Saturday, December 31, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Well peeps, here i am backed from e count down from mambo jumbo, at Expo, organised by ZOUK. It was simply retro can... LOL!!! Hip la i find, Thanks Maybelline for helping us get the free tics. Thanks alot, I spent the night with my Bro's FREEWILL, Winko - Lao Da, Azfar - Lao Er, Caleb - Lao San, And Pow - Da Ger, Selina - Da Sao. Pearlyn and Gin li was also there, together with some of their friends, May was also there but she was working, but it seemed like she was with us most of the time haha... Realli had a g8 time, another year has passed and the BRO's celebrated it together again together all 5 of us.
Finally the last day of year 2005, it has been a great year, for me. i look on the bright side of life, so everything still looks good to me some way or another... it's a fact that all of us actually dreaded this day where sch is like startin the very next day. Wearing our SCH uniforms and canvas white shoes, tugging a haversack, and making our way to SIGLAP secondary in the wee hours of the morning and meeting up to have a smoke break at e secret corner before going to sch lol. Those were the days man i tell u, haha.. Now's the start of a new year 2006 and i'm glad I'm still in TP for a fact haha till now, surviving i think haha..
Year 2 already, going to year 3 soon in a blink of an eye, half a sem more to go..
This year finally i have turned 18 so are all my bro's and on the way to pursue my licenses, waited for this day like for ages, being suanded and having to tag along cause i don't own a license neither i go own a car. Next would be spending abt a week going overseas to KL to enjoy relax chill and slack with my bro's and for a moment the feeling of being rich there HA! Clubbing too!! HEH! Everything around me changed too, with 1 of my bro's Winko reporting for NS and Azfar too a few months later, both of them have bulked up, became very fit and matured even more and are botak now heh... Caleb lost weight over the year for sure and looks much better now than in secondary sch days and willing to join the bros in more late night activites. Pow, learnt to be more devoted to his GF of his and is taking his Motor license with me now, surprisingly cause, his parents didn't allow him too beforehand.
Next on the Biketrial Side, i got promoted to MASTER category this year, though i seriously feel till today, that i don't make the standard in MASTER.. I seriously need to train and push myself harder.. If i were to wanna make my dream and goal come true.. Still it seems so far away HA! Well alot of bad things happened this year, I got into seriously alot of trouble, i seriously dono why ram still keeps me in the family, serious i feel i should have been OUT long ago.. Lost friend after friend this year till it reached a dead end, i don't have any more rider friends, thats a fact. I don't feel like i'm part of ESR aniwae.. I'm like super left out.. It's my lost that i lost them, they are still enjoying themselves, and are even happier without me it seems. They are only happy when they are able to use my dad's lorry when there's no other form of transportation. Correct me if i'm wrong on this, cause it seems so...
To this someone, u know who u are, u can say watever u want and put words in my mouth for all i care and cause disputes and all the riders to hate me to the core, but seriously 1 day, history will repeat itself, u yourself know it, u lost all ur friends cause of wat u did in the past and ur doing it again, for now they trust u cause, i lie.. but one day the truth will surface, and not everyone is so naive to believe u, some are 2 headed snakes that don't like u as well and well some are realli good friends of mine. Well u have all the riders on ur side for now and it's ok with me, cause it's my fault on my part in certain areas, but u had to add oil to the fire and blow things up and TUA KANG! Seriously ur a bigger and stronger cannon than me, i respect u for that.
*SALUTES*
The day shall come where everything will be revealed and my name will be cleared, cause i nvr ever did talk bad abt any of the riders or any of my friends b4, now or even in the future, i can vouch for that and i can even put my life and balls at stake. Cause i don't, i'll tell u straight in the face if i didn't like u, and i seriously don't... Too think i fuckin speaked up for u in that anti thingy account for u, cause i thought u weren't that sort of a person, well i seen it for myself and felt it for myself. Sorry but i take back my words u snake..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
2006!!!
MAY ALL UR FUTURE ENDEAVOUS BE FULFILLED!!!
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at 1:25 PM
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Friday, December 30, 2005
Well peeps, i'm back to blog, after so long... Been kinda sian to blog, due to my tag board. Read to find out how much i'm hated, the true colours of me and etc etc.. wadever la, can't realli be bothered.. I'm juz a something to some ppl, when i'm needed to be used, than i'll be called. When i'm not practically useful to ppl i'm discarded... I'm like rubbish... i am rubbish to some ppl.. So wth ? I don't care... Juz came back from an Orientation Training Camp, learnt some valuable skills from there... It's no point being nice when ppl take advantage of ur kindness as a weakness.. Wats the point of going all out in helping ppl when they leave u in the lurch when ur down and having a hard time and couldn't give a fuck care less when u need help... I learnt not to waste my time and being the sucker at the end...
