Saturday, September 27, 2008

HEY peeps I'm 21 already HOHOHO!!! HAHAHA!!! finally!!! WOOT!!! 24 hours later will be Michelle's turn to be 21 :) Going to her party later YEAH YEAH!!! Birthday mood !!!

Last tuesday had nights off, and guess wad i did ?? (DOTA??) no not this time, met up wit ngiamese!! She's studying in NUS la, so near my camp, met up for dinner and catching up, haven seen her in quite a while, picked her up frm BBDC than went to jurong point had delifrance for dinner, both of us felt kinda cheated cause there was billy bombers on the 3rd floor ha! walked around jurong point and updated each other abt our lives here and there :P she hasn't change one bit, ok maybe much slimmer now not that she was actually fat and as innocent as ever. lol. Well she's been the one there for me whenever i was down in the past few years talked to me and ya was my ear, she's my longest ever friend ok since like kindergarden. AScension!! way back.. old sch haha.. Guess i don't need her ear this year round i hope :p should be hanging out wit her more often cause old friends are still the best!!! haha!! Tks Michelle 4 always being there!!! Photo's will be updated soon of her birthday party and my brithday party cherios!


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 2:32 AM

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

Hey peeps, been a while since i blogged, well passed out of BSLC already in 1 piece surprisingly haha, didn't make the mark to go OCS, but into PTI!!! reference row ready! class ready! class move out!! Training's been alright i guess, 6 weeks into the course already. 7 more weeks to go HUHA! POW juz got commissioned, so grand la the commissioning, y PTI don't have ah lol. Anyway, been training hard definately and putting my best effort into this course, not chao genging in any way. Looking forward to CPFT clearing it in 1 shoot.. CPFT = swim 200m long 4 rifle, FBO run 1.5km clear SOC than 3.5km!!! It's tough but i know i can make it cause i know i can!

Been a series of up's and down's this past 2 weeks, had a arguement with someone, only to know that everything she did cause she pity me and don't wan me to be sad, well thanks for the thought. I realli dono wad got into me, to be there when she had a 1001 things to complain abt her bf, advicing her as a neutral party after breaking up wit her bf she cried and i was there listening, brought her out, accompanied her, brought her to places she didn't ever go b4, went out for movies after talking to her mum, wee hours in the morning, woke her up when i knew she wouldn't wake up and was there under her block cause i knew she'll be late for violin classes at times on saturday's haven slept the night b4.. Most of all, ran a mile to get gastric pills juz for her when she had gastric, after advicing her to grab a bite. I realli realli feel so stupid and disappointed. The sacrifices i made, the things i did, i don't ask for anything in return seriously. I don't need ur pityness or whatsoever. I was nvr alone, i got my bro's with me anytime, juz that maybe it was juz to used to having u around me that i felt wierd not having u ard. I took a day at a time and it's been a week. I'm 21 already. Sorry for all the harsh words i said and promising u nvr to make u cry. Didn't mean it the way u looked at it but i juz can't be bothered explaining to u already.

Glad u found someone else new, cause maybe ur juz tired and had enough of this used rag towel over here, that after finding someone new u juz can't wait to dump the old one away. Well i feel so used and worn that i'm tired of all this already. GLHF wit him than. Till death do us part if u ever read this, we should have stayed disliking each other, cause i'm juz to helpful that i helped myself to fall in love wit u...


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 9:30 PM

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