Sunday, October 30, 2005
Well today's kinda simple woke up like 3-4pm like this, went out to ride abit, met kenny at steps lol, he was riding with paul, rode for abt and hour than rushed home. Arranged to meet Ruben and Eliza at starbucks at 7:30, i was late definately no excuses ya. Hmm went up to long john to eat and noticed that Qunyu was like sitting 2 tables away behind a pillar so ya, small world didnt say hi or anything cause dono also don't feel like lor. Went to eat than came down back to the same seat than they still there. Slacked there for quite a while than headed to central. Ruben sent Eliza home b4 meeting me at central to slack with me. Headed home soon after that than as i promised helped Gerald to redo his blog entirely, spent like 4+ hours lol from 12+ to like 4+am doing his blog hope he likes it. Resembles mine in the layout and stuff lol.
Turned in at 4+ cause was afraid that i could not wake up the next morning for gyming with Peck and Ruben, Woke up at 9 tried to wake Ruben up but couldn't Peck also could not wake him up, they slept later than me due to some unforseen circumstances, i was not involved, rather not get involved actually also, though he's a sincere friend and i care for him but i juz found out this morning so cannot do anything also. stayed at home cause nothing to do also, than went with Mummy ah for lunch at elias mall lol, damn long time since i went out with my mum la lol. SCH"S starting soon so boring sian sian sian lolz... Heading to TM to meet winko and ruben now to slack so ya chaoz! going to make my specs as well heh heh... Let something off my chest yeterday, damn i feel better haha...
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Well, been working the past few afternoons and stuff. Celebrating Pow's birthday for like 3 days in a row running already la haha. It's like the night b4 his birthday celebrate the last day of his 17 years, than 18 on the day itself and eh 18 and 1 day to start the count on his 19 birthday lol.
-26th Oct
First celebration was at central, juz had beer la lol. With Da sao, Pow and Caleb. Winko and Azfar are in camp so weren't able to be present.
-27th Oct
Than on Pow's birthday itself went to watch a midnight show Domino, the story line was great, the highlight of the evening was, we decided to go K BOX instead of K pool, certainly had fun excercising our vocals, laughed and sang our hearts out + the 2 jugs of beer la *BURP. Caleb, Pow and I were first timers lol. Azfar still in camp sunday than book out....
-28th Oct (Most Happening Night)
Went to this pub called WIND in town area, not bad place, chivas going for like $99 and green tea was free flow, went to challenge this guy pool in the pub cause he wan the last match, the guy was the boss of the pub la! Lost the first 2 games and had to drank 2 cups of chivas mixs with green tea, won the 4 games after that lol. Nice guy, welcomed us back to the pub again, won't mind going back. After which we went to CHINABLACK!!! to club la all 18 already wat haha! The place ok la, but the song like the same only and keep repeating, had some house pours met alot of familiar faces. Danced till around 2+ than headed to cineleisure watch DOOM!!! Bought the tickets than went to the Kopitian below to eat, this 3 cars were stopped by the TP la, the drivers handcuffed and brought back, dono y also, 2 civic's and 1 celica all supped up. Than after our meal went up to the cinema. The movie is damn nice la, but no breaks for u to relax wan from head to toe of the movie, action pack to the max. The movie had a twist in the ending, watch it and find it out urself. Took the first train home after that. Yawnz so tired going for scouts meeting now chaoz.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Had quite a weekend last sunday. Went riding, at bukit panjang park. Rode in e sort of water catchment area. Haven rode for quite some time so ya rode as much as i could. Went to eat dinner after that. Than supposely was to go sentosa to meet winson or something like dat, but something else happened.
Been getting into alot of trouble lately, Got into big trouble with gerald's mum, Ram found out everything, maybe thats y i was accused of steadling winson's cigrette's the other time which i deifnately did NOT!. Having some conflict with alot and alot of riders from the east la, aiya i have nothing to say for myself, maybe should juz die as some ppl say.
