Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Hmm well today woke up late for class, but u know wat i walked in juz in time to sit down and answer to the call of my name heh! Ended at 1 today, oh TP open house is confirm 19/20/21 jan tentatively, gonna be a demo as usual heh!

Headed to SCH soon after, slacked there with Gerald for e while, than headed for work. Rushed down soon after to RAM's to cut poles, tiring... Finished everything slacked there till late, Kenny got my dad's lorry cause my dad wasn't using it, sent everyone back home, Yang Ming to ang mo kio with Han. Jin Xian at Tamp as well. After that send kenny home cause he tired and than.......

Hmm, i have been a bad boi twice already lol, i broke the damn law! Drove my dad's lorry last sunday after e ride to send gerald back to his place, from my place and for today, i drove from kenny's house to my own house lol. And even sent paul back home to central haha... Reached gear 5 today for e first time. Thought i wasn't going very fast across the flyover, but looked at the speed thingy 80km/h... Damn!!! released the gas straight away and cruised.. lol, eh i can engine break smoothly now, breaking improving as well, parking too.. Juz did a vertical parking juz now swee swee straight lol.. haha

Well i'm heading to my bunk now.. Catch up on slp 8am class tomorrow.. Haven realli met up wit my bro's these few days, though i miss them in some way, i'm kinda reluctant to meet them... Aniwae i'm also not invited to some of their last min outings.. So nvm.. Everyone has their own lifes.. Aniwae, i'm like juz 1 frickin lame joke to some of them, thinking that i won't be offended by anything they say and that.. I'm frickin scarred la, sorry but i do also have a limit especially when i'm not in e good mood. And u said it like frickin loud juz trying to get other ppl to hear too right ? Thanks for being direct.. and Ur a straight forward person but the things u do can certainly hurt ppl... I guess they don't even know wat made me fucking tu lan than day in orchard.. I guess they can't be bothered too so forget it.. It's over... No matter how good looking u are or how rich u are ? Ur in no postion to comment on other's cause ur not frickin perfect... I may not look like i have an ego problem, but i certainly do have an ego, an u guys hurt it...


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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Ok here i am to blog, kinda juz came back from supper, saw collin, cong and ah boon at bedok having supper too i think.. went there with my dad. Had a feast, been on a protein diet last week till now, so a supper today would be ok i guess.

Went riding last sunday at bishan park, kinda small place with rocks but it's a big park, kind agot my side hop back already i think or its juz e mood lol.. Heh i hope i can do well in this comp again..

Than yesterday night went wit Gerald and Charissa to ride XC rode half of coastal kinda fun lol, cause we poured out alot of stuff to each other lol. Used leon's Cannondale F3000, it's a fast bike man heh, Charissa's FIT!! man she kept up wit us all the way. Reached home around 3+ am.

Had a maths test today, the module that i failed last sem, kinda easy but had some careless mistakes... headed to ram soon after to help yang ming out to pack e comp stuff, became a monkey in rams shop today climbing here and there to take stuff down, ym leg injured so, ya didn't take more than 2 hrs or so, than started slacking around... waited for daphne to arrive and ram came soon after.. Didn't go for shaolin today though it was so close cause it rained damn heavily today la... waited for my dad to come around 11+ he picked me up and we went for supper and her i am back at home heh... WOO HOO winson's coming back tomorrow...

Haiz... Kinda did something 2 nights ago to someone, but as Ruben said i should have done it long time ago, i was being used and played like a game toy... She certainly has changed quite alot, where's the innocent being i once knew... Gone.. long gone.. I kinda wished how i could turn back time, life wouldn't be filled with unhappiness... I do always look on the bright side of life, but sometimes the light is so dim that we are blinded by the light... I regret some things i did in the past, hopefully the ppl i let down or lost in the past years, would somehow reconcile with me soon in time to come i guess after i earn back the trust...

-=A POEM 4 E SCARRED=-

-=Trust something hard to earn easy to be lost=-
-=Friendship is like a chain, once broken hard to mend=-
-=Words said, can nvr be taken back, changed or forgotten=-
-=Think, b4 u speak, as it may scar others and u may not even know it=-
-=No matter how good u are, no wan is perfect or flawless=-
-=Beauty Lies in the eyes of the be holder=-
-=What makes a man or lady is their character and not their looks=-
-=Love hurts and leaves a scar=-
-=Love is for the brave, who can stand the pain=-
-=Love can destroy alot of things=-
-=Love can make u cry or make u smile=-
-=I loved u, but u didn't love me=-


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Monday, November 21, 2005

Hola ppl, haven blogged last week yet, so here i am to blog, the weekdays were fine, school as usual, assignments and projects all given already. Time to step e clutch and shift to gear 1 lol.

