haha, chilling out with the bro's and stuff, werk werk werk, alot of DOTAing haha.. Life is juz so simple... Signing out.. and dear my anonymous, go get a life... Ur only letting my friends know that there really are losers out there in this world juz like u u and onli u...

Friends

2006-06-23T10:46:00.000-07:00

Well it's raining now, holidays are ending... The rest of e bro's are out BBQ ing at east coast, how i wish to be there, but there are several reasons why i'm not there, i'm juz not bothered to blog it out, i'll rather keep it to myself, lastly being i have no money on me now which i could borrow frm my dad but i'm juz turned off not too... Life is simply juz like this Up and Down's, well it's certainly down now again... looking forward to next month, hope it'll be smooth... Frankly speaking it's true, i have alot of friends and know alot of people and stuff but so wat ? I have very good friends, which are my bro's Azfar, Caleb, Pow & Winko but even as very good friends Azfar and Caleb are Besties well Winko and Pow are Besties too, leaving me juz the neutral party, they say i'm the one bonding everyone together, but i feel i'm more of a burden and hindrance to them... I'm juz confused i'm so tired... Where's my so called bestie... I thought it was peck, but no... perhaps xing yao but i really dono... life is complicated...

Shane's Wedding!

2006-06-18T14:32:00.000-07:00

WOOT! My cousin's now married haha! Some high class wedding today yo... Morning went to my cousins house tea ceremony, damn... It's long and lengthy, troublesome to get married i find muz serve tea... Thrashy... Juz found out that my cousins other side the cousins, are all girls.... My brother's age grp in fact... And they are damn tall.. ok enough of that crap, My cousin's wedding car = BMW 7 Series... Chio to the maximum, big like 1 kind, cause he let me try parking it... Attempt failed to the maximum core. Couldn't get the car into the bloody driveway la... 28 of age owning a brand new BMW 7 series SWT!!! The feeling of unlocking the car wit the press of the button is damn SHOIK!!! Had lunch there, mingled with the inlaw's and distant cousins and my cousin's wife's friends :P Helped clear up the place and stuff, same time took my formal wear... Headed home soon after, had a nice short afternoon nap, went to style hair at some salon than went home dressed up and went down to grand HYATT hotel, 12 course dinner, i love... makan till shoik, drank wine like water heh. Photo's will be up soon, ME IN A SUIT! THAT I SHOULD HAVE WORN DURING MY GRAD NIGHT!

Tests over

2006-06-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

Well, term break is here woo hoo.. Holidays, Mr Peck juz buangded again 2 times in a month... He should stop speeding, been practically working slacking with e bro's and play games... CS Movies, Supper haha! Thrashy man i luv!!! Yes.. I'm totally over her liao woo hoo... Sometimes SingleHood is e best, looking at my friends who are attached they are like tied down with certain limitations to when and where and what they can do lol. Sometimes realli a burden lol... I can't wait my dad's getting me a bike! ok it's shared, but i don't care! I'm gonna use it to the maximum core lol. rounding and rounding lol... 25 more days and counting to e next vehicle coming right up! 2 Fast 2 Furious!!!

Term Tests are here

2006-06-07T10:22:00.000-07:00

Term tests are here... Mugging Mugging and Mugging... siansation.com Oh btw i dound a very nice new drink kinda addicted to it now though, It's Earl Grey Tea :p It's damn nice la haha. Next week there's langkawi trip with the bros here i come heh. There's also NYAA sailing trip, not confirmed yet, hopefully looking toward for it if my parents consent. 2 papers down and 1 more to go. 42 days to go, looking forward to it. Tomorrow last paper than work than dono wat also... Istana tomorrow, first time going on lol... Hope there'll be something interesting inside wahaha thrash... Zzzing.. off chaoz...

Sch Sch Sch.

2006-05-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

School's been alright i guess. Pow bro been riding his motor bike like 1 kind already haha. Mr Pecky busy wit work, been like onli chilling out on weekends wahaha, caught da vinci code and x men 3, x men was crap da vinci code was good thrash lol. yawnz i'm like so tired... study study study slp slp slp... weekdays are boring... finally broke the news to someone already, the reaction and reply was shockin... lol didn't know that much... yeah! my bike is collecting dust, i'm so proud of myself. No riding for 1 month plus... heard that only 10 riders joining this coming comp. I join also like tat. wat for join.. Not much a diff and biketrial will do so much better without me anyway too.. So y interfere right mr anonymous ? Since when b4 comp got alot of ppl join, everytime last min entries sure everyone in the end join wan... I the last in master join to storm the back onli... Carding also gone with the wind... So wats the point in fighting for it anymore... I'll rather have a gf and enjoy life... gonna slp already... btw, qunyu if ur reading this i think i do myself better u go carry on ur carefree life... I'm bored of being ur rag or source of entertainment already... signing off... TZM or SP ???

Mother's Day

2006-05-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

3rd week of sch juz passed, been busy doing some stuff on my own, today's mothers day, but sadly i didn't spend it with my mum. How unfillial of me right ? I had my reasons so, ya anyway we are suppose to shower our love and care for our mum's everyday of our lifes not juz today, juz that today is more of a salutation to our Mummies :p MUMMY IF U READ THIS, I LOVE U!!! ok enough on that, haven realli been spendin time at home too... in and out, house like a hotel like that, everytime leave the house will look at something, wat is it u guys guess, but i feel that the passion inside me is dying... The days where taking it out and spending the entire day till nightfall and having it are numbered this days. Anyway, my future with it is not at all bright too... Kinda caught up with some old friends of mine, went to eat with them and stuff, man, they sure have changed alot unlike me, well turning 19 soon, should think more abt my future and abt wat i wanna do with my life in future i guess, for now i'll juz try to work and safe money first, Peck got his license, So did Powiee few days ago, and he is getting his bike this week, well they earned it, they saved they starved, they stinged... Me now than start lol... Well trying to move on too... bored juz thinking abt it... Being friends is not too much a bad idea too... I'm so into this new song la SUPERWOMAN!!!

sch start

2006-05-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

well holidays are over and alot of other stuff left behind, shall look forward and nvr turn behind... Shall treasure this chance given and not let it go to waste, been slacking and chilling out with the bro's this past month movie's lan ? Than worked for like onli 3 days pathetic... Oh ya My Pecky got his motor license and his motor bike as well wahahah! fast right ? His bike nice sia :p White with flaming red stripes cool thrash haha!!! Than it's been a long time since someone was actually so nice to me.. The person is also mr Lee Peck Yong, tried to surprise me this morning wanted to send me to sch sia, buden i surprised him shan't elaborate... Realli haven felt this feeling of grattitude for a long time, even since i became a bad guy... Well tomorrow 8am class zzz tired chaoz...

Finally Everything is OVER!!!

2006-03-27T09:44:00.000-08:00

Haven been blogging in a while, kinda hectic this few days and weeks, with sub papers stress, been mugging practically overnight till morning for e paper, trying to help out for e asia pacific comp, which i didn't realli do much though.. sorry guys, especially to Walton and Nelwin, this 2 riders are the wans that dedicated themselves to make this event successful and it's not the first time too.. At the risk of throwing away the competition as a rider themself.. Was designated to some tasks and i corked up everything realli everything... I'm juz not ready to handle such big responsibilities... Well everything is all over and time to take a breather.. start working in a few days time and earn $$$ heh. Well FOC/FOW is coming another event sheesh... Haven seen her for quite a while... School's starting in a months time so wth i'll see her than i guess, or in otherwise when i'm needed by her again...

Results are out..

2006-03-10T10:52:00.000-08:00

Results are out bla bla bla.. ok ok onli.. werked today, evening went for practical again.. Shan't go into details, since some ppl say i hao lian, i didn't clear my module 1 actually.. left 2 chops, according to ruben and clarifying with the instructor today.. can't clear it till i pass my btt next wed.. Went to watch Big Mama 2 juz now... Funny and Touching show.. should catch it... Gonna crash now chaoz..

MotorBike & Cark Week

2006-03-08T09:28:00.000-08:00

Well started working already, back at my aunt's cafe.. Working hours are like 10am-7pm everyday.. Azfar passed his TP finally on monday, and we all went out together haha.. 2 cars, a 2 litre camry and a volvo s40.. Both Auto cars Wahaha!!! Azfar was like lagging behind on the trip to kallang Mac (camry), but the journey to marina south was different, some family car man lol, than ray also choing with him (volvo s40), this 2 are the first 2 fresh graduates from CDC. siglap 1987 batch :p Ray is some crazy guy... Shan't go into the details..

Tuesday night was kinda painful... Finally had the time to go back for training and guess wat, i busted my right knee... Don't know wats wrong with it till now.. can walk and everything, but it juz feels wierd and it's all swollen... Met up with her at TM around 11+ already accompanied her home and ended up catching e movie at her place and playing with her dog fairy as well :p talked to her mum abt some organic product, seems true so far, tried it as well. Than headed home, was like dreading e long walk home cause 1+ liao, ray saved e day, jio me come out slack and eat, than picked me up went central eat and than headed to my my dad's lorry for a spin around pasir ris, ray tep out no power steering :p and he let me try his volvo... powerful car to the core la.. drove 1 round around the car park and stop.. Cool shit.. and than headed home..

Didn't work today, woke up with a fever, right knee swollen... Went for Prac 4 today, failed it though, had 1 chop only... slacked at CDC for the whole day practically and went for my first driving practical at 8:40pm, nice instructor, thought he was wordy to the core in the starting, but after he asked me whether i drive b4, eventhing went juz nice yeah! Module 1 down 8 chops i like... Ok now going to my OTC chalet chaoz... Gonna spend the evening with her tomorrow i think... made 23 hearts total.. 77 more to go... long long way..

Sporty and Unhealthy day wahah!

2006-03-04T12:10:00.000-08:00

Slept like a few hours only, she called to wake me up, headed to Pasir Ris Park to jog with her, walked and stretched from the PA too the steps and jogged to e mangrove swamp, one end in and out walked too downtown east and to town park than whitesands than home. Pagoda at home for e while than met her at 5, met joyce, xing yao and jelena and cindy as well and headed to Marina Bay for CHOMP PANG, ok in other words buffet. ate and than walked back to e MRT, Took e train back sent her home played with her dog fairy and headed to central to slack, came back home and zzz... Sentosa tomorrow YEAH!!! but not to ride... and not with her :( but with my bros :)

Fake post

2006-03-04T11:51:00.000-08:00

LOOK HOW SOME PPL, CAN TWIST MY ENTRY FROM MY OWN !!!

READ BELOW TO FIND OUT!!!

Wah ho seh boz! Exams are finally over! Finally I can have time to scam more people haha! I lied that I pass my prac 4 last wed, but they found out woot!! Getting rusty liao 2 weeks never lie and scam studying for exam no wonder... must brush up again... Even my head also getting smaller already from 13cm to 10cm now haiz, still can't fight my distant idol Headshok with 15cm. Everything is falling into place as well i guess.. Even her.. She woke me today after like slping for like a few hours, asked whether i could accompany her to TP to like appeal for another course ? She got into IT. Got myself up and running and met her at the interchange a.s.a.p cause i told her i'll be there in like 15 mins BUT I LIED. Reached there and saw her there soon enough. Took e bus to TP than went to see e appeal thingy and she decide to come back on monday instead to hand in the application. Headed to the bubble tea store and headed to e nearby coffee shop for lunch. Walked to TM after that, went the wrong way purposely and walked one by circle around East View Pri haha, so I could strike when the time was right. Went to meet her friend for e while, shopped for earrings, Met Xing Yao and Jelena at TM as well by concidence. Wah sehz, I one guy with so many girls woot!! haha! Headed to Tahjong Pagar for e job application soon after. The journey there was long and we both pagoda in the train la lol. Left her sadly as she had to head back home, for 2 stops only and went to Cineleisure to DOTA and catch WOLF CREEK with the other 2 girls heh heh, it was a pyschotic show... Totally more sick than FD 3 i think which i haven watched, which is a fast death unlike torture and tormented till death which was wat wolf creek was abt... Well here i am at home... Gonna wake up early to jog with her in the morning... How i hope and wish the day will come that i can hold ur hand and that we are more than juz frenz.. I scam U Haiz so many girls I wan to jio but when they realised abt my scams they left. Hope she doesn't find out heh heh!

THIS IS WAT I HAVE TO SAT TO DEFEND MYSELF!!!

Firstly i didn't pass my prac 4, i typed it wrongly by accident, up to u guys to believe... I already altered it, as Ruben pointed out the mistake too me... I told her i'll be there in 15 mins, I didn't lie... I seriously did and i was a few mins late... So WTH!!! Say i purposely walk around the school and strike wat ? Xing Yao and Jelena are a couple and u mistook them for 2 girls lol, they are attached, my sec school friends know that and even she know that so WTF! Say i go for job interview with her and than come back left her to watch movie with the 2 other girls ? I only went with her ? Since when did the 2 girls or Xing Yao and Jelena appear ? Lastly i watched the movie WOLF CREEK with JUN TAT, SELINA, AZFAR & WIN KENG!! B4 THAT I PLAYED LAN GAME WITH GERALD, CHARISSA, PECK YONG, CASPER, THOMAS, RAY AND EDRIC!! I have eye witnesses do u ? Wat GIRLS ? I have recently only been going out with 1 and only 1 same girl, wat so many girls i wanna jio, who i like is none of ur fucking business so pls juz fuck off!!!

Holidays

2006-03-03T12:53:00.000-08:00

Woo.. Hoo.. been some time since i last blogged. Well the holidays have started, Chilling, work and DOTA ing have become habitual. Passed my prac 3 last wed, registered for my driving as well. Everything is falling into place as well i guess.. Even her.. She woke me today after like slping for like a few hours, asked whether i could accompany her to TP to like appeal for another course ? She got into IT. Got myself up and running and met her at the interchange a.s.a.p cause i told her i'll be there in like 15 mins in my stoning mode while still in bed. Reached there and saw her there soon enough. Took e bus to TP than went to see e appeal thingy and she decide to come back on monday instead to hand in the application. Headed to the bubble tea store and headed to e nearby coffee shop for lunch. Walked to TM after that, went the wrong way and walked one by circle around East View Pri haha, guess we were to engrossed talking abt the past. Went to meet her friend for e while, shopped for earrings, Met Xing Yao and Jelena at TM as well by concidence. Headed to Tahjong Pagar for e job application soon after. The journey there was long and we both pagoda in the train la lol. Left her sadly as she had to head back home, for 2 stops only and went to Cineleisure to DOTA and catch WOLF CREEK, pyschotic show... Totally more sick than FD 3 i think which i haven watched, which is a fast death unlike torture and tormented till death which was wat wolf creek was abt... Well here i am at home... Gonna wake up early to jog with her in the morning... How i hope and wish the day will come that i can hold ur hand and that we are more than juz frenz.. I...........U

Finally The Truth

2006-02-22T06:06:00.000-08:00

2 papers down, 2 more to go... Hectic Week, Been studying in school everyday, b4 or after papers.. I'm so tired.. can't wait 4 it to end. Than there's the Langkawi trip that the bro's are planning, hope to go there and relax and have some peace and quiet as well as sometime alone to think, abt wat has been happening and wat have i actually done. Shan't say much, actions can only prove not words. MrProTrialRider, ur good with words, thats a fact. I have my answers to my questions already, thank MrProTrialRider.

Past Week - Nels a total fucker....

2006-02-17T14:30:00.000-08:00

Well eh, it's the end of the week... Alot of things happened this week... Well let me start eh Tuesday V-day. Went out with Adventure Club night cycling e grp, went cineleisure, exchanged gifts and stuff... Didn't wanna buy anything, 1 reason no money, cheapskate made some hand made thingy for the rest of e guys. Spent the day playing pool, walking to paragon and to PS, tiring... At PS play arcade.. suppose to watch a movie but didn't cause no movies after 11.. surprisingly.. Was like blur when went up to check e time slots... it was a tuesday so wth.. Walked around with Kai Ming

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Check out e website, if u wanna know who and pls support and VOTE!! HEH! Wanted to find something for her. Ended up buying e small hear shaped pillow with e happy valentimes day words on it.. Would have hand made something nice for her, but all my ideas use finish give her already... After that headed to her place, had to walk from e MRT there... Cause my Ez-Link no money and that wasn't any buses i think. She came down, she had make up all over her face still. She suits blue thats wat i deduct haha.. B E A utiful.. Passed her e present, not Vday already than headed home after that DOTA!! than ZZZ..

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Wednesday spent the afternoon studying and stuff, with POW & CALEB, studied quite a bit.. Crapped and merely ate more than we studied i think lol.. Than met her after that.. Went to watch THE FOG.. Nice effects and stuff, but not at all freaky or scary.. Didn't jump or anything unlike THE CAVE. Predicted the storyline fairly well, except the ending abit abrupt... Suppose to eat after that than decided not too, cause not realli hungry.. Ended up walking back to Pasir ris with her.. Headed to central to eat on foot again, cause i hungry.. Headed back to her place after that. Too much things to absorb in 1 day, we talked abt alot of stuff and she told me also alot of truths.. Funny that she opened up to me only now... I'm realli amazed, ppl scared i ask the girl they like to be my GF ? haven tried that b4, dono how it feels either but i know i not so cb.. If i wanted to, why would i help my attached friends to be back together again when they have an argument or quarrel ? Best time for me to attack the gf right ? I also not an angel or some Mr Perfect sheesh... Such declusions... Comment on others, the person himself still got keep in contact with her unknowingly and send good night msgs.. Keep ur own comments for urself...Had a damn close shave.. The moment i left, her dad popped out from nowhere... Scary... Met her dad only once.. When we worked together... Went home DOTA!!! and than slp zzz....

