Saturday, July 30, 2005

Man!!! this week is like super packed till, i didn't have time to blog and stuff, projects.... i hate them... Had a jap project, which i stayed up till like 4 yesterday night to do, yawnz... this morning went sch like a zombie... couldn't even walk properly... was like, feel like fainting feeling.. Yawnz.. came back.. suppose to take a nap which i slept through my alarm so missed shaolin training today damn! Went wit to slack wit POW after that... Have been slacking wit POW this few days lol haha.. funni funni man :p


Last friday went to OUB ride, wit the guys. Practically practiced to side hop properly the whole evening till night till morning i guess, Train wit charissa, she bash up i side hop up lol funni. Than went back home around 5-6+ than slept, than went riding wit pow they all. First went to pasri ris mrt to meet pow and ray and azfar, gerald and gabrial and charissa and ryan came as well lol, long time nvr see ryan sia gerald's younger brother... cute! than went tampines meet the rest of e guys slacked there for e while.


Had a drink than gerald and gabrial departed, and we started our journey to bedok, which was ok... had a break there drink and played for e while... than moved on to marine parade. Was a long journey there though lol. Due to it maybe being in a straight road lol haha. We made it more fun choinging and racing each other traffic light to traffic light hehe! Kinda fun man.. Pia until the 7/11 there than slack at e coffee shop, took a break there, milo ping as usual, than fagged lol. Than ray's friends joined us, buden sit other table dono why, maybe cause due to not enough space hehe! We than left soon after... Edric left his pack of cigs there shall not elaborate... Rode around e area...


Than ray and his friend burst their tube, than had to wait for quite a while for them... zzz.... they went to ram shop to buy tube and pump up their wheels lame... After which we procceded to town, another long journey and than played this wall ride thingy which POW! almost cleared buden due to some unforseen circumstances and buangz!#$%^ he didn't Azfar tried too but he had a bad fall. We than went to town, went there in the end slack there and went too the coffee shop to eat, ba cho mee again haha, but it's nice cause i'm hungry probably lol. After that we went to OUB slacked there waiting to try our luck for the MRT! Azfar, pow and I actually went down to try to ask e guy whether we could like take our bikes in lol. But there was no guy down there and decided to take our chances, ran up, and grabbed all our stuff and choing down to try to get onto e MRT. Sadly... while running down the guy saw us.. and caught us red handed trying to bring our bikes in fucked up man!!! and fucked us la... Kinda funni thought cause he was indian and had this funny slang wit him hahahahah! I was the the nearest to e Gate can right infront damn! Cause we argued back wit him thats the funny part and he gave the most lame and funny replies la lol.


So sadly we cycled back to HOME! TIRING JOURNEY!!!


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Saturday, July 23, 2005

well ehz ok, saturday morning-friday night went to slack wit leon at e 24 hour coffee shop lol, only me and him haha. Practically talked cork la lol, guessed who i saw there ? Angeline, yesh one of my sweetest and best pri sch buds lol, those were the days man muhaha, she's pretty but she has a very sharp tongue, trust me... Tested and tried alot of times before lol... (hehe.. don' think dirty ahz u peeps!) try arguing wit her and u'll find out the truth and her power man lol. Maybe also how she whacks u when u irritate her haha! OUCH! After she left leon came down, oh cheese... After that saw some one else, Connie.. Eeks and a few butches... i shall not elaborate... Connie = Pow's x-gf for a period of time when was under alot of pressure and stress until he couldn't think and straight and went bonkers and went astray lol! Than merely slacked wit Leon till the wee hours of the morning la... Than he like teaching me how to half peddle peddle hop, which i tried today and yesterday also cannot master. SNIFF! north park so high la!


Than went back slp, woke up after 6 hours of slp, went to griffths pri sch help zaidy out wit e cadet scouts troop, took bus 39. Something funni happened, i saw a guy that looked like pow at e bus stop, than the person boarded e bus, yes it was pow than i TAK! but was kinda soft, guessed he didn't hear it nvm.. the best part was he walked right up to me and sat beside me, as if we were strangers! LOL! wierd ? merely the effects of morning stoneness haha! Than i tapped his shoulder he was like shocked and gave me the wtf! face why nvr notice me haha than we talked for e while than went back to being strangers haha till he disembarked, cause we both tired haha. After helping zaidy went to SCH to slack ruben was there wit mark, mark soon left to ride than, left me and ruben slack and talk for e while. Than went home slp.


