Thursday, July 31, 2008

sup peeps, juz plucked out my wisdom tooth... Hurts like a sial!! Got 2 days MC, half my tooth was decayed due to it being too deep than unable to brush so oh well.. took it out cause half of it broke off haha! I got an injection, than in less than a min it was plucked out!! like ta da! out.. i was stunned.. painless.. than after the thingy wore off PAIN! i have been bleeding since like 11:30am i feel like my mouth having menses la!! Anyway i'm out, took e effort went to a pink rose and surprised her, cause today thursday ma than came to her place, sadly she wasn't even surprised or happy or anything like tat.. damn saded la.. effort like went down the drain. Don't talk at the $$ cause it's juz small.. The future's so dim, for both of us, hope it'll light up sooner or later.. hope the things i do and the sacrifices i make will somehow touch her heart some how or rather or maybe does the probem lie with me after all this years ? 21 in 2 mths, hope i can spend it with her together wit her and be wit her :) that'll be the best present i can ever have in yrs! I feel like downgrading after BSLC, lets see how..


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 4:13 AM

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

5 weeks into sispes left 3 more weeks to POP lol! hopefully can cross over to OCS!! which is so near yet so far siaz... Zzz.. life's been a full of up's and dwn's this while army realli takes alot of things away frm u and time!! arghx.. so much things to do yet so little time..

Has been quite awhile since i had this same strong burning feeling for someone. Too god or someone of a higher power ? U have been treating me well, i'm financially stable, i have a car, i have almost wad i wanted that money can buy, but deep down inside, i realli want a special someone to share all this with, it's so vake, if i had a chance i'll trade all this juz to lead a normal life and have someone by my side. it's realli been long weeks to months to years. Am i not caring enough ? Am i not giving my fullest or the best that i can give to her ? Why does it always end up another guy getting into the fucking picture! The best part is he's a friend! Why does it always end up this way and nvr a fairy tale story or have a happy ending ?

Pls look after her frm above and take care of her, not to be hurt, take away her pain and her worries and problems, guide her and make her strong. Cause i realli realli juz love her too much that i can't do much for her but to look frm afar as a friend. Hope fate will do us part and things will change for the better..

Chris u realli mean alot to me but i juz want u to be happy.


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 3:26 AM

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Hey peeps guess this blog had been kinda neglected, juz to update u guys, i'm in army now, juz poped! and currently in command sch SISPEC = suffer in silence plus extra confinement :) haha. so ya keep in touch guys


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 2:27 PM

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