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Thursday, went school study with POW & CALEB, than went gym than swim... Kns.. Shoulders aching like fark la.. Nvr gym and than swim.. It'll kill ur shoulders.. Headed to SCH for e short while take my wheel and Nel was there, took back my bar and stem also finally... Didn't stay long.. Didn't feel invited as well so why stay there when the person that hates me the most to the core is there.. Got back my stuff so i fucked off.. Headed home DOTA!! than pagoda... SLP!!!

Friday, study study study.. Eat... Movie with POW & SELINA & CALEB & WINKO, central than home now blogging...

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This is wat happened today... Adventure Club realli took some time to claim the money. The moment i received it i called Zhi Cong and told him.. Finish.. End of story no new.. Until today than they asked for the money via sms, told me wat Nel tell ram.. Go ahead.. Be my guest.. I did no wrong.. Ur money is still here i didn't spend it... Say wat think i big shot, my head big than got.. say 1 week already still no money... Until Selina took e hp and replied as well.. Didn't i tell u the money is with me ? I went to all the trouble to claim the money for both of them.. Had to cover up for them y they didn't help out in night cycling and planning activities and stuff... Juz to get Fucked, and they think i'm keeping the money how ironic... Help u claim ? Help u collect the money ? Help u sign leave form ? Muz arrange with u to pass u the money also ah ? I tell u the money come le, it's ur duty to arrange with me how to pass u the money and when. Not even a word... how i know when and when will u be free. U think i very free u make arrangments for everything for u is it ? Exam next week hor, i can be nice but ur don't overdo it.. U think i ur dog ah ? Ask so much also nvr arrange anything.. At least Mark ask and got arrange...

Btw.. i didn't make LOA on that day of the demo.. it was already done long beforehand.. Juz that the paper was with me and it was collected on that veri day.. So don't make ur own short stories... and this person's LOA is still with me.. piss off....

Study Break

2006-02-13T08:16:00.000-08:00

Well today's day 1 of e study break, didn't realli study much today... cause i didn't bring my maths table sianded... Tried to do e questions, but without e table, quite useless acutally... Was with Ferlin, Liting and Priscilla studying... 3 Retail management ppl and 1 Mecha student, wat a combination... Liting now is pissed with me.. i also dono wat to do already i give up... Went to Meet Qunyu after that, register the JAE thingy.. Than Headed back to the library to study.. GP came with his cousin.. They look alike, even though they are juz cousins.. After which headed to TM with Qunyu and Rebecca, walked around, slacked ate and play game.. Qunyu won me in Daytona la... I don't believe it... DAMN! Headed home soon after, walked from tamp to pasir ris, than send her back to her block than headed home..

Yesterday, spent like $15 cab fare. Wanted to catch e firework but, missed it.. wasted e $15. While walking to find Guan Peng, Benson and liting. Met Han and Gwen. The next thing i know it everyone else was there as well. I jolly well knew i was uninvited so, i made myself scarce.. Than Ben kept insisting i go withdraw the money for him... I was way pissed the whole evening after that.. Didn't spend time with me friends walking around and watching e show, instead walked the whole of Marina South, Cause someone said there's a ATM there but dono where is it actually making me have to find it... Aiya can't be the least bothered already la... Wats over is over.. I have settled most of my debts, except matthew's. He isn't free to meet to pass him the money, so i hope the creator of my bigheadbrandon webby can edit his short story of his...

I'm the least bothered abt the blog, cause it certainly shows how much they are bothered by my existance in this world and how minds of ppl older than me think and behave... Arghz.. Don't think so much now.... STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dedicated to me blog

2006-02-10T02:54:00.000-08:00

Well peeps, some one made this blog, it's abt me..

Have a look at what they have to say abt me..

http://www.bigheadbrandon.blogspot.com/

Siansation

2006-02-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

Yawnz.. here i am to blog.. Not been blogging in quite a while, ok lets get started... Passed my motor prac 2 yesterday, the instructor was nice and friendly, one joker as well, returned me my card and said, i have to come back... 4 e moment, scared me out of my wits. That will be the 3rd time i fail prac 2 if i failed... Now on to prac 3 zzz... still so long to go... Passed my RTT test juz last weekend as well... heh... Sian... Chinese New Year and it's like exams around the corner next next week... Valentimes day is next week, in other words my Mum's birthday as well... Well found e new job as well hope everything goes well than... Zzz off to bed.. Alot of projects to touch up and perfect this week for submission... BTT is like in march so far... Anyway gtg slp already zzz.. Chaoz...

Chinese New Year

2006-02-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

GONG XI FA CHAI

XING NIAN KUAI LE

RUAN SHI LU YI

NIAN NIAN YOU YU

XUE YUE JIN BU

Projects!!!

2006-01-26T17:11:00.000-08:00

Sian man, now in MCT lab, nothing to do so blog, Blog growing cobwebs already man lol...
Well this pass week been rather hectic, TP open house demo, would like to thank the guys that made it happen. Even thought there were alot of screw up's, it still went well. TP wants us to demo next year again, maybe i'll turn them down this time round. Since i'm not capable to handle such a big event alone... TsK, nvm there are other ppl who can do better than me so wth, let them do it can't be bothered...

I have my dad, he's definately more reliable and i should listen to him more. He's seen the world definately more than me and wat he says abt my friends are definately true, saw it and heard it for myself during the demo. LOA, leave of absence from sch. I went through all the trouble for some ppl to get leave from sch. The best part, but they nvr said they were gonna be doing the demo ??? Sounds logical ? For the other riders like Nelwin, that part is my fault, cause i assumed that he would be doing the demo. Due to some fucker who told me that he would, i'm so nvr gonna believe his words again... I should have actually asked Nelwin himself, anyway he helped out for the demo in the end. So if ur reading this Nel, Thanks! Believe it or not, even someone's parent talked to me abt the whole demo thingy, even gave me some words of advice, and who and what has been happening behind my back.. Aniwae, from this demo i learnt alot of things and who are dependable and who are not.

Having several projects, up my sleeve now, project week, super sianded, school projects and CC projects, hope everything will turn up juz fine :p

Movie and fairy tale love stories, are simply damn fake, in real life it always has a happy starting with a very sad and hurting ending...

I'm a total screw up

2006-01-19T09:06:00.000-08:00

TOTAL SCREW-UP!!!!

Today, was the first day of e demo, i totally screwed it up... Practially assumed that everyone was doing e demo. Totally underestimated the whole situation. Due to some leave forms i applied for colin jason and jeff. But they didn't say they were doing the demo either. I assumed that nel was doing the demo as well due to some others, saying he would be doing it also. The first demo was cancelled due to that, made a whole scene of myself to the organisers, cause i wasn't able to deliver wat supposely i assumed, was gonna happen like last year.

Made everyone else pissed, i was so alone, didn't know wat else to do, called ram and consulted him without realising the consequnces. Ended up landing Nel in a spot, and it was not even his business at all. Everything was like on the downhill and continuing, thanks to Mark and Terence, who persuaded the rest to help me, for e 4:20pm demo. After that everything else went on smoothly i guess... I would like to give thanks to those who did the demo, realli grateful, or else it wouldn't realli be successful at all...

Well tomorrow's round 2 and i dono who's doing e demo.

TP BIKETRIAL DEMO

2006-01-18T12:12:00.000-08:00

TP OPEN HOUSE 2006!!!
19-20-21 JAN!!!
BIKETRIAL DEMO!!!
1st Slot 12:00PM
2nd Slot 4:00PM

CYA GUYS THERE!!!

TP DEMO 2006

2006-01-18T12:01:00.000-08:00

Well Juz came back from setting up props for e TP demo, with Kenny, Guan Peng, Geng Yan and Joey.. It's like 4am in the morning... Who this 3 guys are ? They are not even related to Biketrial in any way.. They are my poly friends.. I asked for their help and they came.. without complaints or any negotiations... I wonder wat this Biketrial Scene is turning into... some claim com fees say will help put this and that nvr call than sch have event all run away... Sch ask y nvr help than i have to answer for that.. Not that they were busy with anything very impt... Juz now saw them riding... Turned our heads and they are gone... I'm simply juz sick and tired of all this... Putting effort for cycling as a whole in TP and guess wat XC and FREERIDERS are steping up to help... Lucky enough i'm not alone, Kenny, Ruben and Gerald are helping me along the side lines here and there time and again....

Horoscope

2006-01-17T10:06:00.000-08:00

No time 2 blog so i found something relevant, wat do u guys think not ?

THE LIBRAS!!!

The Libra Sign love the concept of being loved, therefore are constantly searching for the perfect mate. Libras also love romance and consequently are good at it. Filled with personal dignity and elegance, you may find a person with Libra Astrology to dazzle and captivate you time and time again.
They have many interests like theater, antiques, decorating, art, and themselves. A Libra best quality is the art of conversation. They are fantastic conversationalists. Although, when discussing any subject, you may find the conversation leading back toward their favorite topic of interest, as they put a little bit about themselves into each conversation, placing the spotlight exactly where they want it.
When out on a date with a Libra Sign be sure to pay them a compliment. If it's sincere, they will most definitely be charmed by you. If you pick out a restaurant, make certain the atmosphere is classy and don't skimp on any of your plans. A Libra wants to be treated as first class and does not like to settle for less, as they feel that their pleasure is well worth it. They want a partner that has good taste and quality. As they adore luxury and love to be pampered, impression will get you everywhere, so go all out, and don't hold back.
With an easy going nature, you will find a person under Libra Astrology pleasant to be around. This zodiac sign of partnership needs a companion who will understand, appreciate, and perhaps even idolize them. If you're searching for a partner that is socially outgoing and affectionate, you've found them. Libras love to go to parties and enjoy a glittering extravagant social life.
Although people under Libra Sign may be indecisive about making a commitment, once committed to a relationship, you will find harmony and peace with them.

Hari Raya Haji

2006-01-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI!!!

Damn~~ It's been like raining for days... 5 days consecutively already lei... Bad weather to take Practical also... Zzz.. Stuck at Prac 2... Failed it once already... Siansation haha!!! Too think i was like confident to pass it sian 1/2. I was late for it la... LOL!

Next prac is like next wednesday... Sunday prac i cancel.. Due to some other committments. Woo Hoo tomorrow's Adventure Club night cycling and the day after TP open house packing and Engineering night cycling... Yeah I have a team to follow me tomorrow and the day after haha!!! A crappy team in fact.. Gonna have fun la wahaha!!! without slp lol...

Alright Peeps, how did u guys spend ur public holiday ? Well i didn't even know it was a holiday till Powiee told me the night b4 and asked whether i wanted to watch DERAIL!! heh.. Didn't know wat show it was till like in the movie itself... Went to slack with Ruben at central first, had a surprise, gerald was there. Haven seen him for a long time, looks beefier or is it his black hair, dono also :p Aunty Jean soon came down with Charissa for a drink and some food i think. Slacked there for e while than had to choing Cab to TM, gave Ruben a lift back, was on the way aniwae, even if not i would still give him a lift back. Cause he's really been a friend that has been there for me too.. Friends like Ruben and Gerald are hard to find.. Though by age i'm the oldest, i think i'm the lamest among them haha!!

Reached TM asked Selina and the rest abt the movie and they told me it was a Spaceship movie got aliens and stuff, to think i was so naive to believe it lol.. Practically i think i was too tired also practically stoning in the cinema. Headed home like 2-3+am Well slept till abt 4+pm than headed to central to meet the rest of e bro's exceot Azfar, he go kill goat i think heh... Slacked there for e while, Da-Sao came down, StarBucks doesn't seem to have a nice working enviroment according to her it seems.

Out of the blue, we had no plans in mind, so we decided to have POT LUCK!! at Selina's house cool heh... Went back whipped up some chessy stuff and brought it there, Pow cooked Chicken, Winko cooked fried rice, Caleb cooked Soup, yeah soup, nice soup k.. i LUV mushroom soup la.. Thick Thick wan.. lol.. I Cooked some cheesy egg thingy, i know Caleb loved my dish alot so did i for his soup lol... Ate till out hearts content and had a beer each and some gaming session b4 heading home heh... 1 day if we would all stay together, we wouldn't starve cause we all know how to cook lol heh... I hope we'll be together as FR33WILL 4eva.. till we all die of smoking lol... LAME!!

Will @ TP

2006-01-07T12:09:00.000-08:00

I'm like totally burnt out this past week, getting back results here and there, so far got 2 B's. So far so good ya, than the past 2 days thursday and friday, TP hosted e record breaking feat of a 24 hour hand peddling marathon, done by Doctor William Tan and another record as well which was total distance ran in a 24 hours time frame by none other than our Tp students ourself.

Was kinda late in setting up e props for e first demostration, and in due time it was actually cancelled and postponed to a later time slot. Why late ? I shall not go into the details, but i believe that if i were to organise a demostration, shifting and setting up the props is everyone's duty and not mine alone. To think some ppl questioned y i invited other ppl to demo, when in the end they are the wans that stood by me to clear up at the end. I push adventure club to reap more benefits for us and they are even paying for our comp fees now for us.. I'm not complaining, but i hope to see some team effort here.

Aniwae, the demo went overall quite well in the 24 hours time span... Damn exhausting can... Didn't slp at all during that 24 hours, than like ran 13 laps.. at like 5am zzzz.... tired to the core...
But wat i went through is simply nothing compared to Dr William Tan, he won our hearts, support, rapport and respect. He's simply wat i call a true champion and leader in life and has certainly acheived more than any of us who are able to walk on our 2 feet out there. He didn't burden himself with his disabilities, but proofed himself otherwise that he is capable of accomplishing such feats. He's really someone commendable and i take my hats off for him.. It was certainly an honour running along side him and encouraging him on... We should all learn e mindset off his and we'll all be able to realise our dreams and goals and achieve them..

Well Dr William Tan broke e record, with 660 laps in 24 hours and TP broke another record as well not by a nitch but by a mile, we doubled the old record, 12000km++ a new record lol.. So the event overall went pretty well and both records by broken in TP heh...

2006

2006-01-02T08:16:00.000-08:00

Well I it's a brand new year a brand new start and wat else to do but to have a hair makeover lol.. Most impt i'm trying to change so here i go.

This is me b4 i entered the shop!!!

This is me in the shop!!!

TA DA!!! The New Botak BrAnDoN.

Now whenever b4 i do or say anything against my conscience, i'll touch my head..

2006

2005-12-31T13:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Well peeps, here i am backed from e count down from mambo jumbo, at Expo, organised by ZOUK. It was simply retro can... LOL!!! Hip la i find, Thanks Maybelline for helping us get the free tics. Thanks alot, I spent the night with my Bro's FREEWILL, Winko - Lao Da, Azfar - Lao Er, Caleb - Lao San, And Pow - Da Ger, Selina - Da Sao. Pearlyn and Gin li was also there, together with some of their friends, May was also there but she was working, but it seemed like she was with us most of the time haha... Realli had a g8 time, another year has passed and the BRO's celebrated it together again together all 5 of us.

Finally the last day of year 2005, it has been a great year, for me. i look on the bright side of life, so everything still looks good to me some way or another... it's a fact that all of us actually dreaded this day where sch is like startin the very next day. Wearing our SCH uniforms and canvas white shoes, tugging a haversack, and making our way to SIGLAP secondary in the wee hours of the morning and meeting up to have a smoke break at e secret corner before going to sch lol. Those were the days man i tell u, haha.. Now's the start of a new year 2006 and i'm glad I'm still in TP for a fact haha till now, surviving i think haha..

Year 2 already, going to year 3 soon in a blink of an eye, half a sem more to go..

This year finally i have turned 18 so are all my bro's and on the way to pursue my licenses, waited for this day like for ages, being suanded and having to tag along cause i don't own a license neither i go own a car. Next would be spending abt a week going overseas to KL to enjoy relax chill and slack with my bro's and for a moment the feeling of being rich there HA! Clubbing too!! HEH! Everything around me changed too, with 1 of my bro's Winko reporting for NS and Azfar too a few months later, both of them have bulked up, became very fit and matured even more and are botak now heh... Caleb lost weight over the year for sure and looks much better now than in secondary sch days and willing to join the bros in more late night activites. Pow, learnt to be more devoted to his GF of his and is taking his Motor license with me now, surprisingly cause, his parents didn't allow him too beforehand.

Next on the Biketrial Side, i got promoted to MASTER category this year, though i seriously feel till today, that i don't make the standard in MASTER.. I seriously need to train and push myself harder.. If i were to wanna make my dream and goal come true.. Still it seems so far away HA! Well alot of bad things happened this year, I got into seriously alot of trouble, i seriously dono why ram still keeps me in the family, serious i feel i should have been OUT long ago.. Lost friend after friend this year till it reached a dead end, i don't have any more rider friends, thats a fact. I don't feel like i'm part of ESR aniwae.. I'm like super left out.. It's my lost that i lost them, they are still enjoying themselves, and are even happier without me it seems. They are only happy when they are able to use my dad's lorry when there's no other form of transportation. Correct me if i'm wrong on this, cause it seems so...

To this someone, u know who u are, u can say watever u want and put words in my mouth for all i care and cause disputes and all the riders to hate me to the core, but seriously 1 day, history will repeat itself, u yourself know it, u lost all ur friends cause of wat u did in the past and ur doing it again, for now they trust u cause, i lie.. but one day the truth will surface, and not everyone is so naive to believe u, some are 2 headed snakes that don't like u as well and well some are realli good friends of mine. Well u have all the riders on ur side for now and it's ok with me, cause it's my fault on my part in certain areas, but u had to add oil to the fire and blow things up and TUA KANG! Seriously ur a bigger and stronger cannon than me, i respect u for that.