Woke up did my bike and Azfar called me to go ride, ended up going to his place and getting my hands dirty to set up his new bike la lol. Than went to ride wit the rest of my bro's, long time since so many of us actually rode together, hmm maybe it's me that nvr joined them went they went riding. Usually hanged out wit my biketrial friends, well yesterday was e change lol due to some unforseen circumstances, shall not go in depth. Had our dinner first than went to ride at downtown, than went to central than tamp! KNS kena spot checked by the police and ray didn't help me say the cigs were his. Not his fault Azfar tried to help me thanks Azfar but u didn't need to get into trouble for me lol. The damn officer made me break 19 sticks of marlboro menthol lights la... Heart Pain man lol... than carried on riding and than wa la reach home slp hehe. going to slp now nightz.


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Friday, July 22, 2005

Yawnz.. The weekend is finally here.. got back all my test papers... sheesh i failed everything borderline, except my dfund 2 which i failed exceptionally badly... Time to study man...

Well Riding's been rather lonely this days... Been riding alone for e couple of days already, seems like i'm uninvited in the grp already everyone doesn't like me, so ya, i'm not invited to rides and stuff so ? Ride alone lor. I'm not even notified of outings an stuff outcasted...

Today was certainly some cork up shit and who else to blame me right ? Of course me wat than who else, but why choose me ? I'm irresponsile, i lie and i'm always late according to some ppl than why trust me this responsibility ??? Maybe too easy for others to do thats y ask me ? But i'm certainly not up to it. Proven today. Called the cc, helping walton to arrange whether we could use the place for training... Tony was not in... the so called guy in charge! This lady that picked up the phone say she'll contact tony and get him to call me back, she took my hp number after that. Waited waited!!! Called walton, asked him where he is, answer = dono, don't want meet me say so lor. Haiz.. than told him say the cc haven confirm yet. Tony didn't call back, called the cc again, the lady went out for lunch, so wtf waited... Than tried calling again, she said she'll call Tony personally! and asked me to wait... Tried to get permission practically the whole afternoon la. Than walton called using collin's hp probably in loudspeaker mode i guess, lectured me say why i nvr call back, how u wan me to call back when i got no answer ? Ask me grow up fine... I no comment le... Grow up wat ? not linked... Than wat wan me to lie say can use ahz ? 9 ppl waiting and than, waiting for me ? Nobody called around 1pm, more like 4:30pm... Whatever it is bottom line is it is BRANDON'S FAULT! and there's nothing else more to it. Even thought i'm having a slight fever SO! still me B R A N D O N' S-----F A U L T ! ! !

Anyway thats over HA!, well went to meet them much later after that, riding at e slope.. so much for my efforts to confirm with the cc to let us use the space. Even brought my helmet.. haiz nvm.. reached there stoned... ah moi improving so fast, talked to cong only, the rest like didn't realise my prescence aiya nvm, don't care any way... than had dinner alone everyone was sitting at e other table and i sat alone at this table... Well i'm a nobody to them so as simple as that Brandon = loser! yeah! well i'm gonna slp now nightz! HAIZ!!!


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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Well peeps, erm i'm trying to change, not to act be myself, and alot of other flaws, most of all is to stop lying. Well erm, haven lied for e past few days, or scammed maybe cause, i haven met anyone to ride, or it's no body call me out to ride. Well lol i'm an outcast now so ya, and i'm a pest so why would they ask me to ride ? Sounds logical ? well erm ya i wanna do my bro's proud and change for e better.

I picked up shaolin ya, under ram so ya now under training. And i' m a noob so pls... wanted to learn it very long time ago but i didn't know where ya hmmm... so now's the chance... Now white belt, training with kids man, really pri sch kids lol.

School's started super sian got back my e maths 3 paper today and guess wat 48/100 sian. ! down... many more to go sheesh... crazy man.. no wan in my class passed... zzz...

I fixed my quando wheelset!!! yippee!!! no more chris king muahaha.

Oh ya btw the biketrial school is officialled opened at changkat tampines cc last sunday. And e lessons will start in august... PLZ join lol haha!

Gotta run and slp.

To all the anonymous ppl in my tag board thankies!


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 9:44 AM

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

hiya peeps well ehz, check out my tag board... well ehz sadly thats the real side of me, not all the parts are true! Well a perfect person juz listed out all my cons on my tag board, and i'm least surprised, he didn't leave his name so that i could ask him for advice to change ya. So maybe he's not so perfect after all, maybe prefect ya ?