Spend 3 days camp in School. I totally like lost my voice la... Totally sound absurd... Had fun a nice time... throughout the 3 days.. Made new friends and reconciled with old friends... Had fun, missed out some outings with the bro's, give and take ya, win some lose some.. For the first time my grp won this game called, Final Clash, water bomb la huh... lol... Had a surprise from some ppl quite late at around 12+ i was invited to some steam boat thingy tomorrow... So good right ? Somemore all sms at the same time. So touching... But sorry, not free.. i have my own plans, and i wouldn't wanna intervene...
Juz reached home and i'm frickin tired.. Gonna Zzz... for a long time chaoz...
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at 11:14 AM
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Well I'm here to blog again..
Zzz 2 more papers to go barely scrapped through todays wan...
Was like freakin burnt out after the first paper,
wasn't realli absorbing anything while studying after that, lucky all the formulaes were given lol.
went to SCH with luke to do his bike and rode for e short while and here i am back at home.
Well i have many thought in my mind now, i really lost alot of ppl that are precious to me, i hurt their feelings, let them down or juz dissapoint them..
First and foremost would be Nelwin and Alex, looked up to them like an elder brother. We used to chill and slack at elias mall all the time in the past b4 both of them entered the army, making quotes that i would be able to enquire while i was to learn my driving in the future from each of them... But wat happened ? That i'm not sure, but i'm sure that the problem lies with me.
I know y i'm termed as a tagger, well i think i don't like being alone, the worst thing i did was to ask leon to ride his motor pilloning me to go and find Nel at old kallang airport there, I was not even invited and i tried to tag along, even troubled leon to get there. There are other incidents too that i have blogged abt, but the fact is i do tag along with other ppl... Espeically Nel, in the past, maybe cause i look up to him, i and i do even now still, even though we don't talk at all. Today's his birthday, i wished him via sms, didn't even have the courage to talk to him at all..
Next would be Collin, he was my pri school senior, we were close in the starting and he would like jio me out almost every other day, go rounding and stuff with cong and ruben, we talked abt almost everything and did silly things together, but most of the time i was late in meeting him causing a disruption in the time frame, after a while i guess he got sick of waiting, i should be the wan waiting for him not him waiting for me. On one occasion i totally disregarded him, i apparantly assumed that he could give luke and gary a lift to ram's shop for e dinner but as i said i assumed, i didn't even consult him on it, he had already arranged to pick up other friends. That was like so rude of me can... In some way i tua luke and gary also... Collin if ur reading this, heck the rim already, i would rather our friendship not being sour.
Lastly would be gerald, been through alot of stuff with him, thick and thin, got into trouble with his parents too, cause of something i did, went out with him whenever he had problems, did wat ever i could to cheer him up, pushing him to win, cause i know he could and he did. But i let him down in many ways, time and again, doing stupid things and saying things before thinking... Too Yiting i can only say sorry and u guys are right. i'm wrong.
I wished i could turn back time, but i can only look at the photo's of my memories of the times we spent together, treasure those moments and hope nvr to 4get them.
The problem lies with me, i have to change, but i'll give it a try again, it's hard. I gotta stop lying, my friend lied to me for a year and i juz found out the truth. Friendship is trust.. I hate ppl to lie to me and i shouldn't either... Friendship once broken hard to mend... Thats a phrase so bloody true...
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NELWIN!!!
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at 8:45 AM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Had a pretty interesting and fun weekend, spent time with my BRO's, spent time with the BIKETRIAL guys as well and also my mummy :p.