*SALUTES*

The day shall come where everything will be revealed and my name will be cleared, cause i nvr ever did talk bad abt any of the riders or any of my friends b4, now or even in the future, i can vouch for that and i can even put my life and balls at stake. Cause i don't, i'll tell u straight in the face if i didn't like u, and i seriously don't... Too think i fuckin speaked up for u in that anti thingy account for u, cause i thought u weren't that sort of a person, well i seen it for myself and felt it for myself. Sorry but i take back my words u snake..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2006!!!

MAY ALL UR FUTURE ENDEAVOUS BE FULFILLED!!!

OTC camp

2005-12-30T11:14:00.000-08:00

Well peeps, i'm back to blog, after so long... Been kinda sian to blog, due to my tag board. Read to find out how much i'm hated, the true colours of me and etc etc.. wadever la, can't realli be bothered.. I'm juz a something to some ppl, when i'm needed to be used, than i'll be called. When i'm not practically useful to ppl i'm discarded... I'm like rubbish... i am rubbish to some ppl.. So wth ? I don't care... Juz came back from an Orientation Training Camp, learnt some valuable skills from there... It's no point being nice when ppl take advantage of ur kindness as a weakness.. Wats the point of going all out in helping ppl when they leave u in the lurch when ur down and having a hard time and couldn't give a fuck care less when u need help... I learnt not to waste my time and being the sucker at the end...

Spend 3 days camp in School. I totally like lost my voice la... Totally sound absurd... Had fun a nice time... throughout the 3 days.. Made new friends and reconciled with old friends... Had fun, missed out some outings with the bro's, give and take ya, win some lose some.. For the first time my grp won this game called, Final Clash, water bomb la huh... lol... Had a surprise from some ppl quite late at around 12+ i was invited to some steam boat thingy tomorrow... So good right ? Somemore all sms at the same time. So touching... But sorry, not free.. i have my own plans, and i wouldn't wanna intervene...

Juz reached home and i'm frickin tired.. Gonna Zzz... for a long time chaoz...

Nel's 21st Birthday

2005-12-21T08:45:00.000-08:00

Well I'm here to blog again..

Zzz 2 more papers to go barely scrapped through todays wan...

Was like freakin burnt out after the first paper,

wasn't realli absorbing anything while studying after that, lucky all the formulaes were given lol.

went to SCH with luke to do his bike and rode for e short while and here i am back at home.

Well i have many thought in my mind now, i really lost alot of ppl that are precious to me, i hurt their feelings, let them down or juz dissapoint them..

First and foremost would be Nelwin and Alex, looked up to them like an elder brother. We used to chill and slack at elias mall all the time in the past b4 both of them entered the army, making quotes that i would be able to enquire while i was to learn my driving in the future from each of them... But wat happened ? That i'm not sure, but i'm sure that the problem lies with me.

I know y i'm termed as a tagger, well i think i don't like being alone, the worst thing i did was to ask leon to ride his motor pilloning me to go and find Nel at old kallang airport there, I was not even invited and i tried to tag along, even troubled leon to get there. There are other incidents too that i have blogged abt, but the fact is i do tag along with other ppl... Espeically Nel, in the past, maybe cause i look up to him, i and i do even now still, even though we don't talk at all. Today's his birthday, i wished him via sms, didn't even have the courage to talk to him at all..

Next would be Collin, he was my pri school senior, we were close in the starting and he would like jio me out almost every other day, go rounding and stuff with cong and ruben, we talked abt almost everything and did silly things together, but most of the time i was late in meeting him causing a disruption in the time frame, after a while i guess he got sick of waiting, i should be the wan waiting for him not him waiting for me. On one occasion i totally disregarded him, i apparantly assumed that he could give luke and gary a lift to ram's shop for e dinner but as i said i assumed, i didn't even consult him on it, he had already arranged to pick up other friends. That was like so rude of me can... In some way i tua luke and gary also... Collin if ur reading this, heck the rim already, i would rather our friendship not being sour.

Lastly would be gerald, been through alot of stuff with him, thick and thin, got into trouble with his parents too, cause of something i did, went out with him whenever he had problems, did wat ever i could to cheer him up, pushing him to win, cause i know he could and he did. But i let him down in many ways, time and again, doing stupid things and saying things before thinking... Too Yiting i can only say sorry and u guys are right. i'm wrong.

I wished i could turn back time, but i can only look at the photo's of my memories of the times we spent together, treasure those moments and hope nvr to 4get them.

The problem lies with me, i have to change, but i'll give it a try again, it's hard. I gotta stop lying, my friend lied to me for a year and i juz found out the truth. Friendship is trust.. I hate ppl to lie to me and i shouldn't either... Friendship once broken hard to mend... Thats a phrase so bloody true...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NELWIN!!!

Demo!!

2005-12-20T03:48:00.000-08:00

Had a pretty interesting and fun weekend, spent time with my BRO's, spent time with the BIKETRIAL guys as well and also my mummy :p.

-=16/12/2005 Friday!!=-

Ended School at like 1pm, went to have lunch with Caleb and than soon rushed home, had to dismantle e whole ZOO linx. Upon reaching home Winko called, !#$%^&* and started complaining that he had to wait for his 3G sim card and apparantly no wan waiting for him, something like that i guess lol and i juz asked him to stop and agreed to wait for him immediately :p Wanted to take a nap that after noon but ended up dismantling e bike only lol. Headed to Tm StarBucks at around 5 than went walk walk first cause Winko dad haven come than wait wait wait than eh ok liao than CHOING!!! Go Malaysia... Buden wth sia... Causeway jammed like 1 kind spent abt close to an 1 waiting on the bus that moved i think less than 1 metre on the entrance of the causeway lol. Had a very bad stomach the past few days and had been shitting water lol... Realli drippy shit hahs! macham girl pissing sia piak* LOL! While on the bus i tahan my shit thought could make it across the crossway, ended up alighting the bus in the middle of the causeway running to e toilet haha!! Kinda found it amusing lol.. We all changed our minds had our dinner at e shop nearby and went to town to watch the movie THE DESCENT!!!, Shocking show trust me, i totally was jumpy throughout the whole movie, even shouted HA! once lol... The movie was not scary but shocking cause kinda unpredictable, especially the bats and window part... We also played pool and took e night rider back home, took it for the first time.... KNS $3 lei... my concession pass cannot use for this kind of special rides aniwae wth... Small world sia, dono who tell me Hui Er is damn kuai wan, basket, 4+am lei saw her boarding the bus with her BF i think, from town... Thought i saw wrongly in my semi sleepy state lol.. But i didn't... Took NR7 all the way back to central than took another bus home, slept like for 2 hours, woke up than choing go white sands meet the bro's than headed to Malaysia!! Had quite a afternoon there slacking and shopping lol.. I got myself a pair of surf shorts yeah yeah!! using is this friday haha!! A new bag also :) Wild Channel, nvr heard of e brand b4 but it looks nice... so i bought it aniwae JAMES!! gave me a good deal, he like owns countless shops la... A new wan juz opened selling labelled original street wear, and the shirts are like on a moving thingy how cool!!! Spent all my malaysian money there and had quite a good time chilling out with e bro's... All of us were present heh! That was indeed rare.. Reached home around 7-8 lik that than headed down to SCH, ended up transporting stuff through and fro for e demo on sunday! The demo was quite alright i guess had fun lol...

BIKETRIAL BBQ!!!

Glad to see that everywan's effort paid off though, not everyone came.. we ate we slacked we rode we had fun, for the first time i saw a small kite fly up so high and far, Nel,Winson and Aunty Jean did it. SALUTES!!! I haven touched a kite b4 when i was a kid la can... lol.. sad heh! The food was great... Many thanks to Aunty Jean who made the food and bbq the food too. Practically Gerald's family did most of the work, SALUTES!! to them and thanks!! I tried roller blading again haha!! Fun.. lol but i fell on the grass while trying to stop.. Ah boon's blades didn't have e rubber thingy at e back... Went back home around 11+ and i'm turning in now, cause i have tests tomorrow chaoz!!!

The Promise

2005-12-15T09:03:00.000-08:00

Juz came back from a movie, THE PROMISE..

Funny story line, trust me watch it for urself...

Nice effects and stuff...

I wanna watch the 8th wonder of the world...

KING KONG!!!

I'm hungry but i don't have an appetite to eat...

I'm gonna fall sick ain't feeling good these days...

Running nose, slight fever and something else...

Gotta get my mindset right...

I realli need a break...

Gonna breakdown soon...

Going to slp now, hope i wake up tomorrow...

I assume too much stuff and talk too much...

Maybe should juz shut up and listen to everyone else...

Judge for myself and juz act and not talk so much...

2B

2005-12-15T03:34:00.000-08:00

Long day in school....

Registered my class 2B today finally....

I'm still so far away from my license....

I'm not even there yet for my car license....

I'm still so far away from paying back my debts....

I'm still so far away from saving up $900 for my new bike....

I'm still far from ready for my term test next week....

I'm still frickin last place in master class....

I'm all alone, me myself and I....

How i wish i had that special someone in my life....

Everything Juz for U...

2005-12-14T10:10:00.000-08:00

I'm down

i wanna drink

i wanna get drunk

i wanna puke

i wanna cry..

Can someone pls kill me ?

I know i got alot of enemies..

So many ppl wan me dead

Now's the best time

I hate myself

I hate my life

I hate wat

I am today!

Maybe i should juz kill myself!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bukit timah night ride

2005-12-14T09:40:00.000-08:00

Well had a very nice week end last week, to start it all went to town on friday night to ride, there was suppose to be a ride there buden due to some miscommunication, only we guys turned up lol.. went street riding instead due to the cops giving us a welcoming committee lol went to esplanade, met labi there, DAMN! there are certainly alot of street riders out there, imagine if all of them were trial riders... LOL! cool... Headed home around 3-4 +. Sent Belvin home and than drove and parked the lorry myself.

Went home slp till saturday evening than went for night ride at bukit timah, YESH! in the middle of the forest at night with lights gear and a moutain bike that is not my trial bike lol. Realli had alot of fun lol, though it was tiring. Ok i gotta admit this JEROME is frickin fast can even at night, during the uphill me and ah boon was like chasing his rear lights, but at the downhill he's like takumi in initial D man, the next thing u know it, u can't see his rear lights.. Reached home around 4am the next morning lol.

Went back slp only to be awakened with less than 5 hours of slp by gerald on sunday morning, headed to TM with him to go see presents for some ppl, than eh rushed home to get our bikes than go ride. Met at central than went town park to ride. Jia lat liao la me, i suck at rocks now can.. I'm like so stiff la.. rode till around 5 rushed home changed collect bread from leon than went for dinner at MS again.. Gonna be fat again... Than went home b4 12, went to get the lorry sent Azfar and Caleb home than parked the lorry, had a damn difficult time doing it thanks to this asshole who parked into my slot... Broke out into a sweat b4 managing to finally to park it nicely, headed home..

School started at 8am on monday.. ended at 4pm, went to watch perhaps love with clara after tat... Lame show wasted my 7 bucks i find.. Headed to central after tat than went back home slp.

School started at 10am ended at 3pm than went down early to ram to slack to finally find out lessons were cancelled due to the rain... Zzz... Went back home than headed to central slacked with ruben, soon leon came than azfar and caleb than pow and finally peck, headed to the car park to practice on leon's bike lol had fun heh... until 12+ than went home and slp zzz. tired..

thats abt all for now... Term test next week damn... gotta do welll..

Worst Comp Ever!!

2005-12-09T13:38:00.000-08:00

Well Our National Biketrial Round 4 had juz passed last sunday, worst comp of the year for me though... Bailed and Buanged like countless times this time round, Cleared a total of 2 sections only, making me end up in last place for MASTER category with 76/80 debs, as i said, i really am the lousiest in Master, I can't go up high stuff nor do big moves. Well someone was suppose to come, but couldn't in the end due to some parental actions lol. Seriously my mind wasn't focusing on the comp i guess, but rather on someone heh. The comp went kinda well, mostly thank to all the new observers, they did a fabulous job, brought live to the comp area encouraging almost all the riders inside and outside of the section.

Well this is the results of e comp.

Elite:
1.Walton
2.Yang Ming
3.Elson

Master:
1.Nelwin
2.Winson
3.Steven

Jr Senior:
1.Gerald
2.Ah Boon
3.Ruben

Sport:
1.Tie Liang
2.Ng Tian
3.Robert

Femina:
1.Charissa

Open:
1.Jin Xian

Whole week was kinda stressed, this week was like loaded with test after test... So mentally exhausting, studying everyday, yawnz.. wasn't late for all my 8am classes today, received a warning letter already so cannot slack anymore lol. TP demo's date are out 19/20/21 jan. Had a meeting with the in charge today. Joined e directors cup for floor ball and my team trashed the shit out of all the teams in my section. 6-3, 6-2, 2-0,5-1 On to the semi finals and finals i hope lol... Went to town to ride today, really slack ride, cycled around town, and i broke a marwi ti spoke today.. sian1/2 off to SCH tomorrow for repairs.

Here are some pics taken by e photographer.

Me exiting the last rock of the section that i cleared twice.

A section i didn't clear, made it to the big rock only where the rest are standing.

Night b4 Comp day!

2005-12-03T09:17:00.000-08:00

Well erm, the day has come, it's National Round Four, Bishan Park, it's 1am and i haven slept yet.. Well kinda nervous, spent the whole day at SCH fixing up worn out parts on my bike spent a total of $25 today... Change my Disc brake pads cause eh it's super worn out, no wonder no braking power at all la... Rebleed my brakes and grinded my wheels and eh oh ya trued my wheels as well.. Luke sponsered me a rear tire cause he wasn't joining the competition and my rear tire was botak already. Didn't have much cash in hand, so ya!!! THANKS LUKE!!! Now i'm going to slp, wish me luck for tomorrow!!! I need alot... Alot of big moves... Hope i can hit my target tomorrow... Hope someone will be there as well... Hmm.. Oh and ya, my dear friend Ruben gave me a watch today, heh! he promised me a watch and he really gave 1 too me... And it looks nice also heh heh!!! THANKS RUBEN!!! Gtg crash already, less than 6 hours slp left, Chaoz!!!

I LOVE MY BIKE!!!!!!!!

A whole new song..

2005-11-30T09:02:00.000-08:00

Hmm well today woke up late for class, but u know wat i walked in juz in time to sit down and answer to the call of my name heh! Ended at 1 today, oh TP open house is confirm 19/20/21 jan tentatively, gonna be a demo as usual heh!

Headed to SCH soon after, slacked there with Gerald for e while, than headed for work. Rushed down soon after to RAM's to cut poles, tiring... Finished everything slacked there till late, Kenny got my dad's lorry cause my dad wasn't using it, sent everyone back home, Yang Ming to ang mo kio with Han. Jin Xian at Tamp as well. After that send kenny home cause he tired and than.......

Hmm, i have been a bad boi twice already lol, i broke the damn law! Drove my dad's lorry last sunday after e ride to send gerald back to his place, from my place and for today, i drove from kenny's house to my own house lol. And even sent paul back home to central haha... Reached gear 5 today for e first time. Thought i wasn't going very fast across the flyover, but looked at the speed thingy 80km/h... Damn!!! released the gas straight away and cruised.. lol, eh i can engine break smoothly now, breaking improving as well, parking too.. Juz did a vertical parking juz now swee swee straight lol.. haha

Well i'm heading to my bunk now.. Catch up on slp 8am class tomorrow.. Haven realli met up wit my bro's these few days, though i miss them in some way, i'm kinda reluctant to meet them... Aniwae i'm also not invited to some of their last min outings.. So nvm.. Everyone has their own lifes.. Aniwae, i'm like juz 1 frickin lame joke to some of them, thinking that i won't be offended by anything they say and that.. I'm frickin scarred la, sorry but i do also have a limit especially when i'm not in e good mood. And u said it like frickin loud juz trying to get other ppl to hear too right ? Thanks for being direct.. and Ur a straight forward person but the things u do can certainly hurt ppl... I guess they don't even know wat made me fucking tu lan than day in orchard.. I guess they can't be bothered too so forget it.. It's over... No matter how good looking u are or how rich u are ? Ur in no postion to comment on other's cause ur not frickin perfect... I may not look like i have an ego problem, but i certainly do have an ego, an u guys hurt it...

Ride

2005-11-29T10:19:00.000-08:00

Ok here i am to blog, kinda juz came back from supper, saw collin, cong and ah boon at bedok having supper too i think.. went there with my dad. Had a feast, been on a protein diet last week till now, so a supper today would be ok i guess.

Went riding last sunday at bishan park, kinda small place with rocks but it's a big park, kind agot my side hop back already i think or its juz e mood lol.. Heh i hope i can do well in this comp again..

Than yesterday night went wit Gerald and Charissa to ride XC rode half of coastal kinda fun lol, cause we poured out alot of stuff to each other lol. Used leon's Cannondale F3000, it's a fast bike man heh, Charissa's FIT!! man she kept up wit us all the way. Reached home around 3+ am.

Had a maths test today, the module that i failed last sem, kinda easy but had some careless mistakes... headed to ram soon after to help yang ming out to pack e comp stuff, became a monkey in rams shop today climbing here and there to take stuff down, ym leg injured so, ya didn't take more than 2 hrs or so, than started slacking around... waited for daphne to arrive and ram came soon after.. Didn't go for shaolin today though it was so close cause it rained damn heavily today la... waited for my dad to come around 11+ he picked me up and we went for supper and her i am back at home heh... WOO HOO winson's coming back tomorrow...