Alright now to e weekend. Ended sch at like 1pm on friday, buden had this repeat module thingy at 3pm, headed to Selina's place to take e bike back, rained like 1 kinda la can, walked to SCH after that, the umbrella wasn't of much use though, soaked to e core la, slacked there till around 2:50 than head back to sch only to sit down for less than 10 mins and the thingy ended, i was late la and they took e attendance at the end of the whole thingy so i guess it's alright la go there take atendance anyway went for it in sem 1 also lol...

Headed back to SCH, went there wait for my dad to pick me up with the bike cause, the shop no space wanted to leave it there until i could repair the lever but didn't wan to cause winson any trouble, anyway there are alot of ppl there who realli buey zhi dong as wat winson say... Bikes repair already promise to take back but nvr, not anywan i know of realli cause all XC bikes lol.
Headed home slp slack and dono wat else, kinda got myself ready for clubbing and all, went ZOUK!! and PHUTURE!!! Nice place, played house the whole night, winko realli wasn't jking the girls there come in 3 tonners lol... Peck was with us that night too cause it was his birthday as well, peck can dance well man, lol..

Headed to cineleisure soon after to watch HARRY POTTER (goblet of fire), it's e nice show, kinda more action packed than the last 3 episodes i guess.. haha... headed home after e movie, bathed changed and went for table tennis prelimanaries, got kicked out at the finals
got 4th damn... Aniwae, headed home to catch some shut eye.. Slept the whole afternoon unpeacefully, with alot of calls and stuff... Went to Marina South to eat steamboat buffet, was celebrating peck's, jason and jeff's birthday as well, an early celebration due to winson leaving for the sea games in a few days time. We are all gonna miss him.. Wish him a bon voyage. After that headed to this place to slack, ended up playing some war game with light sticks haha... Oh ya we found something and made something with the lightsticks shall post it up soon :p Our team won heh.. Winson being the CO, Zhong Rong being the OC, Jin Xian, Ben and Kenny were snippers while Jeff and I were the commando's to storm the front heh heh... Next day went to Sentosa with Pow and Wk, but the weather was bad, so didn't realli have a Tan headed home after a while, than went to MS again to eat buffet again, gonna be fat already ah zzz...


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Friday, November 11, 2005

Well erm something unfortunate happened today... Daddy came into the room this morning juz to adjust the fan to point towards me and off my alarm... So that i can slp soundly... He actually forgot that school had started for me already, was suppose to wake up at 7am but wokr up at 8:30... Class started at 8am Today to WTH!! 3 Hours lab and 2 lectures after that, so i decided to go back to slp since no point already and i was still kinda tired too so ya :p

Woke up headed to TP to find peck and caleb to slack, than eh had yong tau foo for lunch hungry, have to change my diet planning to lose weight.. Hmm headed too SCH soon after that, slacked there practically the whole afternoon, met eh Belvin and Gabrial, both with a funky new hair colour... Wat are the holidays for ya.. Headed to TM soon after slack with peck and winko.. than eh rubena dn eliza came than winko went home. Headed to KFC for eliza and ruben wanted to eat there.

Caught a midnight movie with Winko and Pow Dragon Squad, nice movie, alot of pretty chinese babes in it, but the wan i find the most chio die first in the show sia saded... Kena snipper shot sia in the chest... "Tep Out" ARGHZ!!! I wanna ride haven rode in ages la, the last ride was at bukit panjang park la... 3-4 weeks i think ? aiya dono la, guess i'll be riding alone tomorrow, cause i'm already condemmed by the rest... But I'll be doing some PT training first, Joined e TP Badminton comeptition today, 21st is the heats, hope i can make it to the finals :p PPL free come support me!!! Lol oh ya Eliza's friend Isa lent me his digital cam, i'm on a photo taking frenzy now heh heh... Damn i love taking pics!!!