As a friend i helped them whenever i could, spare parts juz lend only, things spoil lend only, nvr even say anything or wat, let them use till spoil or damaged like one kind also nvr ask for compensation or wat fark, want to try stuff that i bought juz lend only aiya i dono la.. Wan sell thing, ask me post on the net, i try my best help to sell, than ppl say i cheater, which i am as u guys claim it so. Certainly all this won't be able to make up for the shitz i have done.
As wat my teachers tell me, ppl only remember that bad stuff u do nvr the good stuff, as the bad stuff will tarnish ur image betray ur friends trust and haunt u for life. Until i turn over a new leaf. Leon tried helping me to make peace with u guys but guess it's not working. Telling me to face u all like a man and not run away ? Thanks but i'll rather live in seclusion for a while until i fully change for the better.
The fact is i don't have friends, i already lost all of them that is u guys, only those that can stand my bullshit are still around me. U already made it clear, and i appreciate that. Thanks and see u guys around.
\w/PeAcE\w/
--------=HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BRO POW JUN TAT!!!!!=--------
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Arghz.. Long day... Something very bad happened, Don't wish to disclaim, had a talk with uncle Raymond, Some of his words are still in my head, woken up my idea for now i think, gotta kick some bad habits. Worked the whole afternoon, went for shaolin class today than went to central to slack. Met Leon, he's going to join singapore's defence team ( SAF ) tomorrow, gonna miss him man...
Thanks for the comments, will keep it in mind, and continue my process.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Ok guys i'm super kuai boi boi looking now, jet black hair lol.. Going back to Siglap to help out my scouts troop, so ya black hair lol. My hands are stained with black patches la, cannot wash off lol. That $4 shit that winko and pow recommended is good stuff man...
Woo la la... Finally got back my urban from nel and a rear disc brake, Gonna set it up soon i hope, see whether got time anot first lol, practically working everyday yawnz... Tired need slp...
Arghz... I need alot of money and more time, so poor and packed now. Need to pay back my uncle $450, change to Sony Ericsson W800I, New frame and Fork soon i hope... Car license, Motorbike license, Money to buy Yiting's birthday present this sat... Anywan know wat she wants ? Girls... Any ROXY stuff to recommend ?
Maybe everyone's right after all, i should juz give up on her. As wat winko said, fairytale story that will nvr happen, and open my options, to more possible options, like ah gerald HAHA!!!
GERALD & IRENE!!! Woo La La!!!
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Yawnz so tired been working every weekday now.. So boring Meet up with the bro's almost every evening juz to slack haha.. Went to support Peck Yong yesterday at his Shan Ta competition, he won man!! Congrats for him, best part is he TKOK the guy, means the opposition threw in the towel, Peck juz overwhelmed the guy man, Peck's good... He's got the fighter face and body man.. lol.. 5 punches was all it took to bring the guy down. And they were all Jabs.. lol wondering wat would happen if he used his right hand. Immediate KO i think haha... Peck didn't even sweat la, ended the match in like less than 3 mins. He rocked the ring maa... He's good... His enemies out there better watch out man... Especially those dat beat him up the other time haha!!! Going to slp now Zzz... Tired.... Work again tomorrow, going to register for Class 2B tomorrow if winkoc can wake up causei have to work at 11 zzz... tired yawnz... Going to slp now chaoz!!!
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Friday, October 14, 2005
Well today went well ya i guess, worked in the afternoon as usual, lol heh heh. Ok funny thing happened alright, met this quite swt looking girl at the cafe la, than asked her number. I thought she was like sec 4/5 ? Due to her height ? U know wat WTH!!! she's fricken 13 man... Sec 1... this is bad lol... Are girls realli that tall nowadays ?? Aniwae, good to know more ppl around heh heh.
Than while going for e ciggy break, saw this guy cornering this school boy at the back cc hammering him a couple of times, shall not go into the details... Something nice happened today... Daddy called asked me wat time am i ending work, which was aound 6+, offered to wait for me while he read his IT book at e nearby coffee shop and pick me up, and he did, nice sia my daddy so loving right lol.. Long time nvr happen b4 man... Usually we will end up arguing to the MAX! Than went to SCH suppose to take my wheel home, but it was Marks birthday, than stayed there while Daddy brought my wheel home heh heh.. Cut his cake, he like totally freaked out thought we were gonna sabo him or something, but didn't la lol.. Than I apologized to everyone 1 by 1 those that i offended, except Nel now left.. Hmm.. Thats gonna be hard.