Haiz... Kinda did something 2 nights ago to someone, but as Ruben said i should have done it long time ago, i was being used and played like a game toy... She certainly has changed quite alot, where's the innocent being i once knew... Gone.. long gone.. I kinda wished how i could turn back time, life wouldn't be filled with unhappiness... I do always look on the bright side of life, but sometimes the light is so dim that we are blinded by the light... I regret some things i did in the past, hopefully the ppl i let down or lost in the past years, would somehow reconcile with me soon in time to come i guess after i earn back the trust...

-=A POEM 4 E SCARRED=-

-=Trust something hard to earn easy to be lost=-
-=Friendship is like a chain, once broken hard to mend=-
-=Words said, can nvr be taken back, changed or forgotten=-
-=Think, b4 u speak, as it may scar others and u may not even know it=-
-=No matter how good u are, no wan is perfect or flawless=-
-=Beauty Lies in the eyes of the be holder=-
-=What makes a man or lady is their character and not their looks=-
-=Love hurts and leaves a scar=-
-=Love is for the brave, who can stand the pain=-
-=Love can destroy alot of things=-
-=Love can make u cry or make u smile=-
-=I loved u, but u didn't love me=-

Slpless but yet fun filled weekend

2005-11-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

Hola ppl, haven blogged last week yet, so here i am to blog, the weekdays were fine, school as usual, assignments and projects all given already. Time to step e clutch and shift to gear 1 lol.

Alright now to e weekend. Ended sch at like 1pm on friday, buden had this repeat module thingy at 3pm, headed to Selina's place to take e bike back, rained like 1 kinda la can, walked to SCH after that, the umbrella wasn't of much use though, soaked to e core la, slacked there till around 2:50 than head back to sch only to sit down for less than 10 mins and the thingy ended, i was late la and they took e attendance at the end of the whole thingy so i guess it's alright la go there take atendance anyway went for it in sem 1 also lol...

Headed back to SCH, went there wait for my dad to pick me up with the bike cause, the shop no space wanted to leave it there until i could repair the lever but didn't wan to cause winson any trouble, anyway there are alot of ppl there who realli buey zhi dong as wat winson say... Bikes repair already promise to take back but nvr, not anywan i know of realli cause all XC bikes lol.
Headed home slp slack and dono wat else, kinda got myself ready for clubbing and all, went ZOUK!! and PHUTURE!!! Nice place, played house the whole night, winko realli wasn't jking the girls there come in 3 tonners lol... Peck was with us that night too cause it was his birthday as well, peck can dance well man, lol..

Headed to cineleisure soon after to watch HARRY POTTER (goblet of fire), it's e nice show, kinda more action packed than the last 3 episodes i guess.. haha... headed home after e movie, bathed changed and went for table tennis prelimanaries, got kicked out at the finals
got 4th damn... Aniwae, headed home to catch some shut eye.. Slept the whole afternoon unpeacefully, with alot of calls and stuff... Went to Marina South to eat steamboat buffet, was celebrating peck's, jason and jeff's birthday as well, an early celebration due to winson leaving for the sea games in a few days time. We are all gonna miss him.. Wish him a bon voyage. After that headed to this place to slack, ended up playing some war game with light sticks haha... Oh ya we found something and made something with the lightsticks shall post it up soon :p Our team won heh.. Winson being the CO, Zhong Rong being the OC, Jin Xian, Ben and Kenny were snippers while Jeff and I were the commando's to storm the front heh heh... Next day went to Sentosa with Pow and Wk, but the weather was bad, so didn't realli have a Tan headed home after a while, than went to MS again to eat buffet again, gonna be fat already ah zzz...

First Week of school

2005-11-11T11:32:00.000-08:00

Well erm something unfortunate happened today... Daddy came into the room this morning juz to adjust the fan to point towards me and off my alarm... So that i can slp soundly... He actually forgot that school had started for me already, was suppose to wake up at 7am but wokr up at 8:30... Class started at 8am Today to WTH!! 3 Hours lab and 2 lectures after that, so i decided to go back to slp since no point already and i was still kinda tired too so ya :p

Woke up headed to TP to find peck and caleb to slack, than eh had yong tau foo for lunch hungry, have to change my diet planning to lose weight.. Hmm headed too SCH soon after that, slacked there practically the whole afternoon, met eh Belvin and Gabrial, both with a funky new hair colour... Wat are the holidays for ya.. Headed to TM soon after slack with peck and winko.. than eh rubena dn eliza came than winko went home. Headed to KFC for eliza and ruben wanted to eat there.

Caught a midnight movie with Winko and Pow Dragon Squad, nice movie, alot of pretty chinese babes in it, but the wan i find the most chio die first in the show sia saded... Kena snipper shot sia in the chest... "Tep Out" ARGHZ!!! I wanna ride haven rode in ages la, the last ride was at bukit panjang park la... 3-4 weeks i think ? aiya dono la, guess i'll be riding alone tomorrow, cause i'm already condemmed by the rest... But I'll be doing some PT training first, Joined e TP Badminton comeptition today, 21st is the heats, hope i can make it to the finals :p PPL free come support me!!! Lol oh ya Eliza's friend Isa lent me his digital cam, i'm on a photo taking frenzy now heh heh... Damn i love taking pics!!!

First day of school...

2005-11-08T02:30:00.000-08:00

Well eh todays first day of sch, started at 8am with 3 hours lab DAMN! kena this same teacher from sem wan la... Gonna die she speaks too fast and teaches too fast... Jia lat hong kan.. Halfway through class went to meet ruben and eliza, than went to smoke with him, soon after he left for home, but met my class mate halfway got 30 mins break ended up meeting him back again went to ITAS canteen to eat, ambience not bad, good air conditioning, but i find the food cost X. Quantity little. Quality not that good as well. Headed back to the class that i left earlier on, ended up using Pro E again, to design a stationary holder lol, hmm gotta start brain storming. I think i got some idea's heh heh. Had lunch break at 11. Met up with Ruben and Peck again than went to ITAS to eat again damn packed to the max la and the air con like pai liao due to the number of ppl in there, sheesh... HOT!! Certainly saw alot of new faces there that i have nvr seen b4, Alot of IT geeks for sure.

After that had classes straight all the way till 5, fridays suck la, but TCS 2 class damn paiseh man, my class had like 30+ ppl. Knew barely half the class only, than it was e first time meeting this lecturer, while marking attendance it happened. "Brandon Phua" i put my hand up than i look at her, "hmm ur name sounds very familiar, like read it in some magazine or newspaper before" After that a series of events occurred, first day of class kena mark liao jia lat...

Read my time table wrongly by accident and caused peck to wait for me for and hour... Sorry peck realli sorry, thought my tuitorial was an hour, but it was 2 hours la... After that headed to SCH, to return money and to visit gerald, he's on the learning gradient on how to fix bikes, I'll be learning from him how to build wheel's very soon after he's mastered it, he built a wheel today and was still tuning it to perfection when i left. Though it was an old wheelset, he put in effort for sure.

Headed to TM starbucks to meet Ruben and Eliza, i was early lol heh, gave Ruben a surprise, walked around TM and ended up eating dinner at Long John, soon headed home after that, liked totally knocked out in the 81 bus dono y, felt that i slept for ages but still have even reach central sia. LOL! reach home bathe took a short nap, woke up tried to find food, and ended up joining my dad for supper at bedok lol. My dad's cool la huh, \w/ lol. So much things to do but yet so little time and money.

Signing out now, heading to my bunk, start sch at 10pm tomorrow Zzz...

Selina's birthday

2005-11-06T08:49:00.000-08:00

Oh man sch's starting tomorrow damn... Aiya anyway had my fun already during the holidays, especially this past week, been like slacking and catching movies like water man... Plus work that is.. It's kinda interesting too, cause we branched out to watching late night shows at like 12 plus at cineleisure, how we made our way back, public transport, it's fun even when we take e MRT back due to some forms of post-toning entertainment lol. It's good to take public transport, cause there's no limit with the seating capacity, there were like 7 of us on Da SaO selina's birthday night and we certainly had fun, but the part that selina had to go back at 3am spoiled everything la, nvm... She enjoyed it i hope, especially KBOX lol. Peck can really sing very well la, especially Ai Chuo and Forever Love, He's GOOD!

I also learnt something new in life u may know alot of friends get to know countless ppl, but it's good to know that there'll only be a handfull of them that will stick by u thick and thin. No matter how wrong u ar, they still will be there beside u.

Sometimes i find that we should think before we open our mouth n talk. For myself i scam and lie, and there's still a list for myself to go on. But i certianly try not to say something ruthless and evil, shouldn't we jus think for a second or so whether would it hurt the other party. don't they sae aLl humans hav pride. shouldn't we consider whether will we hurt someone's pride before we even say hurtful words. some people jus talk without thinking. It's also proven than we men have a very big ego. proven. imperfections. isn't it true that no one ish totallie perfect in this world. isn't it so. how can we expect someone to be perfect. isn't that a reallie ridiculous n a confound expectation. whenever u ask for perfection frm someone. hav u ever consider whether r u urself perfect? what causes people to be bias? why are some people jus so biased. it's never been understood. humans tends to compare. yeah it' normal. Yar i'm not saying that i'm a perfectly flawless good soul over here. i have my bad points my wrong doings. i'll think abt it and reconcile and try to realise and change them.. but do you. think bout it urself. and i noe the best way to keep my mind off ish A cup of beer. Esp when my mood is down.

Here i am back from town, juz drank half a litre of beer la, not local beer not bottle, but laguer beer, freshly brewed from the shop i think cause it has this damn big brewery inside the shop itself. Here are some pics went with Bro-Winko and Bro-Powiee

Blog night

2005-10-30T14:58:00.000-08:00

Well today's kinda simple woke up like 3-4pm like this, went out to ride abit, met kenny at steps lol, he was riding with paul, rode for abt and hour than rushed home. Arranged to meet Ruben and Eliza at starbucks at 7:30, i was late definately no excuses ya. Hmm went up to long john to eat and noticed that Qunyu was like sitting 2 tables away behind a pillar so ya, small world didnt say hi or anything cause dono also don't feel like lor. Went to eat than came down back to the same seat than they still there. Slacked there for quite a while than headed to central. Ruben sent Eliza home b4 meeting me at central to slack with me. Headed home soon after that than as i promised helped Gerald to redo his blog entirely, spent like 4+ hours lol from 12+ to like 4+am doing his blog hope he likes it. Resembles mine in the layout and stuff lol.

Turned in at 4+ cause was afraid that i could not wake up the next morning for gyming with Peck and Ruben, Woke up at 9 tried to wake Ruben up but couldn't Peck also could not wake him up, they slept later than me due to some unforseen circumstances, i was not involved, rather not get involved actually also, though he's a sincere friend and i care for him but i juz found out this morning so cannot do anything also. stayed at home cause nothing to do also, than went with Mummy ah for lunch at elias mall lol, damn long time since i went out with my mum la lol. SCH"S starting soon so boring sian sian sian lolz... Heading to TM to meet winko and ruben now to slack so ya chaoz! going to make my specs as well heh heh... Let something off my chest yeterday, damn i feel better haha...

Pow's 72 hour birthday celebration

2005-10-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

Well, been working the past few afternoons and stuff. Celebrating Pow's birthday for like 3 days in a row running already la haha. It's like the night b4 his birthday celebrate the last day of his 17 years, than 18 on the day itself and eh 18 and 1 day to start the count on his 19 birthday lol.

-26th Oct
First celebration was at central, juz had beer la lol. With Da sao, Pow and Caleb. Winko and Azfar are in camp so weren't able to be present.

-27th Oct
Than on Pow's birthday itself went to watch a midnight show Domino, the story line was great, the highlight of the evening was, we decided to go K BOX instead of K pool, certainly had fun excercising our vocals, laughed and sang our hearts out + the 2 jugs of beer la *BURP. Caleb, Pow and I were first timers lol. Azfar still in camp sunday than book out....

-28th Oct (Most Happening Night)
Went to this pub called WIND in town area, not bad place, chivas going for like $99 and green tea was free flow, went to challenge this guy pool in the pub cause he wan the last match, the guy was the boss of the pub la! Lost the first 2 games and had to drank 2 cups of chivas mixs with green tea, won the 4 games after that lol. Nice guy, welcomed us back to the pub again, won't mind going back. After which we went to CHINABLACK!!! to club la all 18 already wat haha! The place ok la, but the song like the same only and keep repeating, had some house pours met alot of familiar faces. Danced till around 2+ than headed to cineleisure watch DOOM!!! Bought the tickets than went to the Kopitian below to eat, this 3 cars were stopped by the TP la, the drivers handcuffed and brought back, dono y also, 2 civic's and 1 celica all supped up. Than after our meal went up to the cinema. The movie is damn nice la, but no breaks for u to relax wan from head to toe of the movie, action pack to the max. The movie had a twist in the ending, watch it and find it out urself. Took the first train home after that. Yawnz so tired going for scouts meeting now chaoz.

A series of unfortunate events

2005-10-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

Had quite a weekend last sunday. Went riding, at bukit panjang park. Rode in e sort of water catchment area. Haven rode for quite some time so ya rode as much as i could. Went to eat dinner after that. Than supposely was to go sentosa to meet winson or something like dat, but something else happened.

Been getting into alot of trouble lately, Got into big trouble with gerald's mum, Ram found out everything, maybe thats y i was accused of steadling winson's cigrette's the other time which i deifnately did NOT!. Having some conflict with alot and alot of riders from the east la, aiya i have nothing to say for myself, maybe should juz die as some ppl say.

As a friend i helped them whenever i could, spare parts juz lend only, things spoil lend only, nvr even say anything or wat, let them use till spoil or damaged like one kind also nvr ask for compensation or wat fark, want to try stuff that i bought juz lend only aiya i dono la.. Wan sell thing, ask me post on the net, i try my best help to sell, than ppl say i cheater, which i am as u guys claim it so. Certainly all this won't be able to make up for the shitz i have done.

As wat my teachers tell me, ppl only remember that bad stuff u do nvr the good stuff, as the bad stuff will tarnish ur image betray ur friends trust and haunt u for life. Until i turn over a new leaf. Leon tried helping me to make peace with u guys but guess it's not working. Telling me to face u all like a man and not run away ? Thanks but i'll rather live in seclusion for a while until i fully change for the better.

The fact is i don't have friends, i already lost all of them that is u guys, only those that can stand my bullshit are still around me. U already made it clear, and i appreciate that. Thanks and see u guys around.

\w/PeAcE\w/

--------=HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BRO POW JUN TAT!!!!!=--------

Dooms Day

2005-10-20T12:08:00.000-07:00

Arghz.. Long day... Something very bad happened, Don't wish to disclaim, had a talk with uncle Raymond, Some of his words are still in my head, woken up my idea for now i think, gotta kick some bad habits. Worked the whole afternoon, went for shaolin class today than went to central to slack. Met Leon, he's going to join singapore's defence team ( SAF ) tomorrow, gonna miss him man...

Thanks for the comments, will keep it in mind, and continue my process.

Twin Disc

2005-10-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

Ok guys i'm super kuai boi boi looking now, jet black hair lol.. Going back to Siglap to help out my scouts troop, so ya black hair lol. My hands are stained with black patches la, cannot wash off lol. That $4 shit that winko and pow recommended is good stuff man...

Woo la la... Finally got back my urban from nel and a rear disc brake, Gonna set it up soon i hope, see whether got time anot first lol, practically working everyday yawnz... Tired need slp...

Arghz... I need alot of money and more time, so poor and packed now. Need to pay back my uncle $450, change to Sony Ericsson W800I, New frame and Fork soon i hope... Car license, Motorbike license, Money to buy Yiting's birthday present this sat... Anywan know wat she wants ? Girls... Any ROXY stuff to recommend ?

Maybe everyone's right after all, i should juz give up on her. As wat winko said, fairytale story that will nvr happen, and open my options, to more possible options, like ah gerald HAHA!!!

GERALD & IRENE!!! Woo La La!!!

Work WOrk WOrk

2005-10-17T11:24:00.000-07:00

Yawnz so tired been working every weekday now.. So boring Meet up with the bro's almost every evening juz to slack haha.. Went to support Peck Yong yesterday at his Shan Ta competition, he won man!! Congrats for him, best part is he TKOK the guy, means the opposition threw in the towel, Peck juz overwhelmed the guy man, Peck's good... He's got the fighter face and body man.. lol.. 5 punches was all it took to bring the guy down. And they were all Jabs.. lol wondering wat would happen if he used his right hand. Immediate KO i think haha... Peck didn't even sweat la, ended the match in like less than 3 mins. He rocked the ring maa... He's good... His enemies out there better watch out man... Especially those dat beat him up the other time haha!!! Going to slp now Zzz... Tired.... Work again tomorrow, going to register for Class 2B tomorrow if winkoc can wake up causei have to work at 11 zzz... tired yawnz... Going to slp now chaoz!!!

Finally

2005-10-14T15:06:00.000-07:00

Well today went well ya i guess, worked in the afternoon as usual, lol heh heh. Ok funny thing happened alright, met this quite swt looking girl at the cafe la, than asked her number. I thought she was like sec 4/5 ? Due to her height ? U know wat WTH!!! she's fricken 13 man... Sec 1... this is bad lol... Are girls realli that tall nowadays ?? Aniwae, good to know more ppl around heh heh.

Than while going for e ciggy break, saw this guy cornering this school boy at the back cc hammering him a couple of times, shall not go into the details... Something nice happened today... Daddy called asked me wat time am i ending work, which was aound 6+, offered to wait for me while he read his IT book at e nearby coffee shop and pick me up, and he did, nice sia my daddy so loving right lol.. Long time nvr happen b4 man... Usually we will end up arguing to the MAX! Than went to SCH suppose to take my wheel home, but it was Marks birthday, than stayed there while Daddy brought my wheel home heh heh.. Cut his cake, he like totally freaked out thought we were gonna sabo him or something, but didn't la lol.. Than I apologized to everyone 1 by 1 those that i offended, except Nel now left.. Hmm.. Thats gonna be hard.