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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Well eh todays first day of sch, started at 8am with 3 hours lab DAMN! kena this same teacher from sem wan la... Gonna die she speaks too fast and teaches too fast... Jia lat hong kan.. Halfway through class went to meet ruben and eliza, than went to smoke with him, soon after he left for home, but met my class mate halfway got 30 mins break ended up meeting him back again went to ITAS canteen to eat, ambience not bad, good air conditioning, but i find the food cost X. Quantity little. Quality not that good as well. Headed back to the class that i left earlier on, ended up using Pro E again, to design a stationary holder lol, hmm gotta start brain storming. I think i got some idea's heh heh. Had lunch break at 11. Met up with Ruben and Peck again than went to ITAS to eat again damn packed to the max la and the air con like pai liao due to the number of ppl in there, sheesh... HOT!! Certainly saw alot of new faces there that i have nvr seen b4, Alot of IT geeks for sure.

After that had classes straight all the way till 5, fridays suck la, but TCS 2 class damn paiseh man, my class had like 30+ ppl. Knew barely half the class only, than it was e first time meeting this lecturer, while marking attendance it happened. "Brandon Phua" i put my hand up than i look at her, "hmm ur name sounds very familiar, like read it in some magazine or newspaper before" After that a series of events occurred, first day of class kena mark liao jia lat...

Read my time table wrongly by accident and caused peck to wait for me for and hour... Sorry peck realli sorry, thought my tuitorial was an hour, but it was 2 hours la... After that headed to SCH, to return money and to visit gerald, he's on the learning gradient on how to fix bikes, I'll be learning from him how to build wheel's very soon after he's mastered it, he built a wheel today and was still tuning it to perfection when i left. Though it was an old wheelset, he put in effort for sure.

Headed to TM starbucks to meet Ruben and Eliza, i was early lol heh, gave Ruben a surprise, walked around TM and ended up eating dinner at Long John, soon headed home after that, liked totally knocked out in the 81 bus dono y, felt that i slept for ages but still have even reach central sia. LOL! reach home bathe took a short nap, woke up tried to find food, and ended up joining my dad for supper at bedok lol. My dad's cool la huh, \w/ lol. So much things to do but yet so little time and money.

Signing out now, heading to my bunk, start sch at 10pm tomorrow Zzz...


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Sunday, November 06, 2005

Oh man sch's starting tomorrow damn... Aiya anyway had my fun already during the holidays, especially this past week, been like slacking and catching movies like water man... Plus work that is.. It's kinda interesting too, cause we branched out to watching late night shows at like 12 plus at cineleisure, how we made our way back, public transport, it's fun even when we take e MRT back due to some forms of post-toning entertainment lol. It's good to take public transport, cause there's no limit with the seating capacity, there were like 7 of us on Da SaO selina's birthday night and we certainly had fun, but the part that selina had to go back at 3am spoiled everything la, nvm... She enjoyed it i hope, especially KBOX lol. Peck can really sing very well la, especially Ai Chuo and Forever Love, He's GOOD!

I also learnt something new in life u may know alot of friends get to know countless ppl, but it's good to know that there'll only be a handfull of them that will stick by u thick and thin. No matter how wrong u ar, they still will be there beside u.

Sometimes i find that we should think before we open our mouth n talk. For myself i scam and lie, and there's still a list for myself to go on. But i certianly try not to say something ruthless and evil, shouldn't we jus think for a second or so whether would it hurt the other party. don't they sae aLl humans hav pride. shouldn't we consider whether will we hurt someone's pride before we even say hurtful words. some people jus talk without thinking. It's also proven than we men have a very big ego. proven. imperfections. isn't it true that no one ish totallie perfect in this world. isn't it so. how can we expect someone to be perfect. isn't that a reallie ridiculous n a confound expectation. whenever u ask for perfection frm someone. hav u ever consider whether r u urself perfect? what causes people to be bias? why are some people jus so biased. it's never been understood. humans tends to compare. yeah it' normal. Yar i'm not saying that i'm a perfectly flawless good soul over here. i have my bad points my wrong doings. i'll think abt it and reconcile and try to realise and change them.. but do you. think bout it urself. and i noe the best way to keep my mind off ish A cup of beer. Esp when my mood is down.

Here i am back from town, juz drank half a litre of beer la, not local beer not bottle, but laguer beer, freshly brewed from the shop i think cause it has this damn big brewery inside the shop itself. Here are some pics went with Bro-Winko and Bro-Powiee















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