-=16/12/2005 Friday!!=-
Ended School at like 1pm, went to have lunch with Caleb and than soon rushed home, had to dismantle e whole ZOO linx. Upon reaching home Winko called, !#$%^&* and started complaining that he had to wait for his 3G sim card and apparantly no wan waiting for him, something like that i guess lol and i juz asked him to stop and agreed to wait for him immediately :p Wanted to take a nap that after noon but ended up dismantling e bike only lol. Headed to Tm StarBucks at around 5 than went walk walk first cause Winko dad haven come than wait wait wait than eh ok liao than CHOING!!! Go Malaysia... Buden wth sia... Causeway jammed like 1 kind spent abt close to an 1 waiting on the bus that moved i think less than 1 metre on the entrance of the causeway lol. Had a very bad stomach the past few days and had been shitting water lol... Realli drippy shit hahs! macham girl pissing sia piak* LOL! While on the bus i tahan my shit thought could make it across the crossway, ended up alighting the bus in the middle of the causeway running to e toilet haha!! Kinda found it amusing lol.. We all changed our minds had our dinner at e shop nearby and went to town to watch the movie THE DESCENT!!!, Shocking show trust me, i totally was jumpy throughout the whole movie, even shouted HA! once lol... The movie was not scary but shocking cause kinda unpredictable, especially the bats and window part... We also played pool and took e night rider back home, took it for the first time.... KNS $3 lei... my concession pass cannot use for this kind of special rides aniwae wth... Small world sia, dono who tell me Hui Er is damn kuai wan, basket, 4+am lei saw her boarding the bus with her BF i think, from town... Thought i saw wrongly in my semi sleepy state lol.. But i didn't... Took NR7 all the way back to central than took another bus home, slept like for 2 hours, woke up than choing go white sands meet the bro's than headed to Malaysia!! Had quite a afternoon there slacking and shopping lol.. I got myself a pair of surf shorts yeah yeah!! using is this friday haha!! A new bag also :) Wild Channel, nvr heard of e brand b4 but it looks nice... so i bought it aniwae JAMES!! gave me a good deal, he like owns countless shops la... A new wan juz opened selling labelled original street wear, and the shirts are like on a moving thingy how cool!!! Spent all my malaysian money there and had quite a good time chilling out with e bro's... All of us were present heh! That was indeed rare.. Reached home around 7-8 lik that than headed down to SCH, ended up transporting stuff through and fro for e demo on sunday! The demo was quite alright i guess had fun lol...
BIKETRIAL BBQ!!!
Glad to see that everywan's effort paid off though, not everyone came.. we ate we slacked we rode we had fun, for the first time i saw a small kite fly up so high and far, Nel,Winson and Aunty Jean did it. SALUTES!!! I haven touched a kite b4 when i was a kid la can... lol.. sad heh! The food was great... Many thanks to Aunty Jean who made the food and bbq the food too. Practically Gerald's family did most of the work, SALUTES!! to them and thanks!! I tried roller blading again haha!! Fun.. lol but i fell on the grass while trying to stop.. Ah boon's blades didn't have e rubber thingy at e back... Went back home around 11+ and i'm turning in now, cause i have tests tomorrow chaoz!!!
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at 3:48 AM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Juz came back from a movie, THE PROMISE..
Funny story line, trust me watch it for urself...
Nice effects and stuff...
I wanna watch the 8th wonder of the world...
KING KONG!!!
I'm hungry but i don't have an appetite to eat...
I'm gonna fall sick ain't feeling good these days...
Running nose, slight fever and something else...
Gotta get my mindset right...
I realli need a break...
Gonna breakdown soon...
Going to slp now, hope i wake up tomorrow...
I assume too much stuff and talk too much...
Maybe should juz shut up and listen to everyone else...
Judge for myself and juz act and not talk so much...
Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ!
at 9:03 AM
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Long day in school....
Registered my class 2B today finally....
I'm still so far away from my license....
I'm not even there yet for my car license....
I'm still so far away from paying back my debts....
I'm still so far away from saving up $900 for my new bike....
I'm still far from ready for my term test next week....
I'm still frickin last place in master class....
I'm all alone, me myself and I....
How i wish i had that special someone in my life....
Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ!
at 3:34 AM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I'm down
i wanna drink
i wanna get drunk
i wanna puke
i wanna cry..
Can someone pls kill me ?
I know i got alot of enemies..
So many ppl wan me dead
Now's the best time
I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate wat
I am today!
Maybe i should juz kill myself!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ!
at 10:10 AM
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Well had a very nice week end last week, to start it all went to town on friday night to ride, there was suppose to be a ride there buden due to some miscommunication, only we guys turned up lol.. went street riding instead due to the cops giving us a welcoming committee lol went to esplanade, met labi there, DAMN! there are certainly alot of street riders out there, imagine if all of them were trial riders... LOL! cool... Headed home around 3-4 +. Sent Belvin home and than drove and parked the lorry myself.