Slacked there abt the whole evening than went with the ESR!!! to kembangan, suppose to play game full... than went to Marina South play game, play car first of course standard haha.. Haven lost touch than play CS. lol fun sia and crappy we played against team Jin Xian heh heh... but Jin Xian was in my team with Leon and Collin. After that went to this SeeSha (Is that how u spell it ?) place eat slack and smoke seesha lol. Spent $8:50 there the sausages were great lol. Was saying that it was facinating how dicks from all races can fill my stomach cause, the sausages were of different colour tones. Buddy Ruben had some problems, hope he's better now. Went back, Jin Xian smokes e seesha like an addict man... Jia Lat.. Went back home, here i am now sitting at my comp and blogging heh heh.. Gtg slp, later got jury meeting and i'm not even in the jury, shouldn't really go right be extrades.. lol chaozz off to dream land...

Riding Session

2005-10-13T12:11:00.000-07:00

Wa... Life has been so systamatic this past few days man lol... Late nights as usual, Woke up ard lunch time like 12 ? Than eh let me see, Go work at my aunts cafe till like 6-7 like dat, for monday went to slack with pow and the rest, than went to Peck's House stay over night, slack talk, talked abt alot of stuff man... Haiz, and her too.. Sadly.. I wonder why muz it end this way... Why muz end with cold war... Why can't i have a happy endin with her like Pow and Selina or Ruben and Eliza. Damn, I wonder when did i ever had this jealous feelin b4, but now i feel it la... Is it me ? It has to be me i guess, if not why my friends treat me like dat ? Ordered Mac than the bugger forgot peck's apple pie come back and gave us after i called to complain lol heh heh EVIL!!! sia lol... Cause of an apple pie.

Tuesday, woke up super late cause super tired, Was late for work than went for shaolin in the evening... Damn stupid la wore my specs for the first time during training, due to my contact lenses being super overdue and broke it la... Don't wish to elaborate... Plain stupidness lol... Than took a cab down to central juz to meet WINKO!! lol miss him and Azfar alot... Met them than, my mood has been kinda down due to myself.. u don't see me down often trust me... Pow, Selina and Win keng had to Suan me to the max, than auto Emo stoning mode... Couldn't be bothered answering them for a short period of time... Until outside the ATM there.

Wednesday went to work blind, than met Ruben, Eliza and Peck after work... Thanks god that this shop OPSM had contact lenses on offer i saved $20 lol from the last time i bought heh heh. Cheap sia... And they got like alot of free contact lense shit also heh heh... Alot of travel kits woo hoo... No need to bring the big bottle go travelling liao haha... Went to shit cause had a terrible stomach ache... Eliza wen to eat her dinner as i was making cake, than went to ruben's place after that cause, of something don't wish to disclaim private... Hope he's alright and his mum and bro brandon is fine too.. His bro damn cute sia... Went home take bike, Ruben sent eliza back. Than ride, cause promised leon to ride so ya ride, anyway wednesday, night ride super long nvr join them already... Jin Xian frame crack jia lat jia lat... Nvr seen so serious crack b4.. Hope it can be repaired or something.. Went to central to eat after tat... Slacked, kept my frickin mouth shut on topics tat i dono anything so cannot scam or lie... Created topics that i know off... Ya so something like that...

Today, work than ride than slacked and want to die... Whole body aching and i sprained my neck today pain... It's Mark's birthday today, so ya.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!!!!

mark

2005-10-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

Woops.. Ok remembered abt that incident. Sorry abt that eh. Eh but go that dragon boat event u also know the real reason why we go also lei worth it also right :p. pls la wat peck pay more ? where got siaz. I charge him the cost price. Is that cheating ? Well ur playing around doesn't seems funny too her. I already apolgise to leon, it's between me and leon also so ya u should know better too. U got help me with the paperwork to fund ur com fees last sem, u only kept bugging me for the money ? For the tables thanks. I reap my own mistakes, but marks saying things that he doesn't even know wats happening ??? Am i suppose to admit to everything that u guys claim blindly ? Aiya i dono la, i don't even know who's gf ur refering too... If she's my friend too and thats chee hong than.. I'll rather not being her friend since this case. Sorry for lying too u in the past Mark.

Mark, Cong

2005-10-09T00:22:00.000-07:00

4-Mark

For ur personal information, MARK! i did collect from the others the money. If u didn't know. Some even earlier than u and some another day. Can u elaborate more on the 8pm at bedok ? Wat were we suppose to do ? In that case sorry for that. For Alex case, i didn't swap with him back cause i i found i buyer for the frame only. Gerald wanted to buy the bike at $1000 and i found a buyer for $400 for the frame i actually owned than wat i take the GMP sell $1000 take the money right ? I got so cb ah. Pls hor dono don't any how say me. I help ppl sell things juz to get shoot at end say i cheat ppl is it ? For Peck's bike if u dono, It's BRAND NEW! He came with me to SCH and collected the frame and i handed it to him alrightz. I pass him the recipt and how much that winson charge me to him. He also bought the cranks and rear hub from me, which i also bought from SCH i showed him all the receipts. And added it up in total, he agreed to it. What cheat ? My fault now la... I know i lie but i don't cheat. If u guys all say i cheat, y ask me to help u all sell ur stuff ? Mark, stop harassing and provoking selina. Smacking her on the back! Hello she's a girl... Saying i Chee hong. With who u tell me ? U harass selina. Not much difference ah... I know i scam and lie.. I'm sorry. Very well than. I shall fuck off from ESR, Delegate of ESR Mark since i'm not welcomed. I know i suck, know need to tell everyone else..

4-Cong

Sorry cong for offending u. Sorry for making u all come out and in. Pls read the previous entry to know wat happened. Sorry for giving u all the black face.. I'm at fault. Sorry...

Looks like i'm hated by some of my friends now... I reap wat i sow, i earned this, i have no one else to blame but me myself and I. I'm getting sick of myself...childish, scammer, cheater, lier, tagger, thick-skinned, irritating and i'm always acting a pitiful bugger still at my game.

Nothing

2005-10-08T10:22:00.000-07:00

Ok i know that collin wasn't the wan today only. Than may i know wat happened to my shoes ? I'll rather u juz scold me like that and i'll know wats wrong with myself and try to change than to do this kinda stuff ya.

4 collin

Collin, to u my apologies for accusing u... Some one told me u took the shoe and threw it in the dustbin and u were the wan that tag my tag board. U were already treating me so cold so ya... But someone else today told me that u were not the wan that took the shoe and u were also not the wan that tag my tag board. So i sms u today. For ur gloves thingy, i SWEAR i didn't have the intention of swapping, i do lie.. But i definately did not swap it on purpose. It may have been mixed up in the wash and i passed u my pair by accident, for that sorry. Sorry for backstabbing u in the past, i hope u'll accept my apology. For the chalet BBQ food i realli spent 150+, the money went to the food and nothing else. I even used my that weeks left over allowance on it, i have the recipts i can show u. I don't have much money on me. I won't delete the photo's cause i'm the cb person here right now. Sorry for wat i have done in the past, i hope for ur forgiveness and i'll still consider u as a friend even though u don't so ya..

4 leon

Sorry leon for causing ur parents to lecture u on ur 21st birthday. I called a few times caused we were suppose to come to the chalet straight to drop the things off for the BBQ but my dad had an appointment and we were rushing in time for his appoinment too and he changed my decision to for his convinence, thats y we dropped my dad at his location and came back so that we could take the ice box and cooler from my place. U can ask kenny that I seriously did make an effort to try to clear up the room. I packed up he mahjong set and put the table aside. I cleared the rubbish in the room. Thats wat i did. If nobody believe me or saw me doing it than nvm i'm lying again ok. Ya thats true, today heaven tomorrow hell, and i'm trying too stop that give me time...

4Nel

Sorry Nel for letting u down, u were the wan that brought me into this sport and thought me this sport in the beginning, for that i thank u, i respect u the most in the grp amongst everyone else cause of that, ur liek a shi fu to me, but i think u'll be too ashamed to have me as a junior. I apologise for letting u down sorry. i don't have anything else to say cause i'm the wan to blame for my own actions and no wan else but me myself and I. Thanks again and sorry.

To everyone out there, thats the real me if u haven seen it. I have no comment abt myself.
Cause i'm the wan at fault. I don't even know wat made me wat i am now. I remembered not lying in my childhood days. It's a bad habit i guess i have to kick it b4 i lose all my friends.

Birthday chalet

2005-10-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

Well i'm back... From the chalet cum bbq... Hmm Didn't cut a cake this year ya, No birthday song also, so sad right ? Nahz jking, but i damn jealous of leon la... His cake right BIG!!! like fark can... got name and license plate number somemore siaz... I GREEN BODO!!! cause i no cake hee... i had fun with everyone, though i was like sabo-ed the worse even though my birthday long passed, probably cause i offended alot of ppl and also during the drinking session i was hit on the face by some one caused i puked after drinking heh heh... So ya, part of the deal. I didn't have alot of money in hand for the food which ended leon having to come out 100+ more on the food, sorry leon for that and making u late and causing the disruption in the peace.

I lost my monty shoes in the chalet, didn't know who took it by mistake or by purpose, I don't know so, god above knows who took it or wat happened to it so ya... My laptop got hacked and password changed dono by whom... But Han saved the day for me thanks HAN!!! My labtop was ransacked, practically some ppl went through my files and stuff and i wasn't suppose to find out but i found out accidentally and overheard accidentally some sarcastic remarks abt me but nvm cause i earn wat ppl say abt me cause of wat i have done and said and did. We had fun wrestling with each other on the bed more like moshing though lol haha... Thanks guys for bring the ice box and drinks container up, when i was wasted. Almost lost my dad's trolley but found it hidden in the nearby bushes heh heh...

After so long i had a small gathering with 2 of my closests friends in pri school... Michelle and Rachel.. Practically spent the whole evening talking to them haha... Miss those days muhaha lol... Now were are all grown up and I'M TALLER THAN BOTH OF THEM!!! ok lame haha!!! i used to be shorter than both of them la.... HAHA!!! Thanks for coming!!! Gonna have to have a bigger gathering some day man lol!! WOOT!

Lastly, the sadest thing that happened to me during the 4 days 3 nights, Qunyu... i finally managed to summon my courage to pop the question to her, even though i sort of felt the answer already.. Haiz saded. Juz a NO only a NO... I walked her back to her home, practically vomitting out my feelings for her, probably due to my unsound state, and like fell down a couple of times.... Malu to the max... Halfway she was like assisting me to her home... Reached her place ask her than, u know liao la.. Shall not elaborate... Sat under her block for e while than slowly walk back with a few puking sessions, dono y run abit and there back also probably damn sian... Felt like in the movies haha.. OK! not funny... Aiya i dono wat i'm thinking also...

Thanks to LEON A.K.A RHINO who made everything run well and me to cork almost everything up, my BRO's for helping me when everyone else was having fun and me and leon were left alone...

THESE PPL who made the bbq chalet a success

-=NOT IN ORDER OF ANY FORM=-

Qunyu--WinKo--CaLeB--ZaC--AzFaR--SeLiNa--Gerald--Charissa--Peck Yong--Justin--

Rachel-- Michelle & Jason--Casper and Sherry--Winson--Nelwin--Han--Gwen--Collin

Zhi Cong--Terence--Ruben--Eliza--Walton-- Jennifer--Jeff & Gf--Jason & Gf--Mark--Labi--

Jin Xian--Ah boon & Gf--Yang Ming And Gf Izmon--Deng Wei--Ming wei--Bernard--Mathias--

Gabrial--Belvin--Yan Han--Randy--Freddy--Ah Neh--Melissa--

Thats abt all i guess... Thanks Everyone!!!

Always said I would know where to find love.
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough.
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now.
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go.

Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love.
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold ur hand i've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.

I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Now I see, what love means.

It means to love u 4eva!
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Sad thingy

2005-09-29T23:40:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, i just read some abt a family in distress now as their baby'f life is on the line. Shall post it up for everyone to read alright.

Let me first thank you for giving me a hearing...
We have a fellow TGP member, Eddie Hoh (a.k.a 'Ed') who is facing a crisis and I would like to ask in good faith for anybody to step out and lend a helping hand. You may not know Eddie personally but I hope you can be empathetic about this.
Eddie's son, Ryan Hoh (about 6 months old), is now lying in the children's ICU ward of KKH as he is suffering from a blood disorder disease which affects his immunity system. Ryan is already having some infections in his body as he has little or no immunity against the antigens. A bone marrow transplant is needed for this few months old baby.
2 main struggles are the finding of a suitable bone marrow and the financial difficulties now lie on the family.
You may be well aware that the odds of finding a suitable bone marrow donor is great (I read that it is 1 of 20000). And the doctors also said that they will look from other countries as the possibility of finding a suitable one locally is very low. The estimated bill that we are looking at is $100,000.
Even with the insurance they bought for Ryan and the help they may get from the social workers there, they are still far from the estimated figure. Eddie is ready to sell his 5-room flat away. We have calculated the profitability of this option and the returns again is 'very low' (as most of the money goes back to CPF).
Please understand that stretching out your hand to strangers to ask for donations is not a very happy feeling, but looking at the urgency of the situation as I think about it everyday, it is imperative that I try to do something than sit around dreaming of a naive hope.
If there is anyone who is willing to give a donation, please let me know through email sggohct@singnet.com.sg or H/P (sms): 98526057
You may check with KKH for the authenticity of Ryan's identification (Hoh Sin Jun) but please be sensitive enough not to disturb the family. As of now, only the parents of Ryan are allowed to go into the ICU ward to see him.
I thank you for any contribution made on Eddie's behalf.
Best Regards, David Goh

After reading this thingy, life seems precious to me, to treasure your life and live if to it's fullest without regrets!!!

PANG SEH!!!

2005-09-26T10:19:00.000-07:00

Wa seh, u guys no wat ? i juz got pang seh at central man, by a grp of ppl. The best part is ? They tried to walk off without me noticing. 2 bad i saw them. Thats the end man. So much for some of my so called riding buddies PUI*. Don't like me than don't like lor. I cannot do anything. But wan to have fun with me than call me right ?, like leaving me walking in marina south and to walk home from bedok right ?

Leaving me at central and walking off right ? watever sia... I don't need u guys to survive... Ur juz a grp of ppl that make use of me to help u sell off ur stuff and lend u all stuff and for ur own entertainment and fun so juz fuck off, and i'll fuck off from ur lives too. I have true friends and i know they'll stick throught me thick and thin... Not like u guys!!! I can't use the word ESR cause, i still have faithful friends in there, which u guys are not so i'll get a life and u guys carry on with watever u have in store of yourself. Do watever u want and say watever u want. I juz can't be bothered with losers...

XIAO MEI MEI MICHELLE HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! <26th>

18th Birthday..

2005-09-25T22:54:00.000-07:00

WoO HoO... I'm 18 yeah yeah, everything is legal now haha, and finally, i can take my license muahahaha...

To start of the celebration, the night before, went to O bar with the bro's, not bad place, but i went there late due to my shaolin grading. I'm yellow belt now haha YEAH! The entrance fee was like $20 so x siaz... Buden the bro's came out $2 each so i came out $10 on my own. There got realli realli alot of chiobuz, buden all older than me haha!!! Drank some house pours in the starting realli cheap $12 a JUG, vodka lime and Gin soda, Wasn't realli mine, i sipped here sipped there heh heh....

The real stuff came in an hour before 12, we popped a tequilla, all of us except Azfar... Surprisingly Selina, pengz after that, kinda funni, she drinks quite well usually.. Than at 12midnight we popped again... Than slacked, Hong over there, than there was this grp of like 12 girls which came and sat at the other end of the club, Not bad pretty, sweet, BUT!!! Looked older than all of us LOL!!! haha... Slacked dance untila round 4+ than me pow wk and seli want back.. Leaving azfar and caleb to club.

Next day went to sentosa, juz to slack, juz to get humiliated... Almost lost my surf shorts in the water, and got buried waist level deep into the sand, Legs cramped to the max... Felt like the muscles in my leg were tearing... Arghz!!! the feeling sucks... And the people who did it to me really enjoyed laughing their arses off when someone is in pain. More like bullying i feel.. They did it to Jin Xian as well.. and they threw sand on his face la in his mouth, he choked... Than went back to tamp me my mum and brother's for dinner... Ate at Fish an CO. Not bad the FoOd, had a seafood platter for 2 myself and OYSTERS!!! SLURP!!! I LOVE THEM!!! But i think i over did it had a stomach ache this morning lol... Than peck yong came to find me at Fish and Co. Headed up to 77th street he wanted to get ear rings so ya, met ruben and eliza on the way up than went to starbucks to meet pow and wk and selina, than went to central to slack THANKS BRO"S for the present... Realli enjoyed celebrating it with u guys.

It's realli interesting how some friends will treat u when it's ur birthday, they don't give a fark to wish u happy birthday or anything, but rather engage in saboing u and torturing u on ur birthday. And they enjoy doing it so, dono...

LITTLE SISTER MICHELLE, YOUR BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW, MUAHAHAH!!!!

