Sunday, July 27, 2008

5 weeks into sispes left 3 more weeks to POP lol! hopefully can cross over to OCS!! which is so near yet so far siaz... Zzz.. life's been a full of up's and dwn's this while army realli takes alot of things away frm u and time!! arghx.. so much things to do yet so little time..

Has been quite awhile since i had this same strong burning feeling for someone. Too god or someone of a higher power ? U have been treating me well, i'm financially stable, i have a car, i have almost wad i wanted that money can buy, but deep down inside, i realli want a special someone to share all this with, it's so vake, if i had a chance i'll trade all this juz to lead a normal life and have someone by my side. it's realli been long weeks to months to years. Am i not caring enough ? Am i not giving my fullest or the best that i can give to her ? Why does it always end up another guy getting into the fucking picture! The best part is he's a friend! Why does it always end up this way and nvr a fairy tale story or have a happy ending ?

Pls look after her frm above and take care of her, not to be hurt, take away her pain and her worries and problems, guide her and make her strong. Cause i realli realli juz love her too much that i can't do much for her but to look frm afar as a friend. Hope fate will do us part and things will change for the better..

Chris u realli mean alot to me but i juz want u to be happy.


Brandon was ThIs Is ShItZ! at 3:26 AM

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