Slacked there abt the whole evening than went with the ESR!!! to kembangan, suppose to play game full... than went to Marina South play game, play car first of course standard haha.. Haven lost touch than play CS. lol fun sia and crappy we played against team Jin Xian heh heh... but Jin Xian was in my team with Leon and Collin. After that went to this SeeSha (Is that how u spell it ?) place eat slack and smoke seesha lol. Spent $8:50 there the sausages were great lol. Was saying that it was facinating how dicks from all races can fill my stomach cause, the sausages were of different colour tones. Buddy Ruben had some problems, hope he's better now. Went back, Jin Xian smokes e seesha like an addict man... Jia Lat.. Went back home, here i am now sitting at my comp and blogging heh heh.. Gtg slp, later got jury meeting and i'm not even in the jury, shouldn't really go right be extrades.. lol chaozz off to dream land...
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Wa... Life has been so systamatic this past few days man lol... Late nights as usual, Woke up ard lunch time like 12 ? Than eh let me see, Go work at my aunts cafe till like 6-7 like dat, for monday went to slack with pow and the rest, than went to Peck's House stay over night, slack talk, talked abt alot of stuff man... Haiz, and her too.. Sadly.. I wonder why muz it end this way... Why muz end with cold war... Why can't i have a happy endin with her like Pow and Selina or Ruben and Eliza. Damn, I wonder when did i ever had this jealous feelin b4, but now i feel it la... Is it me ? It has to be me i guess, if not why my friends treat me like dat ? Ordered Mac than the bugger forgot peck's apple pie come back and gave us after i called to complain lol heh heh EVIL!!! sia lol... Cause of an apple pie.
Tuesday, woke up super late cause super tired, Was late for work than went for shaolin in the evening... Damn stupid la wore my specs for the first time during training, due to my contact lenses being super overdue and broke it la... Don't wish to elaborate... Plain stupidness lol... Than took a cab down to central juz to meet WINKO!! lol miss him and Azfar alot... Met them than, my mood has been kinda down due to myself.. u don't see me down often trust me... Pow, Selina and Win keng had to Suan me to the max, than auto Emo stoning mode... Couldn't be bothered answering them for a short period of time... Until outside the ATM there.
Wednesday went to work blind, than met Ruben, Eliza and Peck after work... Thanks god that this shop OPSM had contact lenses on offer i saved $20 lol from the last time i bought heh heh. Cheap sia... And they got like alot of free contact lense shit also heh heh... Alot of travel kits woo hoo... No need to bring the big bottle go travelling liao haha... Went to shit cause had a terrible stomach ache... Eliza wen to eat her dinner as i was making cake, than went to ruben's place after that cause, of something don't wish to disclaim private... Hope he's alright and his mum and bro brandon is fine too.. His bro damn cute sia... Went home take bike, Ruben sent eliza back. Than ride, cause promised leon to ride so ya ride, anyway wednesday, night ride super long nvr join them already... Jin Xian frame crack jia lat jia lat... Nvr seen so serious crack b4.. Hope it can be repaired or something.. Went to central to eat after tat... Slacked, kept my frickin mouth shut on topics tat i dono anything so cannot scam or lie... Created topics that i know off... Ya so something like that...
Today, work than ride than slacked and want to die... Whole body aching and i sprained my neck today pain... It's Mark's birthday today, so ya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!!!!
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
Woops.. Ok remembered abt that incident. Sorry abt that eh. Eh but go that dragon boat event u also know the real reason why we go also lei worth it also right :p. pls la wat peck pay more ? where got siaz. I charge him the cost price. Is that cheating ? Well ur playing around doesn't seems funny too her. I already apolgise to leon, it's between me and leon also so ya u should know better too. U got help me with the paperwork to fund ur com fees last sem, u only kept bugging me for the money ? For the tables thanks. I reap my own mistakes, but marks saying things that he doesn't even know wats happening ??? Am i suppose to admit to everything that u guys claim blindly ? Aiya i dono la, i don't even know who's gf ur refering too... If she's my friend too and thats chee hong than.. I'll rather not being her friend since this case. Sorry for lying too u in the past Mark.