05 3rd national round

2005-09-19T12:06:00.000-07:00

Hei peeps, i'm back. The competition over finally... Had fun though haha... Rode alone for the first time, didn't realli bother tagging along with nel or winson. Rode with Cong for e few sections only. Had a total score of 71 actually, draw with cong and matthew, buden there was a mistake in the score tally when i checked and i got 66 instead, made me 4th place hehe! Rode realli hard and followed my own line that i was more confident in rather than the routes the other master riders took. Tell u wat i didn't even got on my rear wheel once during the competition lol. I practically rolled over everything haha! More like 2 wheel la hehe! Which caused me 4 sections i presume... Almost could win steven... Arghz! There goes my first Master class win! Saded... Oh ya btw... The top 3 in the master category had a leg injury, so afterall it's the rider lol.

CB friends!!

2005-09-18T12:19:00.000-07:00

It's amazing what kind of riding friends u can find this days... They practically treat u like shit, backstab u 1 way or another behind ur back and give u a false front whenever they meet u. They even try to act like nothing happened... But something actually happened...

Not saying i'm perfect or i'm flawless or anything, but certainly i can clearly say that i have not failed as a friend to them, even though i lie and bluff them alot. Thats the problem i think.. Buden, does that give them the authority and judge me cause of that ? Thats my flaw, so help me with it.. Not say i'm a CB kia or wat.

I help my friends whenever they are in need of help, in any form.. If it's within my capabilities... Even if it's within my graps i'll go all out to help. I don't even expect anything in return. Thats my strong point it seems, whenever ur down i'm always there 24/7, there as a friend and a buddy. There for u to make use of... As a friend i even gave u the respect that u earned and trusted u. But time and again, words are spoken behind my back. So wth... Lastly i forgive and forget easily, So i don't care wth u do to me i'll still treat u as my friend...

Even if it's leaving me as marina south for fun and making me walk all the way to the ECP entrance juz to see u guys drive off and coming back to pick me up to go to bedok and leaving me there for good to find my own means of transport back. I have forgiven u guys.

U guys don't wan me to tag along wit u guys, fine it's alright make it clear to me next time. Don't make use of me only cause u need to use the lorry than call me out... Oh pls... I don't like being used... Got ur own plans... call me when i'm invited, and not juz cause i'm ur form of entertainment or transportation for the night...

Don't put words in my mouth juz to make things u do sound that i'm at fault here and i need a lesson, and ur the punisher...

100 most outstanding youths in singapore

2005-09-09T14:15:00.000-07:00

Well, erm the exams are over and er... YEAH! lets party lol, hehe ok... shouldn't realli party till the results are actually out... But this certainly came a bit of a surprise for me lol. It was dinner time, i was eating me dinner of chicken teriyaki *slurp * delicious...

My Hp rang... Ok it was an unfamiliar number.. k i answered...

Me: Hello

unknown person: hi may i speak to brandon ?

Me: Erm ya brandon here, who's this ?

unknown person: Hi i'm arti (rare name) i'm glad to inform u that u have been selected to be 1 of the 100 outstanding youths in singapore.

Me: er... huh ? I stoned for quite a while... thinking, (why me sia ?)

Arti: Oh cause ur sch choosed u.

Me: eh ok...

Eh ok end of conversation, wth! of all the youths in singapore why me ? And i'm like a small fry in the trials scene... Dono la, My dad's reaction was, of all ppl why choose u, always nvr study, everyday play, My mum was like wow oh ok. Finished end of story...

Aiya dono whether good or bad... So juz play along la siansation...

New Blog layout

2005-09-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

Well peeps, spent some time, resetting my new blog layout...
Well tomorrow i got 2 papers, gonna study to the wee hours of the morning again.. yawnz siansation... Chaoz... Give me comments on e new layout ya :p

Start of the exams

2005-09-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

Well today's the start of the exams and i think i'm gonna flunk my maths paper i had today it's like wth! the topics i studied didn't even come out la haiz! Saded! Was able to answer like only 50 marks of the whole question paper, jia lat liao lor like that dieded, I think can say hello to the sub paper man! Sianded was like super low morale when i read the paper and the last question like does not have numbers ? chim right lol. Damn maths, i'm beginning to hate it now.. sian haiz...

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My birthday's coming 25th sept, muz remember hor peeps hehe :P sian eh birthday coming buden, my wish is to be with her, buden i don't think it's possible la saded... I know she doesn't feel the same as i do for her. Looks like it'll be a sad birthday again... I miss her...

Study Study Study

2005-08-29T12:15:00.000-07:00

well erm todays the start of the study week and went to tp libary to study with pow caleb and seli lol. Was like super kinda late to meet selina. Met them at design canteen. Had lunch there, the beef steak there is suberb la i tell u slurp lol. Headed to the libary soon after to start studying. The security guard spot check up sia, selina not student but we lied our way in aniwae so haha :p studied there till like 6+ 7 than headed home.

Selina and i went to SCH
cause i had to return winson the pads. Selina's first time there ehz. Lol funni la, shall not go into the details lol. Went to Selina's place for e first time. Neat home and house, her brother than cool jio me play tekken 5. Fight 20+ rounds ended up with a draw lol. Than took e cab to pow's place, da sao juz had to be lazy not to walk like 10 metres ? and we could have saved like 2 dollars lol. 2 dollars is alot of money...

Than we went riding lol. At steps that is, brought ray's cam so took some pics hehe... Here they are... Simply love riding man... dono y had the feeling to side hop damn high today la... As i said feeling ah lol. Comp coming man 18th sept heh heh birthday coming also woot* I'm gonna be finally 18 lol... Here comes my driving license and motorbike license hehe!!! Can't wait to take them man. I wanna play Need for speed 2 siaz i spent like the whole morning trying to install it on my labtop but cannot la saded.

Here's leon fixin selina's bike.

Here's selina bashing on e step :p

Finally there's me, eh trackstanding ???

Haiz.. Today is a sad day....

2005-08-28T12:21:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. Today is a sad day i dono y... Maybe due to hanging out with eliza yesterday night and drinking with ruben and marie, till the wee hours off the morning. Eliza was like pouring out her woes... into ruben. I was like cannot tahan la... all my sad thoughts keep coming to me.. felt damn fucked up... Finally went to the beach, there i walked along the shore alone for quite e while... A part of me is missing. Her! LUM QUN YU!!!

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This is her Ain't she swt! Haiz!
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Yes, her i realli do... cause u now why i'm kinda like tearing while typing this blog entry here. I seriously love her alot sniff. As i walked along the shore yesterday night, how i wished that she would be there to be with me, but NO! she was not, so wat else but too look at her photo of me and her in my hp... The feeling sucks la k... I haven got this same feeling with the other girls that i claimed to have liked, In recent times... My mood sudden changed after that, was thinking of her whole heartedly haiz, wondering whether she was awake. Cause msged her earlier on but she didn't reply. Msged her today, she didn't reply either... haiz...

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Went to catch the show drink drank drunk today... Super funni show but the ending was kinda touching and i teared... It reminded me of her again, i'm so depressed now la arghz... I miss her... i really do. My birthday's coming, will it be a lonely 1 again ? Shall i pop the question and don't hold back anymore ? Everytime i see her i'm happy, all the suffering and pain fades away, but she's not mine.... And may not be ever haiz.... i feel like drinking anywan wanna accompany me !!!

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Btw juz came back from japan, no wan sent me off or picked me up, i am so lonely, i am so lonely. The weather there was fuck, rained like every single day. Rode drenched to the skin on comeptition day itself... It was freezing cold whole body so numb and stiff, Attained 19th place for that round... Thats all folks chaoz~~ I miss her badly!!!

Down With Flu...

2005-08-08T11:32:00.000-07:00

Damn... I'm sick, down with flu... It looks like the late nights has taken it's toll on me sniff... sniff... My nose is like e tap... and i'm feverish zzz.... sian tired... Well tomorrow's national day.
HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
ok thats lame!! haha...

Well today, sch was from like 9-7pm. Didn't attend the first 2 lectures today cause was kinda tired ya so... erm skipped class till like 12 ? Went for maths tut... Maths classes are getting shorter by the lesson man... Todays class was like 20 mins ? maybe 30 ? 1 question lol...
Than had Mechatronics Project 1, Robot building... Ok my robot is half done... I did it myself the rest of the grp are like noobies in this field heh heh... Did some cuttin of aluminium plates and bending saw doctor kenny he was like making his own true axle shaft lol best!!! Next is the bashring i guess muhaha!!!

After 4 hours of so called D&T, clara msged me, asked me where was i ? i replied that i juz ended my class had dinner break.. Clara's this girl i kinda befriended not long only.. From my jap class lol. So met up wit her went for dinner at biz park.. Than she accompanied me for my jap lecture, so swt right haha... Cause we were going to catch a movie after that so ya lol... Went to watch 7 swords... Power Packed i love... the swordplay especially... A movie u have to catch. But the story line abit wierd lol. 7 men can bring down a 3000ppl army ? Unbelieveable ? Watch e movie. Send her to e bus interchange to catch her bus.. Didn't realli had a good chance to bid her farewell hehe.. cause her bus came so like dat lor... Met kenny at the interchange, found out that that we weren't invited to e movie so, might as well, go out on our own. Went to changi had supper than saw armstrong there. And here i am now at home.. Gtg slp now nitez....

Oh ya gonna change my blog set up some how some time soon lol check it out \w/

2 OUB night rides in a row!

2005-07-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

Man!!! this week is like super packed till, i didn't have time to blog and stuff, projects.... i hate them... Had a jap project, which i stayed up till like 4 yesterday night to do, yawnz... this morning went sch like a zombie... couldn't even walk properly... was like, feel like fainting feeling.. Yawnz.. came back.. suppose to take a nap which i slept through my alarm so missed shaolin training today damn! Went wit to slack wit POW after that... Have been slacking wit POW this few days lol haha.. funni funni man :p

Last friday went to OUB ride, wit the guys. Practically practiced to side hop properly the whole evening till night till morning i guess, Train wit charissa, she bash up i side hop up lol funni. Than went back home around 5-6+ than slept, than went riding wit pow they all. First went to pasri ris mrt to meet pow and ray and azfar, gerald and gabrial and charissa and ryan came as well lol, long time nvr see ryan sia gerald's younger brother... cute! than went tampines meet the rest of e guys slacked there for e while.

Had a drink than gerald and gabrial departed, and we started our journey to bedok, which was ok... had a break there drink and played for e while... than moved on to marine parade. Was a long journey there though lol. Due to it maybe being in a straight road lol haha. We made it more fun choinging and racing each other traffic light to traffic light hehe! Kinda fun man.. Pia until the 7/11 there than slack at e coffee shop, took a break there, milo ping as usual, than fagged lol. Than ray's friends joined us, buden sit other table dono why, maybe cause due to not enough space hehe! We than left soon after... Edric left his pack of cigs there shall not elaborate... Rode around e area...

Than ray and his friend burst their tube, than had to wait for quite a while for them... zzz.... they went to ram shop to buy tube and pump up their wheels lame... After which we procceded to town, another long journey and than played this wall ride thingy which POW! almost cleared buden due to some unforseen circumstances and buangz!#$%^ he didn't Azfar tried too but he had a bad fall. We than went to town, went there in the end slack there and went too the coffee shop to eat, ba cho mee again haha, but it's nice cause i'm hungry probably lol. After that we went to OUB slacked there waiting to try our luck for the MRT! Azfar, pow and I actually went down to try to ask e guy whether we could like take our bikes in lol. But there was no guy down there and decided to take our chances, ran up, and grabbed all our stuff and choing down to try to get onto e MRT. Sadly... while running down the guy saw us.. and caught us red handed trying to bring our bikes in fucked up man!!! and fucked us la... Kinda funni thought cause he was indian and had this funny slang wit him hahahahah! I was the the nearest to e Gate can right infront damn! Cause we argued back wit him thats the funny part and he gave the most lame and funny replies la lol.

So sadly we cycled back to HOME! TIRING JOURNEY!!!

Long night ride!

2005-07-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

well ehz ok, saturday morning-friday night went to slack wit leon at e 24 hour coffee shop lol, only me and him haha. Practically talked cork la lol, guessed who i saw there ? Angeline, yesh one of my sweetest and best pri sch buds lol, those were the days man muhaha, she's pretty but she has a very sharp tongue, trust me... Tested and tried alot of times before lol... (hehe.. don' think dirty ahz u peeps!) try arguing wit her and u'll find out the truth and her power man lol. Maybe also how she whacks u when u irritate her haha! OUCH! After she left leon came down, oh cheese... After that saw some one else, Connie.. Eeks and a few butches... i shall not elaborate... Connie = Pow's x-gf for a period of time when was under alot of pressure and stress until he couldn't think and straight and went bonkers and went astray lol! Than merely slacked wit Leon till the wee hours of the morning la... Than he like teaching me how to half peddle peddle hop, which i tried today and yesterday also cannot master. SNIFF! north park so high la!

Than went back slp, woke up after 6 hours of slp, went to griffths pri sch help zaidy out wit e cadet scouts troop, took bus 39. Something funni happened, i saw a guy that looked like pow at e bus stop, than the person boarded e bus, yes it was pow than i TAK! but was kinda soft, guessed he didn't hear it nvm.. the best part was he walked right up to me and sat beside me, as if we were strangers! LOL! wierd ? merely the effects of morning stoneness haha! Than i tapped his shoulder he was like shocked and gave me the wtf! face why nvr notice me haha than we talked for e while than went back to being strangers haha till he disembarked, cause we both tired haha. After helping zaidy went to SCH to slack ruben was there wit mark, mark soon left to ride than, left me and ruben slack and talk for e while. Than went home slp.

Woke up did my bike and Azfar called me to go ride, ended up going to his place and getting my hands dirty to set up his new bike la lol. Than went to ride wit the rest of my bro's, long time since so many of us actually rode together, hmm maybe it's me that nvr joined them went they went riding. Usually hanged out wit my biketrial friends, well yesterday was e change lol due to some unforseen circumstances, shall not go in depth. Had our dinner first than went to ride at downtown, than went to central than tamp! KNS kena spot checked by the police and ray didn't help me say the cigs were his. Not his fault Azfar tried to help me thanks Azfar but u didn't need to get into trouble for me lol. The damn officer made me break 19 sticks of marlboro menthol lights la... Heart Pain man lol... than carried on riding and than wa la reach home slp hehe. going to slp now nightz.

Lonely Rider

2005-07-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

Yawnz.. The weekend is finally here.. got back all my test papers... sheesh i failed everything borderline, except my dfund 2 which i failed exceptionally badly... Time to study man...

Well Riding's been rather lonely this days... Been riding alone for e couple of days already, seems like i'm uninvited in the grp already everyone doesn't like me, so ya, i'm not invited to rides and stuff so ? Ride alone lor. I'm not even notified of outings an stuff outcasted...

Today was certainly some cork up shit and who else to blame me right ? Of course me wat than who else, but why choose me ? I'm irresponsile, i lie and i'm always late according to some ppl than why trust me this responsibility ??? Maybe too easy for others to do thats y ask me ? But i'm certainly not up to it. Proven today. Called the cc, helping walton to arrange whether we could use the place for training... Tony was not in... the so called guy in charge! This lady that picked up the phone say she'll contact tony and get him to call me back, she took my hp number after that. Waited waited!!! Called walton, asked him where he is, answer = dono, don't want meet me say so lor. Haiz.. than told him say the cc haven confirm yet. Tony didn't call back, called the cc again, the lady went out for lunch, so wtf waited... Than tried calling again, she said she'll call Tony personally! and asked me to wait... Tried to get permission practically the whole afternoon la. Than walton called using collin's hp probably in loudspeaker mode i guess, lectured me say why i nvr call back, how u wan me to call back when i got no answer ? Ask me grow up fine... I no comment le... Grow up wat ? not linked... Than wat wan me to lie say can use ahz ? 9 ppl waiting and than, waiting for me ? Nobody called around 1pm, more like 4:30pm... Whatever it is bottom line is it is BRANDON'S FAULT! and there's nothing else more to it. Even thought i'm having a slight fever SO! still me B R A N D O N' S-----F A U L T ! ! !

Anyway thats over HA!, well went to meet them much later after that, riding at e slope.. so much for my efforts to confirm with the cc to let us use the space. Even brought my helmet.. haiz nvm.. reached there stoned... ah moi improving so fast, talked to cong only, the rest like didn't realise my prescence aiya nvm, don't care any way... than had dinner alone everyone was sitting at e other table and i sat alone at this table... Well i'm a nobody to them so as simple as that Brandon = loser! yeah! well i'm gonna slp now nightz! HAIZ!!!

Turning Over A New Leaf

2005-07-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

Well peeps, erm i'm trying to change, not to act be myself, and alot of other flaws, most of all is to stop lying. Well erm, haven lied for e past few days, or scammed maybe cause, i haven met anyone to ride, or it's no body call me out to ride. Well lol i'm an outcast now so ya, and i'm a pest so why would they ask me to ride ? Sounds logical ? well erm ya i wanna do my bro's proud and change for e better.

I picked up shaolin ya, under ram so ya now under training. And i' m a noob so pls... wanted to learn it very long time ago but i didn't know where ya hmmm... so now's the chance... Now white belt, training with kids man, really pri sch kids lol.

School's started super sian got back my e maths 3 paper today and guess wat 48/100 sian. ! down... many more to go sheesh... crazy man.. no wan in my class passed... zzz...

I fixed my quando wheelset!!! yippee!!! no more chris king muahaha.

Oh ya btw the biketrial school is officialled opened at changkat tampines cc last sunday. And e lessons will start in august... PLZ join lol haha!

Gotta run and slp.

To all the anonymous ppl in my tag board thankies!

True Friends

2005-07-10T22:16:00.000-07:00

hiya peeps well ehz, check out my tag board... well ehz sadly thats the real side of me, not all the parts are true! Well a perfect person juz listed out all my cons on my tag board, and i'm least surprised, he didn't leave his name so that i could ask him for advice to change ya. So maybe he's not so perfect after all, maybe prefect ya ?