Went home slp till saturday evening than went for night ride at bukit timah, YESH! in the middle of the forest at night with lights gear and a moutain bike that is not my trial bike lol. Realli had alot of fun lol, though it was tiring. Ok i gotta admit this JEROME is frickin fast can even at night, during the uphill me and ah boon was like chasing his rear lights, but at the downhill he's like takumi in initial D man, the next thing u know it, u can't see his rear lights.. Reached home around 4am the next morning lol.
Went back slp only to be awakened with less than 5 hours of slp by gerald on sunday morning, headed to TM with him to go see presents for some ppl, than eh rushed home to get our bikes than go ride. Met at central than went town park to ride. Jia lat liao la me, i suck at rocks now can.. I'm like so stiff la.. rode till around 5 rushed home changed collect bread from leon than went for dinner at MS again.. Gonna be fat again... Than went home b4 12, went to get the lorry sent Azfar and Caleb home than parked the lorry, had a damn difficult time doing it thanks to this asshole who parked into my slot... Broke out into a sweat b4 managing to finally to park it nicely, headed home..
School started at 8am on monday.. ended at 4pm, went to watch perhaps love with clara after tat... Lame show wasted my 7 bucks i find.. Headed to central after tat than went back home slp.
School started at 10am ended at 3pm than went down early to ram to slack to finally find out lessons were cancelled due to the rain... Zzz... Went back home than headed to central slacked with ruben, soon leon came than azfar and caleb than pow and finally peck, headed to the car park to practice on leon's bike lol had fun heh... until 12+ than went home and slp zzz. tired..
thats abt all for now... Term test next week damn... gotta do welll..
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at 9:40 AM
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Friday, December 09, 2005
Well Our National Biketrial Round 4 had juz passed last sunday, worst comp of the year for me though... Bailed and Buanged like countless times this time round, Cleared a total of 2 sections only, making me end up in last place for MASTER category with 76/80 debs, as i said, i really am the lousiest in Master, I can't go up high stuff nor do big moves. Well someone was suppose to come, but couldn't in the end due to some parental actions lol. Seriously my mind wasn't focusing on the comp i guess, but rather on someone heh. The comp went kinda well, mostly thank to all the new observers, they did a fabulous job, brought live to the comp area encouraging almost all the riders inside and outside of the section.
Well this is the results of e comp.
Elite:
1.Walton
2.Yang Ming
3.Elson
Master:
1.Nelwin
2.Winson
3.Steven
Jr Senior:
1.Gerald
2.Ah Boon
3.Ruben
Sport:
1.Tie Liang
2.Ng Tian
3.Robert
Femina:
1.Charissa
Open:
1.Jin Xian
Whole week was kinda stressed, this week was like loaded with test after test... So mentally exhausting, studying everyday, yawnz.. wasn't late for all my 8am classes today, received a warning letter already so cannot slack anymore lol. TP demo's date are out 19/20/21 jan. Had a meeting with the in charge today. Joined e directors cup for floor ball and my team trashed the shit out of all the teams in my section. 6-3, 6-2, 2-0,5-1 On to the semi finals and finals i hope lol... Went to town to ride today, really slack ride, cycled around town, and i broke a marwi ti spoke today.. sian1/2 off to SCH tomorrow for repairs.
Here are some pics taken by e photographer.
Me exiting the last rock of the section that i cleared twice.
A section i didn't clear, made it to the big rock only where the rest are standing.
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at 1:38 PM
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
Well erm, the day has come, it's National Round Four, Bishan Park, it's 1am and i haven slept yet.. Well kinda nervous, spent the whole day at SCH fixing up worn out parts on my bike spent a total of $25 today... Change my Disc brake pads cause eh it's super worn out, no wonder no braking power at all la... Rebleed my brakes and grinded my wheels and eh oh ya trued my wheels as well.. Luke sponsered me a rear tire cause he wasn't joining the competition and my rear tire was botak already. Didn't have much cash in hand, so ya!!! THANKS LUKE!!! Now i'm going to slp, wish me luck for tomorrow!!! I need alot... Alot of big moves... Hope i can hit my target tomorrow... Hope someone will be there as well... Hmm.. Oh and ya, my dear friend Ruben gave me a watch today, heh! he promised me a watch and he really gave 1 too me... And it looks nice also heh heh!!! THANKS RUBEN!!! Gtg crash already, less than 6 hours slp left, Chaoz!!!
I LOVE MY BIKE!!!!!!!!
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at 9:17 AM
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