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4-Mark
For ur personal information, MARK! i did collect from the others the money. If u didn't know. Some even earlier than u and some another day. Can u elaborate more on the 8pm at bedok ? Wat were we suppose to do ? In that case sorry for that. For Alex case, i didn't swap with him back cause i i found i buyer for the frame only. Gerald wanted to buy the bike at $1000 and i found a buyer for $400 for the frame i actually owned than wat i take the GMP sell $1000 take the money right ? I got so cb ah. Pls hor dono don't any how say me. I help ppl sell things juz to get shoot at end say i cheat ppl is it ? For Peck's bike if u dono, It's BRAND NEW! He came with me to SCH and collected the frame and i handed it to him alrightz. I pass him the recipt and how much that winson charge me to him. He also bought the cranks and rear hub from me, which i also bought from SCH i showed him all the receipts. And added it up in total, he agreed to it. What cheat ? My fault now la... I know i lie but i don't cheat. If u guys all say i cheat, y ask me to help u all sell ur stuff ? Mark, stop harassing and provoking selina. Smacking her on the back! Hello she's a girl... Saying i Chee hong. With who u tell me ? U harass selina. Not much difference ah... I know i scam and lie.. I'm sorry. Very well than. I shall fuck off from ESR, Delegate of ESR Mark since i'm not welcomed. I know i suck, know need to tell everyone else..
4-Cong
Sorry cong for offending u. Sorry for making u all come out and in. Pls read the previous entry to know wat happened. Sorry for giving u all the black face.. I'm at fault. Sorry...
Looks like i'm hated by some of my friends now... I reap wat i sow, i earned this, i have no one else to blame but me myself and I. I'm getting sick of myself...childish, scammer, cheater, lier, tagger, thick-skinned, irritating and i'm always acting a pitiful bugger still at my game.
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
Ok i know that collin wasn't the wan today only. Than may i know wat happened to my shoes ? I'll rather u juz scold me like that and i'll know wats wrong with myself and try to change than to do this kinda stuff ya.
4 collin
Collin, to u my apologies for accusing u... Some one told me u took the shoe and threw it in the dustbin and u were the wan that tag my tag board. U were already treating me so cold so ya... But someone else today told me that u were not the wan that took the shoe and u were also not the wan that tag my tag board. So i sms u today. For ur gloves thingy, i SWEAR i didn't have the intention of swapping, i do lie.. But i definately did not swap it on purpose. It may have been mixed up in the wash and i passed u my pair by accident, for that sorry. Sorry for backstabbing u in the past, i hope u'll accept my apology. For the chalet BBQ food i realli spent 150+, the money went to the food and nothing else. I even used my that weeks left over allowance on it, i have the recipts i can show u. I don't have much money on me. I won't delete the photo's cause i'm the cb person here right now. Sorry for wat i have done in the past, i hope for ur forgiveness and i'll still consider u as a friend even though u don't so ya..
4 leon
Sorry leon for causing ur parents to lecture u on ur 21st birthday. I called a few times caused we were suppose to come to the chalet straight to drop the things off for the BBQ but my dad had an appointment and we were rushing in time for his appoinment too and he changed my decision to for his convinence, thats y we dropped my dad at his location and came back so that we could take the ice box and cooler from my place. U can ask kenny that I seriously did make an effort to try to clear up the room. I packed up he mahjong set and put the table aside. I cleared the rubbish in the room. Thats wat i did. If nobody believe me or saw me doing it than nvm i'm lying again ok. Ya thats true, today heaven tomorrow hell, and i'm trying too stop that give me time...