Well sorry to all those i let down, especially to all the seniors that have gained my respect over the past years, Nelwin = someone who initiated me too ride biketrials, Leon = a friend u can depend on when got problems and also the person who taught me how to read section lines, Alex = a buddy u can share problems with, Winson = a mentor who guided me during comps, someone who can practically solve any problem on ur bike. Cong, Ruben, Gerald, Terence, Mark and Collin! Sorry, thanks for being my riding buddies and sorry for letting u guys down.

If u all wanna leave me than by all means fine see u guys around than, i shall not call and irritate any of u guys further. Since some ppl find me such a pest that, well u lie that ur some where when ur actually not. And ur going some where when u actually say no. Well juz be frank if i'm a burden ya ? I shall keep my space, if i'm not invited and unwelcome than it's alright. Since i'm already not worthy of ur friendship than y waste ur time with a loser like me right ? Well i can always be a loner so ya cya around peeps.

But remember I met u guys as a stranger,i luv u guys as a friend, as long as e world stands, our frienship will nvr end, true friends nvr split and even if they do, some day they will meet again.

LOVE!!!

2005-07-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

if a ger cry in front of u, it shows how impt u r in her heart.. If a ger cry in front of u .. u should noe how important u r ... If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she cant take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay wif you for the rest of yor life. If you let her go, it will be hard for her to go back to being herself A girl wont cry easily; except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she will portray her weakness. A girl wont cry easily; only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego. Guys; If a girl cries bcos of you, pls hold her hands firmly, cos she's the one who's willing to stay wif you for the rest of yor life. Guys; If a girl cries bcos of you, pls dont give her up. mayb bcos of your decision, you'll ruin her life. When she cries right in front of you, When she cries bcos of you, Look into her eyes. can you see & feel the pain & hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl has cried wif pure sincerity, in front of you, and bcos of you? She cries, not bcos she's weak. She cries, not bcos she wants sympathy or pity. She cries, bcos crying silently is no longer possible; the pain, hurt &agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys, Think abt it. If a girl cries her heart out to you, and all bcos of you, It's time to look back on what you've done. Only you, will know the answer to it. Do consider it. Cos one day, It may be too late for regrets. It may be too late, to say, " i'm sorry .. "

Term Tests

2005-07-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

well term tests are here haiz.... i'm so exhausted and tired la... Of chasing my $390 wheelset that's wit terence... Thanks to mr hudson... Sian cause of my wrist... it can't function properly la. Like handicapped like that. Most of all my riding... i certainly have not improved but deproved... Till even ppl comment abt me... That i should ride more and improve. Nel also like give up on me already... used to be close but now... like normal friends only... I wonder whether did the army change him or i changed for the worse ? Even one's improving but but skills are stagnant... Should i stop riding for a while and study ? I wanna pass my this sem and clear all my modules like i did last sem. I wanna study but my heart is not there... Haiz... I wanna ride but my heart is not there as well. Riding does not seem as fun as before, It used to be i better than u i teach u, now it has been so competitive, qie here qie there, it's become so serious until there has already been conflict in ESR! Everyone does not seem as friendly as before, the closeness in gone. Even one has their own lifes already, all growing up. First james now alex and leon. Who's next ? Alexis and Hung yi came back probably due to having free time now they are in the army haiz... I don't even feel like going japan for e competition in august.. feel that i'm wasting time and money... I think i need a break... I think i need to change my lifestyle. I wanna quit smoking... I feel so ashamed of myself that i let myself pick it up, still remembered how against smoking i was when i was in pri sch. I need to stop scamming and telling lies... Losing the trust in my close friends... I should come home earlier everynight... Listen to my dad more... save up more money. Be more humble, don't be so hao lian... shut up and listen more... I'm still so young... i wanna get my license... I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING OUT LOUD!!! ARGHZ!!! I feel so alone these days... How i wish i could have someone too talk too. It's saddening how u care so much for every single one of you friends but when u need someone no wan's there for u... Not even someone who, u have been there for. It's also amazing how some one, who u used to like so much when u were in pri sch MIA for a few years and suddenly msg u juz to attend her church service. I'm i a bad guy ? Am i not good enough for u ? Am i not sincere enough ? Well i guess i'm juz e guy left on the lost and found section, covered wit dust. Where's e miss right coming into my life ? I'm lost now! I wanna change to e Monty 231TI, i wanna change to 6230i, i wan my fucking wrist to recover SNIFF and i wan her!!!

Yawnz!!!

2005-06-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

Damn i'm tired, and did i tell u i busted my wrist big time. Can't even tie my shoe lace now... Sad i'll be out of riding i guess... Had my bike comp last sunday. Let u know more on the details soon gtg crash already nitez ppl..

I need slp.......

2005-06-16T13:57:00.000-07:00

Damn i'm tired well ben teo is staying over night at my place to build sections tomorrow.... libary computers are screwed.... make me lose an whole entry juz like that sianded... too tired to type out again... BBT (be back tomorrow) lol. I go MRT (Makan, Relac, Tido). Bye matez.

tired tired tired....

2005-06-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

yawnzz so tired haven had enough slp the past few days well.... juz going to sch after that settle competiton paper work stuff and slacking wit collin, ruben and cong... thanks guys for accompanying me to do all this.. i miss my bro's haven found time to hang out wit them haiz... saded 5 more days to competition.... Zzzz....

NS, Once in our lives, 2 years of our time!

2005-06-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

Ohaiyo ppl, wats up man, ehz heaven's up hell's down ? yep i'm back sorrie for not blogging for the past few days due to time contraints and haven been able to slp for the past 2-3 days, it's like come home bathe change, out i go again to do some stuff... Well comp is coming and all the older guys are in the army so ? The next generation of guys have to do e work HA! thats me collin and the rest of the guys. Well thanks collin for helping me out this few days and i would like to thanks u again to assist me in the few days coming SIAN1/2 . Well and BRO-WK has gone to army last friday haiz... ya i do miss him he's jokes his crap and him filtering my scams haha, well he'll be out next friday. Heard he botak liao lol.
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Well today went for e runaway cycling event suppose to do e demo there but kena tua la so in the end came back home. Than peng san slp till like 8+ woke up. Found out that the photocopying machine at home was down. Went to e shop to photocopy, than slacked at cu wit pow and caleb, the Remains of the bro's left in TP lol. Waited for collin to come than had out dinner. Saw aisha, long time no see she's still as hot as ever for a malay girl that is. Super sexy and she certainly has the class and the charisma... After that went to geralds place, dropped pow off home along the way, pass the forms to him, kns didn't know they had so many ppl joining. Lucky got enough. Than went to Tampines MRT (Makan-Relac-Tido) find ruben, cong, mark and jing xian. Cong lost his hp. Hmm than slacked there for e while the went to ruben's place. His younger brother damn cute la 6 years old know how to race car so zai liao. He's younger brother name also BRANDON, same spelling as me haha. Play this racing car game with his younger bro la, than after that become small kid chase him around his house swing him here and there haha. Waited for ruben to bathe finish, than went off. Went to changi village there. Ate supper than chit chat than came home to where i am now HA! lol.
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Sorrie ah dada reply u so late haha. :p well going to slp no wppl nitex.

Veri Long Day

2005-06-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

Yawnz, it's like 1.22am.. juz came back from riding damn tired. Thanks collin for sending me back to my door step though we were riding at pasir ris park now haha. Realli rode kinda hard , damn i suck lor can't even go up anything now kaoz ehz... i have the fear in me why ? Or is it that i'm juz tired ?
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Well today class started at 8, was almost later but teacher give face la lol. Than went for lunch break with Jia Yi peck and daniel lol haha. Oh ya, thanks lindee for asking whether we wanted the seat. So nice or her hor lol. She sot. sot. wan. Wan to c8 4 blog accounts for different seasons la. TOOT* so free hehe. Dono y la but collin and ruben came, guessed they wanted to see jiayi and abby. SO i like kinda brought jia yi to find lindee and qian ning save her the trouble ya :p. Had a short conversation wit qian ning. (psst* ehz don' say until like that la paiseh lehz. Aniwae as i said hmm ya won't be going after her or anything, if fated sooner or later will be wan.) Bike comp coming also 19th june, needa train lol. After that went to find collin and the rest went to fag. Than went gym trained some neh neh. I was damn tired can almost fell asleep on the bench la. Kaoz.Than was later for Jap class than was like trying to keep myself awake during the tut. Than this china girl sitting beside me giggled cause i was like nodding my head la funni. Gotta know her in the end cause had to practice conversing wit her. She kinda swt ehz and pretty too. Eyes big big wan like siao yan zhi in huang zhu ger ger lol. Well my tut has a few new ppl. There's this another pretty girl la buden not the least interested. Juz glance and look away. Heart already given to someone. Hope i can have it back someday la buden for now friends 4eva! lol. After that went home slp than ate dinner than went ride. Very tired la today cannot ride properly plus whole body aching from gyming. Yawnz here i am now trying to blog again lol.
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Well hmm kinda admitted to someone that i liked her, but i told her that i won't do anything, juz be friends. No confidence to commit and stuff la lol. Damn my rear magura's are busted. Leaking nose hop to face plant kaoz. OH YA! 19th june nationl biketrial round 2. Come on down to catch it man. And observers pls contact me ya!!!

NIGHT RIDE!!!

2005-06-01T11:43:00.000-07:00

well elloz ppl, well here i am after a long slack night ride, haven been ridin for quite a while ehz lol. Ya had a good ride today man lol. Even ah leon joined us today lol. Ehz oh ya SCH has a new mechanic man, and he looks hip la haha.
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Well today class started at 8am ehz woke up at like 7 took my time bathe, change and found my gym attire, was to go gyming today wit peck and his bro ehz, cool train some neh neh hehe! Than tried to style my hair buden bad hair day siaz..... maybe cause dyed it a darker shade now so hair very nua and dry la lol hehe. Not bad ehz i like this hair colour not so outstanding. muhahaz. In the end everything press to one side press down macham monkey la. Than went sch had some networking class la, damn stupid can did it the night before la, than do the same thingy like wth! practically slept during the whole lesson la. The teacher also know me slacker wan haha cause my old Dfund 1 teacher la. Than had a 1 hour break went to library to slack and nua at the SCV place than dozed off la, btt woke up already time for class, aiya buden i lazy so slp again anyway i didn't bring the book so ya slept on. Than watch some 9 ball pool shit than went to business to eat wit peck, john and step. Than met caleb along the way took e book meant for lindee. She's a real sweetie lol. Than went to business canteen had lunch there, than called lindee, She was walking down the stairs. Than she saw me lol. Like a princess walking down the stairway... I think i'm in dreamland la, watch too much cinderella story liao la lol. Bought some medicine and vit c swts for her. Asked qian ning to pass it too her cause, later embarass her jia lal lol. Had a very long lunch la. John and Step made me blush la so paiseh, they made it very obvious to her la.. lol but the future doesn't seem so bright ya. HAIZ! Than went to gym trained> Damn tired la nvr stretch choing run until can die... kinda like pulled my right knee... went for my jap soft music performance. Wasn't any soft it was all drums macham lion dance without the lions lor. HAHA! than went to library slacked with justin and AO came than we talked alot of shit la, than he reminded me abt e bowling briefing. It was fucked up la can. The captain of the team si bei hao lian la. I asked him wat if we had something on, on that day la than he say wat they like told us the dates a month before la. Than i said, that i was representing TP at e bike competiton on that day la. Whether i could make up on another day. Than he said if we wanna bowl don't cycle a week b4 de bowling competiton or do any other sports or else injured like his friend fractured his collar bone or wat fuck la. VERY OUT OF POINT LOR! wanted to say ur friend dono how to cycle is it. buden i told him i'm representing TP on that day again la. Than he say he also represent TP for bowling also and i have to set my piorities straight. Than i damn tu lan la don't wan keep low profile liao la. Straight away shoot him i'm from the nation cycling team, biketrial singapore. Represented singapore in asian and world level competitions la. Got 2nd in Sports category last year overall in asia and 28th world ranking in the world rounds la. Than i ask him represent the country or Tp more impt. Than he stand down there lan lan la. everyone staring at me cause i like shouting back already lor. Stacie was like giggling lol. After that like walked out of the theatre la. Couldn't be the least bothered. Followed by my new found friends, ah boon came out talked to me and say he'll see wat he can do. That bugger nicolas is one sucker man, i wonder wats his average train and thrash him cool ehz lol. Spinner Humpz! muz ask leon kai xiao. lol. Than went home had dinner at home chicken rice wa lao liek everyday eat siaz bored liao lol. went out to ride, this malaysian trial rider came here to sort of hang out wit us la cool ehz he HIP!. Than here i am at home like wanna die, wanna die like that, doubt i can wake up on time tomorrow.
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Well hmm thats abt all for today, i hope she likes e sweets cause i like damn haha. Than ehz abby cheer up alrightz hugz* life has it's up's and down's. Comp coming siaz 2 more weeks die liao lor... Stress.... And i injured my right wrist pai liao :'( saded hehez.

Life has it's ups and downs.....

2005-05-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl wats up long time nvr update la lol well ehz ehz.. hmm haven really finished typing major things i did over the holidays well but i started sch already and my time table is totally screwed 9-10 hours a day 4/5 days a week killer man yawnz... well went sch today. Sch started at 10am. Had something like D&T in the morning milling and stuff than went for lunch break wit jia yi, my xiu moi (little sister) and peck and his bro. Had chicken chop same as jia yi damn funni la cause bought the same food as her for convenience sake la than she accompanied me go fag, so good right my mei HA! than went for Emaths 3 lecture. Catch no ball it seems hard as my seniors say so ya more effort man. than didn't go for Dfund 2 lecture and lab spent it wit jiayi again at itas, the comp lab sucks la... damn laggy. Than went wit her go walk walk and slack at design sch ehz lol. Ended up at the inside of design sch studio ehz cool!!! than went e comp lab kinda small though and went blog surfing wit jia yi funni ehz lol haha! than caleb came than intro here and there there was alex also haha! alex fell down thanks to me hehe. Than around 5 left, Supposed to go home wit caleb, went to the bus stop to fag than went back to sch suppose to find pow la but he went back home already la, thanks to danielle's info if not we would have walked all the way to the rock wall la than went to meet caleb's insurance agent than funni la he dropped something down to the koi pond there la but nvr enter the water that is lol went to check out csa book price also haha than was abt to go back than i pang seh caleb ehz SORRI went to meet abby and jia yi at the IMD bbq la wit step and john and shawn, than tat ming came soon after, to find someone la i shall not mention cause i promised to keep it a secret. We guys than soon left not to be a ligthbulb ya lol. Than went wit step for dinner at white sands la, kaoz wait for 15 damn long can almost dieded while waiting lor. went there ate than went a little shopping bought some stuff for her hope she'll recover soon, she's got flu ehz. Than went CU jzu to kena shoot kao kao la... not really in the mood for anything thought haiz... got scouts camp kena suan, say nvr go birthday, than go japan for bike comp also excuse la.. haiz... dono lahz. 19th june coming siaz... no mood to ride no mood for anything.
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Aniwae have like damn little examinal subjects this sem i love... hehe aniwae met this damn hip and cool girls in FOC camp la. Let me introduce, ehz abigail = abby super hyper girl lol abit siao at times ya, her good friend jia yi = Elvira, definately a cutie little sister that i don't mind having muhahaz. Saving the best for the last hmm... Lindee, well she's kinda quiet, shy, funni, managed to start a smile conversation and kinda got to know her HA!. she nvr had a bf b4 and ya so the light seems kinda dim.... saded sheesh.
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thats all for tonight folks bought for her some medicine and stuff ya hope for gd news chao...

KL trip wit my bro's (Original)

2005-04-20T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps guess wat i'm back from KL in one piece i guess, well i had the most enjoyable time there wit my bro's. It went well better than expected, Didn't get into any trouble. Lol.. Well lets start from the first day ya shall we ?

