Saturday, September 27, 2008

HEY peeps I'm 21 already HOHOHO!!! HAHAHA!!! finally!!! WOOT!!! 24 hours later will be Michelle's turn to be 21 :) Going to her party later YEAH YEAH!!! Birthday mood !!!

Last tuesday had nights off, and guess wad i did ?? (DOTA??) no not this time, met up wit ngiamese!! She's studying in NUS la, so near my camp, met up for dinner and catching up, haven seen her in quite a while, picked her up frm BBDC than went to jurong point had delifrance for dinner, both of us felt kinda cheated cause there was billy bombers on the 3rd floor ha! walked around jurong point and updated each other abt our lives here and there :P she hasn't change one bit, ok maybe much slimmer now not that she was actually fat and as innocent as ever. lol. Well she's been the one there for me whenever i was down in the past few years talked to me and ya was my ear, she's my longest ever friend ok since like kindergarden. AScension!! way back.. old sch haha.. Guess i don't need her ear this year round i hope :p should be hanging out wit her more often cause old friends are still the best!!! haha!! Tks Michelle 4 always being there!!! Photo's will be updated soon of her birthday party and my brithday party cherios!


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Thursday, September 25, 2008

Hey peeps, been a while since i blogged, well passed out of BSLC already in 1 piece surprisingly haha, didn't make the mark to go OCS, but into PTI!!! reference row ready! class ready! class move out!! Training's been alright i guess, 6 weeks into the course already. 7 more weeks to go HUHA! POW juz got commissioned, so grand la the commissioning, y PTI don't have ah lol. Anyway, been training hard definately and putting my best effort into this course, not chao genging in any way. Looking forward to CPFT clearing it in 1 shoot.. CPFT = swim 200m long 4 rifle, FBO run 1.5km clear SOC than 3.5km!!! It's tough but i know i can make it cause i know i can!

Been a series of up's and down's this past 2 weeks, had a arguement with someone, only to know that everything she did cause she pity me and don't wan me to be sad, well thanks for the thought. I realli dono wad got into me, to be there when she had a 1001 things to complain abt her bf, advicing her as a neutral party after breaking up wit her bf she cried and i was there listening, brought her out, accompanied her, brought her to places she didn't ever go b4, went out for movies after talking to her mum, wee hours in the morning, woke her up when i knew she wouldn't wake up and was there under her block cause i knew she'll be late for violin classes at times on saturday's haven slept the night b4.. Most of all, ran a mile to get gastric pills juz for her when she had gastric, after advicing her to grab a bite. I realli realli feel so stupid and disappointed. The sacrifices i made, the things i did, i don't ask for anything in return seriously. I don't need ur pityness or whatsoever. I was nvr alone, i got my bro's with me anytime, juz that maybe it was juz to used to having u around me that i felt wierd not having u ard. I took a day at a time and it's been a week. I'm 21 already. Sorry for all the harsh words i said and promising u nvr to make u cry. Didn't mean it the way u looked at it but i juz can't be bothered explaining to u already.

Glad u found someone else new, cause maybe ur juz tired and had enough of this used rag towel over here, that after finding someone new u juz can't wait to dump the old one away. Well i feel so used and worn that i'm tired of all this already. GLHF wit him than. Till death do us part if u ever read this, we should have stayed disliking each other, cause i'm juz to helpful that i helped myself to fall in love wit u...


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Thursday, July 31, 2008

sup peeps, juz plucked out my wisdom tooth... Hurts like a sial!! Got 2 days MC, half my tooth was decayed due to it being too deep than unable to brush so oh well.. took it out cause half of it broke off haha! I got an injection, than in less than a min it was plucked out!! like ta da! out.. i was stunned.. painless.. than after the thingy wore off PAIN! i have been bleeding since like 11:30am i feel like my mouth having menses la!! Anyway i'm out, took e effort went to a pink rose and surprised her, cause today thursday ma than came to her place, sadly she wasn't even surprised or happy or anything like tat.. damn saded la.. effort like went down the drain. Don't talk at the $$ cause it's juz small.. The future's so dim, for both of us, hope it'll light up sooner or later.. hope the things i do and the sacrifices i make will somehow touch her heart some how or rather or maybe does the probem lie with me after all this years ? 21 in 2 mths, hope i can spend it with her together wit her and be wit her :) that'll be the best present i can ever have in yrs! I feel like downgrading after BSLC, lets see how..