4Nel
Sorry Nel for letting u down, u were the wan that brought me into this sport and thought me this sport in the beginning, for that i thank u, i respect u the most in the grp amongst everyone else cause of that, ur liek a shi fu to me, but i think u'll be too ashamed to have me as a junior. I apologise for letting u down sorry. i don't have anything else to say cause i'm the wan to blame for my own actions and no wan else but me myself and I. Thanks again and sorry.
To everyone out there, thats the real me if u haven seen it. I have no comment abt myself.
Cause i'm the wan at fault. I don't even know wat made me wat i am now. I remembered not lying in my childhood days. It's a bad habit i guess i have to kick it b4 i lose all my friends.
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Monday, October 03, 2005
Well i'm back... From the chalet cum bbq... Hmm Didn't cut a cake this year ya, No birthday song also, so sad right ? Nahz jking, but i damn jealous of leon la... His cake right BIG!!! like fark can... got name and license plate number somemore siaz... I GREEN BODO!!! cause i no cake hee... i had fun with everyone, though i was like sabo-ed the worse even though my birthday long passed, probably cause i offended alot of ppl and also during the drinking session i was hit on the face by some one caused i puked after drinking heh heh... So ya, part of the deal. I didn't have alot of money in hand for the food which ended leon having to come out 100+ more on the food, sorry leon for that and making u late and causing the disruption in the peace.
I lost my monty shoes in the chalet, didn't know who took it by mistake or by purpose, I don't know so, god above knows who took it or wat happened to it so ya... My laptop got hacked and password changed dono by whom... But Han saved the day for me thanks HAN!!! My labtop was ransacked, practically some ppl went through my files and stuff and i wasn't suppose to find out but i found out accidentally and overheard accidentally some sarcastic remarks abt me but nvm cause i earn wat ppl say abt me cause of wat i have done and said and did. We had fun wrestling with each other on the bed more like moshing though lol haha... Thanks guys for bring the ice box and drinks container up, when i was wasted. Almost lost my dad's trolley but found it hidden in the nearby bushes heh heh...
After so long i had a small gathering with 2 of my closests friends in pri school... Michelle and Rachel.. Practically spent the whole evening talking to them haha... Miss those days muhaha lol... Now were are all grown up and I'M TALLER THAN BOTH OF THEM!!! ok lame haha!!! i used to be shorter than both of them la.... HAHA!!! Thanks for coming!!! Gonna have to have a bigger gathering some day man lol!! WOOT!
Lastly, the sadest thing that happened to me during the 4 days 3 nights, Qunyu... i finally managed to summon my courage to pop the question to her, even though i sort of felt the answer already.. Haiz saded. Juz a NO only a NO... I walked her back to her home, practically vomitting out my feelings for her, probably due to my unsound state, and like fell down a couple of times.... Malu to the max... Halfway she was like assisting me to her home... Reached her place ask her than, u know liao la.. Shall not elaborate... Sat under her block for e while than slowly walk back with a few puking sessions, dono y run abit and there back also probably damn sian... Felt like in the movies haha.. OK! not funny... Aiya i dono wat i'm thinking also...
Thanks to LEON A.K.A RHINO who made everything run well and me to cork almost everything up, my BRO's for helping me when everyone else was having fun and me and leon were left alone...
THESE PPL who made the bbq chalet a success
-=NOT IN ORDER OF ANY FORM=-
Qunyu--WinKo--CaLeB--ZaC--AzFaR--SeLiNa--Gerald--Charissa--Peck Yong--Justin--
Rachel-- Michelle & Jason--Casper and Sherry--Winson--Nelwin--Han--Gwen--Collin
Zhi Cong--Terence--Ruben--Eliza--Walton-- Jennifer--Jeff & Gf--Jason & Gf--Mark--Labi--
Jin Xian--Ah boon & Gf--Yang Ming And Gf Izmon--Deng Wei--Ming wei--Bernard--Mathias--
Gabrial--Belvin--Yan Han--Randy--Freddy--Ah Neh--Melissa--
Thats abt all i guess... Thanks Everyone!!!
Always said I would know where to find love.
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough.
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now.
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go.
Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love.
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold ur hand i've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Now I see, what love means.
It means to love u 4eva!
----=*QuNyU*=----
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