Well sorry to all those i let down, especially to all the seniors that have gained my respect over the past years, Nelwin = someone who initiated me too ride biketrials, Leon = a friend u can depend on when got problems and also the person who taught me how to read section lines, Alex = a buddy u can share problems with, Winson = a mentor who guided me during comps, someone who can practically solve any problem on ur bike. Cong, Ruben, Gerald, Terence, Mark and Collin! Sorry, thanks for being my riding buddies and sorry for letting u guys down.

If u all wanna leave me than by all means fine see u guys around than, i shall not call and irritate any of u guys further. Since some ppl find me such a pest that, well u lie that ur some where when ur actually not. And ur going some where when u actually say no. Well juz be frank if i'm a burden ya ? I shall keep my space, if i'm not invited and unwelcome than it's alright. Since i'm already not worthy of ur friendship than y waste ur time with a loser like me right ? Well i can always be a loner so ya cya around peeps.

But remember I met u guys as a stranger,i luv u guys as a friend, as long as e world stands, our frienship will nvr end, true friends nvr split and even if they do, some day they will meet again.


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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

if a ger cry in front of u, it shows how impt u r in her heart.. If a ger cry in front of u .. u should noe how important u r ... If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she cant take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay wif you for the rest of yor life. If you let her go, it will be hard for her to go back to being herself A girl wont cry easily; except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she will portray her weakness. A girl wont cry easily; only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego. Guys; If a girl cries bcos of you, pls hold her hands firmly, cos she's the one who's willing to stay wif you for the rest of yor life. Guys; If a girl cries bcos of you, pls dont give her up. mayb bcos of your decision, you'll ruin her life. When she cries right in front of you, When she cries bcos of you, Look into her eyes. can you see & feel the pain & hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl has cried wif pure sincerity, in front of you, and bcos of you? She cries, not bcos she's weak. She cries, not bcos she wants sympathy or pity. She cries, bcos crying silently is no longer possible; the pain, hurt &agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys, Think abt it. If a girl cries her heart out to you, and all bcos of you, It's time to look back on what you've done. Only you, will know the answer to it. Do consider it. Cos one day, It may be too late for regrets. It may be too late, to say, " i'm sorry .. "


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 9:22 AM

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Monday, July 04, 2005

well term tests are here haiz.... i'm so exhausted and tired la... Of chasing my $390 wheelset that's wit terence... Thanks to mr hudson... Sian cause of my wrist... it can't function properly la. Like handicapped like that. Most of all my riding... i certainly have not improved but deproved... Till even ppl comment abt me... That i should ride more and improve. Nel also like give up on me already... used to be close but now... like normal friends only... I wonder whether did the army change him or i changed for the worse ? Even one's improving but but skills are stagnant... Should i stop riding for a while and study ? I wanna pass my this sem and clear all my modules like i did last sem. I wanna study but my heart is not there... Haiz... I wanna ride but my heart is not there as well. Riding does not seem as fun as before, It used to be i better than u i teach u, now it has been so competitive, qie here qie there, it's become so serious until there has already been conflict in ESR! Everyone does not seem as friendly as before, the closeness in gone. Even one has their own lifes already, all growing up. First james now alex and leon. Who's next ? Alexis and Hung yi came back probably due to having free time now they are in the army haiz... I don't even feel like going japan for e competition in august.. feel that i'm wasting time and money... I think i need a break... I think i need to change my lifestyle. I wanna quit smoking... I feel so ashamed of myself that i let myself pick it up, still remembered how against smoking i was when i was in pri sch. I need to stop scamming and telling lies... Losing the trust in my close friends... I should come home earlier everynight... Listen to my dad more... save up more money. Be more humble, don't be so hao lian... shut up and listen more... I'm still so young... i wanna get my license... I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING OUT LOUD!!! ARGHZ!!! I feel so alone these days... How i wish i could have someone too talk too. It's saddening how u care so much for every single one of you friends but when u need someone no wan's there for u... Not even someone who, u have been there for. It's also amazing how some one, who u used to like so much when u were in pri sch MIA for a few years and suddenly msg u juz to attend her church service. I'm i a bad guy ? Am i not good enough for u ? Am i not sincere enough ? Well i guess i'm juz e guy left on the lost and found section, covered wit dust. Where's e miss right coming into my life ? I'm lost now! I wanna change to e Monty 231TI, i wanna change to 6230i, i wan my fucking wrist to recover SNIFF and i wan her!!!


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