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Sunday, July 27, 2008

5 weeks into sispes left 3 more weeks to POP lol! hopefully can cross over to OCS!! which is so near yet so far siaz... Zzz.. life's been a full of up's and dwn's this while army realli takes alot of things away frm u and time!! arghx.. so much things to do yet so little time..

Has been quite awhile since i had this same strong burning feeling for someone. Too god or someone of a higher power ? U have been treating me well, i'm financially stable, i have a car, i have almost wad i wanted that money can buy, but deep down inside, i realli want a special someone to share all this with, it's so vake, if i had a chance i'll trade all this juz to lead a normal life and have someone by my side. it's realli been long weeks to months to years. Am i not caring enough ? Am i not giving my fullest or the best that i can give to her ? Why does it always end up another guy getting into the fucking picture! The best part is he's a friend! Why does it always end up this way and nvr a fairy tale story or have a happy ending ?

Pls look after her frm above and take care of her, not to be hurt, take away her pain and her worries and problems, guide her and make her strong. Cause i realli realli juz love her too much that i can't do much for her but to look frm afar as a friend. Hope fate will do us part and things will change for the better..

Chris u realli mean alot to me but i juz want u to be happy.


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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Hey peeps guess this blog had been kinda neglected, juz to update u guys, i'm in army now, juz poped! and currently in command sch SISPEC = suffer in silence plus extra confinement :) haha. so ya keep in touch guys


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Saturday, February 09, 2008

Hey peeps guess who's back, 1 of my longest ever known bro AZFAR!!! haha the first bro i kinda shed tears for :p while sending him off months ago to study, better study hard bro! At least this one last time :) He came back on the 5th of feb than went for some local delight at simpang bedok, prata and murtabak yum yum! After which we went to expo for some rounding session :) met up with walton and the rest, my VITEC is not working properly damn down la ha! chinese new year is here yeah yeah say hello to mahjong banluck and others poker maybe ??? Gotta train hard lose weight drive faster and win someone... haiz my lining is all wrong man.. downz.. more practice :) ok going for mahjong now tata!!!

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!! to everyone!!!


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Friday, February 01, 2008

Been super long since i last blogged if there's anyone still reading this than thanks! Finally Graduated from TP yeah! looking back it's been an enjoyable 3.5yrs! the friends the camps and the demo's haha.. Will miss those days!

It's a brand new year and brand new start. 2007 will be a year most remembered deep in my heart, the year that many things happened to me big drastic things that changed my life totally inside out from, relationships, i finally learnt to let go of u qunyu, realli let go, it still hurts but i see no point in holding on.. maybe it'll juz work out in the next lifetime or another :) I realli did love u alot, realli alot and i'll still be doing it till the very end to the extent of fighting for u but i'm 21 now time to look things at the bigger picture i guess :)

Career wise i chanced upon some oppotunities that have brought me out of this poverty cycle, into the business world. Maintaining and earning a 5 fig income for 8 mths running MEGA KILL!! realli brings me to yet another level into totally a different world. A different status a different me :)

I passed my bike license as well 2B finally la! but kinda useless, got myself a car instead, Honda Civic SIR! Fast NA non turbo car hehe! was kinda my sec 2 dream but i got it b4 21 so i reached my goal! TIONGZ car ok haha! Been going rounding and playing around in it for a while :) Hopefully if all things go well 350Z by the end of the year!

I got my mont blanc carbon fibre pen, belt, cufflings and wallet! lack the watch though! the watch's 4k! soon i hope hehe.

NS's coming soon currently march 13 it'll be change to april 13 cause i passed my napfa. full marks gold!!! heh surprisingly still can run haha.

2007 is realli a wonderful year, everything is so smooth sailing juz lacking the girl of my dreams hope she'll show up one day soon hopefully under braddell view condo :) love ya babe!


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