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Well we all met up at our zai dui CU sua haha lol, at like 6:30pm, wk and pow was already there when i reached. After which Caleb came soon after. We than nuaed there for like damn long can awaiting Azfar. He took damn long can... Than his bag like the smallest amongst all. We left soon after he arrived for the 88 bus and decided to take e photo, but this uncle camera noob dono how to take than came this KAYPO guard on his bike and step semangat he know how to take but he really know la so forgiven. There we marked the start of our journey to KL. We took the 88 all the way till we reached seng kang, than transfer bus to 161. Than from there we take to woodlands interchange than we from there take 950 to JB from JB we take 170 to LARKIN. From there started some internal conflict between caleb and azfar due to this bugger trying to sell us bus tickets and azfar nicely told the guy that we needed 5 tickets while caleb walking infront told him no thanks, while we were walking to the money changer. We changed our money and caleb told azfar off than azfar told the guy that we no need the tickets already, than the guy like got abit of attitude cause he follow us all the way to the changer there. From there went to MAC to slack than me and caleb went to purchase our bus tickets to KL. Konsortium is a Bus company i really recommend if u wanna go KL, cause the seat is damn spacious can got arm rest and leg lifts and leg supports and they damn fast 130kmph on e express way with a toilet break in between and u reach KL in 3 1/2 hours. LOL we reached KL like 3+ reaching 4 and had teh break at e coffee shop nearby. Damn the teh aliah and roti prata were good. Haven eaten such crispy and fresh roti prata for so long man slurp* and the curry wit nasi lemak chilli ehz quite nice lol. Well we were all tired and guess wat wk juz had to fall down from his chair, due to his chair giving way ya lol, not he heavy or anything, duh he was the lightest in the grp and ya the chair juz gave way due to it already being half broken. We all burst into laughter soon after and in spite of our laughter caleb chair also gave way due to his laughing i suppose haha. NO! his chair also pai liao also haha, than we didn't stp laughing for quite awhile ya lol. Pow and Caleb shared this so called beef murtabak look more like patti balls lol. After that than we took e short walk to some 5 star hotel and hired a lame ass cab that cheated our 15rm there idiot bring us to this budget hotel so that u can get money right SI HUAN NA BABI! woops! hehe. From e hotel that didn't allow us 5 ppl to stay in e 3 room hotel we rampaged through like 5+ diff budget hotels till we reached out saviour HOTEL SEASONS VIEW, DAMN QUAT! hotel though it was kinda dusty and stuff, our room number was 316 yeah! We took turns to bathe and stuff and WK and AZFAR had to show some attitude here and there siaz. Due to us unlocking Azfar's door but seriously we were all being naughty ya haha but we didn't open it and azfar had to show some attitude when he came out off the toilet and wk had to argue back and a fight started and some ass trays flew and shutup's flew lol. Than cold war for while than all go and slp... Than suddenly Wk got up and made up wit Azfar, cause he cannot slp, the thingy bugging him, haha than all buddy meal already than go slp. \w/

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We all woke up around noon cause all tired wat duh lol, than Azfar brought us to this so called damn quat chicken rice stall and had our lunch there but like duh the chicken rice like so-so niaz lol. Than went to times square to window shopping was we didn't really get anything from there. Azfar wanted to get a hair cut from the shop that he once patronised but than there were many identical names that he even got confused, etc; tommy and guys, peter and guys and some other salon thrash lol. The rest of us explored the gigantic shopping centre while Azfar cut his hair. I use gigantic as u could get lost in it and wth! there's like a escape theme park in it located at the 5th level lol. We located the cinema there and decided to catch a show after Azfar was finished. We than went back picked up Azfar and went to get HOUSE OF FURY! tickets. The show damn nice can eeks!!! TWINS!!! i love! damn chio can :p the show is damn nice man u guys should catch it. I love the way natalie fights si bei hip ahz. No need strength wan lol. buden the show in cantonese i don't understand lucky got subtitles hehe! After the movie me and Wk decided to get our hair cut, my hair can style ehz, spikey to the max hahaha. For our dinner we had long john silvers, KNS! they their service damn long can, macham they really catching the fish and chicken siaz.... wat to do all hungry than grouchy lor lol. After that went back to our chalet to freshen up and play card buden WE STARTED MOSHING AND WRESTLING each other wahaha lame lol, boys will be boys ya lol hehe! Thats abt all for our second day hehe!

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well by day 3, each of us got our very own specific duties man well for Azfar he was the one overall in charge cause he knew the place practically better than everyone else. Definately better than me, haven been to KL b4 lol. Maybe cause Azfar's malay and KL is in MALAYSIA hehe... Caleb was second in charge due to him also knowing the place fairly well, and overall in charge of pinning evert single one of us to the ground while moshing, lol and he's good at it. Next up in Winkeng, well i think he's the best amongst all of us at this, stealing things and i think we like took 100+ worth of stuff from e 7-11 nearby. He nicely got us all our basic toiletries for our stay haha. Etc tooth paste shampoo and soap, sponsered by DOVE haha! For Pow, he practically woke everyone up early in the morning, all the pigs la including me haha. Me ehz ehz i incharge of logistic's ahz cause i don't like living in a pigsty, well beside my house that is cause it becomes the same after i clean it up HA! We started our day heading for peronas tower (twin towers), took pics walked around, practically window shopping ya, cause the shops around were all selling branded stuff man lol. Crazily Xpensive, Didn't even bother to look into e shop. After which we went to eat a delicacy unable to be found in singapore, non other than A&W siaz woot i love the ice-cream waffle's topped with ice cream and the root beer float man. As kids u muz try this combo or-else u'll be a deprived child without any child hood man lol. After our so called dinner we headed to BB plaza, e shopping centre located nearby our hotel. Caleb and i were practically talking abt bowling since e holidays started and guess wat there was e bowling centre atthe top floor so wth! CHOING!!! only lol. Including Azfar that is. While Pow and WK went to shop. After our bowling we went to shop again ehz me and caleb bought this same T-shirt cause e other shirts all sucky and X for juz cloth nothing much special abt the design. Either. Funny thing happened ehz i thought caleb paid for the shirt already and caleb thought i paid for it already. Assuming it we both walked out of the shop ehz funni haha. Until some distance away than the girl came after us. Man we shouldn't have quarrelled could get some free T-shirts lol. After tha stupid incident we went back to the hotal groomed up and got ready for out first clubbing night in KL ehz. NUVO!!! was e club we went too wahaha. And ya we all used our fake ID's u think we can choing inside lol. The club sound like some creative device man lol. The trance/techno arena was simply dead man, haven seen such deadness b4 lor not a single soul siaz kaoz ehz saded siaz. Bo pian had to go R&B section, kinda not so fun for me cause i prefer techno to anything else man. Oh ya on the R&B floor a breakdance circle opened and guess wat Bro- Pow did use proud man yeah! hip wahaha. Me and WK were so sian till we went to drink alone at he trance area, some tequilla pop or whatever it is they call it. That night was kinda funny ehz there was this drunk guy luan seh around lol. a couple of drunk chinese girls were like dancing with us ehz lol macham free siaz and there was Don't mind bringing one of them back for soe light entertainment muahahaha lol! jking!!! hehe. Clubbed till like 3am than went to to the 24 coffee shop for some fried singapore noodles and beer. Wth! he pimps and pros were like still there sitting at e same table kaoz ehz... We had nothing much to do but to check them out ya lol.

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Pow woke all of us up only to find out that we missed breakfast for that morning man saded haiz. I love the toasted bread ehz nice lol. We than headed to BB plaza for our so called brunch. Had macdonalds, abt same price so ya ok lahz. We than went bowling again hahaz and hit my high score of 160 man yeah! hip right caleb lol. After that found my most wanted to play game INITIAL D man lol. Like find till can die lor. Forgot to bring mycards so ya use noob car lor can thrash ppl ehz and set timing the, bugger's are so pethetic can use level 20 car wan to booze on lose to me haiz saded man.... stil wan use backside block LAME! Went shopping after that again and soon headed to e hotel to slack and rest to prepare for clubbing sessions 2 ehz lol. After Freshning up me and pow went down to collect e bah kua ehz. Than headed down to steak house to get e cheap meal, i remembered someone say.... How cheap can beef be balls... So X in the end ended up at another restaurant eating chicken lol. Nice cheap and filling. After which we took and LRT down to atmosphere e club name but the area was under some 12SL thingy the builind if i not wrong la. Wanted to come here the night b4 but i'm glad we went there that day. It was so happening can! We practically opened a bottle our first time man woot. Due to this hennessy lady promoting, we opened one bottle, everyvwan entrance free and plus got mixers might as well siaz. The blud played trance/techno and was so cool can the ambience the music the babes lol. The area was fucking packed can. The atmosphere really set in the mood man, we toasted we drunk, we pissed, we nuaed, we honged and we danced to our fullest content lol even had a tequilla pop which was like 5rm, fucking hell got cheated the day b4 19rm for tequilla pop ahz! Around 3+ everything ended and we all choing back to the hotel, had ba kua awaiting us man. Azfar said that the coakroach could squeeze inside the packagin and so ya watever. We makan like shoik only e ba kua. Than we wanted to drink somemore buden e liquer tasted like shit can. rubbish... Wk threw it down the toilet bowl and flushed it away man. We stayed up the whole night playing cards and slacking while pow managed to catch some final shut eye ya.

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Well we short of nicely left Azfar sleeping while we went down for breakfast cause ehz ehz, well we did try to wake him up and he didn't wake up so ya... He was in lala land can lol so cannot blame us ya haha. U know wat when we were coming out of the room we heard heavy female breathing and we listened the the door nearby, a girl was being fucked lol. A pros i think lol haha. Aniwae went down for e western breakfast nice and filling lol. It was kinda depressing due to it being the last day, a holiday spent wit my bro's sniff. Since when do youngsters our age hang out like this wit their bro's man haha. We checked out by 12 left the room messy enough for the cleaner to have a headache hehe. Went to puduraya to get our tickets. Bo pian had to split cabs to go there. For a moment me and pow got e shock cause we couldn't locate Win keng and caleb. Buden we all met at dunkin donuts haha. Where nutty ppl meet i guess :p Went to get tickets buden got it from another company cause it was a weekend. Scary ehz almost all the tickets were like sold out kaoz lol. Had lunch at kenny rogers nearby damn it was nice, much nicer than the last time i ate it here in singapore at least. Slacked abt until 3+ due to our bus was at 4. Fucking waited for like 45 mins than our bus came tep out can zzz.... knocked out on the bus straight away, even though the bus was damn crammpy and stuff zzz... woke up reaching larkin already cool ehz. Slp throughout the whole journey piggy siaz. Reach larkin me and Azfar emptied our pockets, treated everybody tempura burger shoik ehz haha. Reached back singapore and guess where we went west plaza and slacked for e while. Paid caleb back the money which i owed him cause i don't like owning ppl money and stuff. Ya after that home swt home.

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I love this trip even though i almost couldn't make it. Spent the most worthwhile time with my closest friends i have, brothers in fact haha. We had fun we kicked butt and we surely did slack lol. Hope there'll be KL round 2 soon ya hahaha. love u peeps.

101h30mins hours wit my bro's in KL

2005-04-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

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DAY 01, Wed/Thurs (From BrO-Wk)

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we met at CU(its a coffee shop) at abt 6 in the evening.. slack there for a while coz we waiting for all to arrive..7 plus we went to take bus to woodlands.. crossed the checkpoint and took a bus to Larkin(which is a bus station at JB)..that is where we took a coach to KL.. haha.. we slacked at larkin too coz we had to wait for the coach..the coach is call KONSORTIUM EXPRESS.. damn good coach .. comfortable .. haha.. i intro to those who are going KL ..muz take this bus ..haha.. the ticket is only 20 RM a person... cheap and good lor.. we hopped on the coach at 1130pm, reached KL at 330am.. the place we arrived is call PUDURAYA..we went to the coffee shop to slack..haha..me and caleb had a good fall at the coffee shop..i was sitting on this chair than i shifted back a bit ..WHAM!!i falled backwards..my bros had a good luff..than i tink caleb luff too much than he moved a bit he also fall!LOL!thats call retribution man..coz the chair was broken already.. and after that we went to look for a hotel ..found the correct one man!! haha. HOTEL SEASONS VIEW!! ROOM NO 316!! not bad .. cheap and nice.. =) its not easy to get 5 person to a room..we run a few places than finally..HOTEL SEASONS VIEW!! the 5 of us went up to put our stuffs and wash up .. had fun in the room ..me, pow and brand bath tgt man ..haha.. but me and azfar had a conflict in the room..i shall not go into details abt that..but i smashed an ashtray against the wall..erm.. i mean he shouted than i wasnt happy so like that lor..haha.. in the end .. we made up la.. like standard..haha..all went to sleep after that incident.. woke up ard noon .. than went to eat chicken rice azfar intro-ed.. he say damn good and all .. but .. haha.. not as good la.. was ok-ok..went to TMES SQUARE to shop .. azfar, brand and me had a hair cut there..the shopping centre was big lor.. damn high class crap..after the hair cut went to watch "HOUSE OF FURY".. damn nice.. although its in cantonese ..but its like damn nice la..u guys should catch it man.. went to eat long john sliver after the movie.. waited for quite long too .. like the kitchen ppl had to go catch chicken/fish.. was a bit pissed la .. damn long lor..haha .. hungry ppl are always grouchy...after that headed back to the hotel..slack in the room.. play cards ..chat .. MOSHING!! WRESTLE!! haha.. we mosh and wrestle like everynight..haha..slept in the morning.. thats abt it for the first day ..

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Day 2, Fri (From BrO-PoW)

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By day 2 , we each have our own duty , Azfar was the in-charge cause he know the place well , caleb was 2nd in-charge cause he too know abt the place , brand was in charge of logistics , get our room tidy and all , Wk -safety and pro stealer , that was because he always remind us not to walk in the middle of the road and warn us abt approaching vech .. lol . pro stealer ? out of the 4 days , i think he've pickpocketed 100+ worth of stuff from 7-11 and shops etc .. our bathing body and hair shampoo , toothpaste etc , all got free by him .. lol .. me ? i'm not sure of my post .. but i do wake them up from their deep sleep every morning cause i can't get any ??..we started off going to peronas tower (twin tower) took pics and walked around , had A&W (something where you can't get to eat in SG) headed to BB plaza (shopping centre opp our hotel to walk walk , azfar ,caleb and brand went bowling with me and wk went to shop ) back to hotel after that , bath and got ready for 1st Clubbing night !!!we headed to NUVO , R&B and trance club .. trance was totally dead that day , not a single soul in there but us !!! lol .. so we headed to R&B section ..dance and blah ...there was even a breakdancing circle .. lol ...super happening .. club till 3 plus , hop on a cabby and headed back to our hotel ,have beer and some fried noodles at this 24hr restruant ..there are always prostitutes and pimps around asking for business ... there wasn't much to do near our hotel so all we can do is just checking them out .. lol ..

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Day 3, Sat (By BrO CaLeB)

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Pow woke me up at 11.25am that morning only to tell me we had missed breakfast...haha.. so we all got up and went to BB plaza for Brunch instead... After settling down and having a meal at Macdonalds, we ended up going bowling again... This was almost immedietely followed by going to the arcade that Brand was looking for... after playing a couple of games and watching Brand play Initail D, we continued shopping... (In total I got 3 new t-shirts and 1 pair of laces from KL)... after the shopping, we headed back for our hotel to prepare for the second clubbing night!!...After taking showers and freshening up, we when down around 11pm for our last dinner in KL... So we actually wanted to have a good meal in a steak house, but it was expensive, so we took a little cheaper alternative... and we still had a good meal...After the meal, we quickly took the LRT down to a place called Atmosphere (the place we wanted to go the night before)... outside Club TwelveSL, there was a Lady who was promoting Henessy... So, since it was worth it, we decided to open a bottle in the Club...The club played great Trance/Rave and had a really good ambience, that really set the mood... Words cannot describe how happy i felt that the moment when we had a toast to us Brothers when we were in the club... After several glasses of Hennessy and coke, and a shot of Tequila Pop, i felt a little tipsy, so we all headed down to the dance floor to dance like crazy to the Trance/Rave music...We all danced until the Club closed around 3.30am and managed to quickly get a cab back to our hotel... There, we Feasted upon the Beef Bak-Kua we bought earlier that night... damn shiok man..then, we tried to drink this bottle of volka we also bought earlier, but it was so shitty, WK decided to pour it down the toilet... lol.. what a waste right... WK, Brand and i Spent the rest of the night Playing cards and watching TV in the hotel... we decided not to sleep since it was the last night there... so we played and watched till morning came...

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DAY4, Sun (From Bro-AzFaR)

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I got to say my bros busted me tis tym.. nicely left me sleeping while they enjoyed breakfast at hotel.. they did try wake me up though but I was far away in dreamland.. lol.. so nvm, not one to bear grudges me.. everyone was kinda sad it was e last day.. so by 12, we checked out.. headed to Puduraya to get out tixs back.. I`ll get back to tat.. had Kenny Rogers fer lunch.. nice final meal.. we practically slacked all e way ther til 3plus coz our bus was at 4.. e tixs was a cheater.. 25RM each n e seats were like fuk.. super uncomfy.. I blamed Caleb fer tis as he set too high a standard fer us wit Konsortium wher it was first class.. haha.. n we also waited patiently fer e bus to crawl to e platform nicely at 445 I tink.. so damn fuk up.. all was lyk felin crap n dizzy.. haha.. played childish games waitin fer it.. Heck Wk refused to say a word.. haha.. tats how bad we waited.. wen finally we boarded it, e aircon was welcoming.. in lyk 15mins I was gone.. slept all e way til I woke up seeing night.. haha.. onli Pow didnâ€™t sleep.. quite strange since e others were dreaming.. hah.. aniwae reach Larkin at 9 I tink.. I n Brand treated e other to Macs Tempura Chicken wit all e money left.. enjoyed tat on 170 back to causeway.. cleared it kinda fast considerin itâ€™s a Sunday.. on homeland after all.. some smuggled e usual ciggies while caleb did bring in games .by den all was really tired.. managed a trip to kopitiam West plaza fer a

drink.. took final pics n most were sad e trip had ended lyk so fast.. hopefully we`ll go therE again bros..

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Finale:

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By BrO-AzFaR

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I would rate tis trip one of e bez ever I went since my close buds were ther throughout e trip.. we spent 102 quality hrs during e whole trip.. I mean not always u can go KL wit ur frens so I guest is has been a fulfilling trip.. I so glad it happen n sometym we`ll be back again.. alrite I end here.. thanks fer reading e Whole lot of it.. n do see e pics n don be jealous ya.. haha.. =)

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By BrO-CaLeB

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I seriously doubt anybody has actually read every single word here... but i typed it out nonetheless cos i might never have a chance like this again and i might wanna read this again someday...After all the Atittudes and arguements in the trip, we still forgave each other and we all had a great time... Once i wanna thank my brothers for this wonderful time, and i wanna say that i Love you all... i hope these memories of mine will never fade... i'll cherish them for the rest of my life...

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By BrO-Pow

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i've got to say , this trip is really darn good .. if you got a group of good friends , go have an overseas holiday together !!! can't wait for the next one !!!To view Photos(Advisable to view thru slide show :p

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